Jade_Sloomy

realizing there isnt a wrong way to use google slides is so freeing... i can use it to save anything i want in any specific way....

these borwnies gort me fukked up

Being ace and yumeing w a character that is only really liked for their sex appeal is torture. wdym there's quite literally NO fics w "non-sexual intimacy" as a tag? it might js be that some authors purged their fics after the creator came out as big problematic (because people cant learn how to enjoy things w/o being morally superior on the internet now for some reason???) but it's still really sad to no longer see ANY fics w the character i like for the reasons I like. I fancy a good wank as much as the next person of ambiguous and unclear but vaugely more binary inclined gender, but like I fell in love w my f/o's personality, not their genitals, and seeing them reduced to goonbait makes me sad.

I wish i could favorite posts and add them to a little contained terarrium of posts I want to look at again and little mini containers ordered in a specific way like you can on tiktok. Like i needdddd to save them in a specific way.

having distraction as a main coping mechanism is wild, cuz like wdym that if i pretend that nothing's wrong then usually nothing's wrong

need someone to match my freak in a way that is concerning and dangerous

i normal now

I want to claw my flesh off at the shoulders and poke my little spindly fingers through and crawl out like a parasite living in my own skin look for a new host except i just go out into the woods and become a crypid

Guys when will I get a boyfriend I'm so lonely

Imm not doing this for buisness for pleasure, I'm doing it to scratch the insatiable itch to create and play god.