Girl meets World.

I can't stop thinking about Europe. Apart of me wants to even move somewhere overseas and just teach English but I'm honestly a huge scaredy cat.

This quarantine is killing me.

Shocked is an understatement. But wow.

I saw someone today that I haven’t seen in I think five years. I don’t think he noticed me, but I noticed him right away, and I had an instant feeling of déjà vu. I think the last time we talked was within the past two years due to a medical emergency that he thought involved me, but luckily it didn’t. But seeing him today brought back so many memories and feelings I haven’t had in all these years apart. And not like weird, lovey feelings, but definitely feelings that I brushed off long ago. Our friendship and relationship ended really poorly, which was all my fault, but to this day I wish it had ended on a more positive note. I have to admit, I spent about an hour looking for his social media but had no luck. This guy just doesn’t want to be found lol. He still looks the same, which is funny to me. I just honestly hope he’s doing great. He deserves a lot of happiness compared to what I did to him. He didn’t deserve the person I was back in 2014-2015. I’m glad I’ve grown since then.