soulflower

You moved from side to side and side

To stand side by side my side

My side where I could not even lie

For it was you who consumed that part of my life

 Purple rain through my clear blue skies came storming down on my half clear mind

Shattered pain in these heart felt lies

Natural disaster you named it in the song where girl meets girl and it all goes wrong

How fast our eyes and hearts grew to grow

For our minds would blow if we did not flow with the way our feelings told us so

For the leaf you thought you left behind

When you wiped your tears and squeezed your juice out of the lemon rind

 You moved from side to side and side

To stand side by side my side

My side where I could not even lie

For it was you who consumed that part of my life

 My life where I could not believe

The circles I walked around my family tree

To save the face of my father sun

The sun that shines so bright and calls mum Hun

To break that face was no answer

To lift my soul, the shiny dancer

 You moved from side to side and side

To stand side by side my side

My side where I could not even lie

For it was you who consumed that part of my life

 The moon my mum would save my side

Side by side on my side step by step and every stride

My moon, my sun, the only ones who helped me see the moon and sun I had begun to fall for was in me always a part to fight for, of me made from what we see to be inside of me.

My moon and sun you had to come

It’s funny.

I abandon this space when I get absorbed by everything that goes on in life. It’s when I have an epiphany of some sort that I end up back here.

This time... after all this time... this is how I’m feeling.

I’m ready. To find out. What could be and should be, yeah I want some time out.

I’m feeling like my development has come to a hault. Like I really need to change things up now to allow myself to progress to the next level of experiential stimulation.

How? When? What? Where? Why? Who?

I have no idea. What I do know is that I am making small changes in all areas of my life. Little things. That end up contributing to the bigger picture at the moment and I’m feeling better for it.

Anyway... enough time spent on that.

I am going to share some things I’ve written during the past year or so...

I always do this thing where I’ll write/post my written word and then delete... I think that’s a confidence thing. Something I want to break through.

Peace to all.