I want my wife to date meâŚ
- jack abbot x wife!reader
content: touch starved abbot, dilf abbot, milf wife, my attempt at semi-angst
Thatâs what Jack is thinking. It was a particularly rough night.
Some frat had a house party last night, so the ER was flooded with drugged up college students, all on the brink of overdose.
Itâs a stressful reminder that his oldest son would be off to college in two years and would have to fend off temptations such as these without his or your guidance.
Heâs a good kid though. All three of the Abbot kids are good, a quality that he attributes to your teaching. Not his own. No. Thereâs no way such well-mannered children could be a byproduct of anything heâs done.
âTough night?â Robby asks as he walks up behind Jack, the silver haired manâs eyes glued to the digital charts above.
âIsnât it always?â He responds flatly, not bothering to look away or acknowledge his old friend. This is routine.
âYeahâŚâ a pause, Robbyâs eyes briefly cutting to the crowd of teary eyed parents hovering in the hallway. âBut there arenât always this many parents here. What happened?â
Jack sighed, finally turning to his colleague with crossed arms, a clear sign that heâs pent up with stressâŚtypical.
âHouse party. 20 near ODs.â
âJesus..â Robby hisses, running a hand over his hair.
âYeah...â Jack murmurs in agreement. Despite being of age, to him and Robby, these college students are kids and kids are always tough cases to navigate. âBut we got them stable. Waiting for space in ICU.â
âOf course we are..â Gloria would be hearing a complaint before the end of the day for sure. âAlright. Weâll take it from here. Get home before your wife gets mad at me again.â Robby says, slapping a friendly hand Jackâs shoulder.
With a dry huff of laughter, he nods. You take his daily farewells to the kids very seriously, so that means he needs to be home before 7:30 a.m.
As expected, when Jack makes it home he sees the four of you standing in front of the front door waiting for him. Noel, the oldest, looking extremely bored with this daily routine, the keys to the car you begrudgingly allowed Jack to buy him for his sixteenth birthday dangling from his finger tips. Then the twins, still young enough to hold an innocent excitement in their eyes upon seeing their father pull into the driveway.
ThenâŚyou. In a robe, loosely tied and revealing your nightgown underneath. Your blowout slightly disheveled like you absentmindedly pulled your headscarf off while helping the kids get ready for school and never checked yourself in the mirror.
Itâs messy, vulnerable. Almost exactly how you look after heâŚ
âDaddyâs here.â You say, running your hands gently over the top of the twins heads as Jack slowly climbs the steps to the front door, the nine years olds are jittery with an energy that only nine year olds could have as they smile and wave at him.
Jack blinks for a second, his mind stalling for longer than it should to get out of the gutter. But itâs hard, you just look so pretty and itâs soothing his spirit in more ways than one.
However, itâs not the time, so with a huff Jack shakes his head to snap back to reality and acknowledge his little ones. Itâs endearing that they clearly missed him and itâs somewhat therapeutic to see his own children safe and healthy after the night he had.
âHey..â he greets softly, pulling both of their heads gingerly to his stomach for a hug.
Like the angels they are, both of them nuzzle their heads into his body, preening at the physical affection.
Yeah. This is definitely a byproduct of your parenting.
âAre you gonna come to Noelâs game tonight?â His daughter, Lyla, asks while lifting her head and staring at him expectantly with those big brown eyes that look so much like yours.
Itâs cute, and Jackâs lips canât help but curve into a hint of a smile.
âUhh I canât sweetheart..â he admits lowly, breaking eye contact with his daughterâs pout to check for Noelâs reaction.
As expected, his sixteen year old makes no visible response, merely continuing to fiddle with his keys.
Unfortunately, Jackâs absence isnât abnormal, and Noel has obviously grown accustomed to it, a fact that makes the weak smile fall.
With a grounding inhale, he shifts his gaze to you. For support? Maybe..
âBut momâs going to record it for me, right?â
âOf course.â You answer immediately, catching the hint. With a soft smile, you step over to your oldest to rub his shoulder, soothing whatever ache may be beneath the surface.
