srsly bloodborne autism gives me reason to live and i'm not joking

Everyone talks about the "real" Iosefka and the "impostor" Iosefka as two completely different people, but I wonder if it's not like Jekyll and Hyde. They, too, changed not only their personalities but even their appearances! So a different voice actor doesn't necessarily indicate that another woman started impersonating Iosefka! Perhaps this change was caused by the blood, or perhaps the blue elixir she was experimenting with? Or perhaps her association with the Great Ones caused her personality to be completely replaced by the impostor? I mean, this personality existed much earlier, but something made it finally take control.

I'm done how I fight for every acquaintance and friendship but it's never enough, I don't even know HOW to do it, thanks god for punishing me with autism, can u just kill me already???

I was hoping some sleep will fix how I'm feeling but no

I can't look at my "art", it's so shitty. Everything I create is shit and thankfully I don't share it much so y'all eyes and minds don't have to suffer

I should never pick up pencil again. My life is only suitable for physical work and I should leave any art to people who are better and smarter than me.