Noel simply nods while looking down at his Apple Watch, avoiding both his parentâs gazes.
âWeâll be late if we donât leave now..â he mumbles.
âDrive safely, okay?â You say before pressing a kiss to his cheek then leaning down to do the same to Lyla and Levi.
âMake sure to thank your brother for driving you.â You whisper to both of them before straightening to your full height, eyes lingering on the way they quickly go back to hugging their father.
âBye, daddy.â They both say, clearly not giving a fuck about you.
âBye. Be good a schoolâ, says said father, his voice significantly softer than anyone at PTMC will ever hear from him.
With a resounding âyes sirâ, the kids all walk down the steps to Noelâs car parked on the curb.
You and Jack watch them in silence, observing how Noel checks that his younger siblings are buckled before driving off.
You really did a good job with him.
âYou were later than usual today..â you murmur, breaking the silence.
When a response doesnât come, you turn your head to face your husband, finding that heâs already looking a you, his expression seeming dazed.. almost distant.
A few more seconds go by. Still no answer.
You raise a brow. âYou alright?â
Consciousness seems to slowly bleed back into his face following the question, leading Jack to shake his head once more, the source of his stall being the same as it was earlierâyou. A fact beyond your awareness.
âYeah.. yeah. Iâm goodâ, he eventually replied, briefly averting his gaze to where Noelâs car was previously parked before looking back at you.
But not weird enough for you to question, so you hum in acknowledgment before turning to walk into the house, leaving the door open for him to follow.
âFoodâs on the stove. Iâll be back after teaching a few classes.â
You had taken a break from teaching for a little while. An agreement you made with Jack when he took on the occasional role of working with the SWAT team.
You werenât happy with it, in fact, you were pretty fucking disappointed.
Youâve only ever worked part time since having Noel, but having a job kept you stable. Helped you feel like more than just a mother. More than just a wife.
So your hiatus didnât last long, meaning less time to spend with Jack after he got off work.
Heâd be lying if he didnât say he missed you. âMissedâ is actually an understatement, he craved you. Not just sexually, though that is one peice of it and the sight of your robe beginning to fall off your shoulder as you make your way to the bedroom isnât helping...
No, he misses the conversation, the tenderness, the intimacy between husband and wife.
Maybe a date would be good?
He thinks to himself as he watches, lips pursing as he thinks of someway to spark a conversation that doesnât revolve around work or the children.
âSo..â he starts as he shuts the bedroom door behind him, following you shortly after with his hands fidgeting in the pockets of his scrubs.
âSo?â You reply, slipping off your robe so you can start to get ready.
Jackâs throat tightens at the movement, eyes lazily dragging over brown skin of your arms and legs.
The nightgown isnât indecent by any means. If anything, itâs a bit grandma-ish, but itâs the most vulnerable state heâs seen you in⌠in a while.
âIâll be off this Saturday..â he finishes after clearing his throat, keeping a safe distance from you near the base of the bed frame as you start to undress, far enough that he wonât pounce.
âGood.â You quip flatly, clearly not registering the roughness in your husbands tone. âYouâll be able to go to Leviâs soccer game then.â
Damn. He completely forgot about that.
Heâs missed four of Leviâs games this season and all of Noelâs baseball games so far. He canât miss this, even if he originally wanted to spend Saturday alone with you.
With a defeated sigh, he mutters âRightâ before slipping off his backpack and walking to the adjoined bathroom to refresh.
âSomeone looks pissed..â Ellis mutters to Jack as he enters the ER.
Pissed? Nah. Tired and drained and miserable? Yes.
You left for pilates and never came back home to chat before his shift. All he got was a short text.
Iâll send you the recording of Noelâs game.
Yeah. He knew that already. What he really wanted wasâŚ. something else. Something more heartfelt.
You couldâve at least gave him the courtesy of knowing where you were and why you didnât come home.
Sure, he could just check your shared location, but thatâs not the same. He wants to talk with you.
It made his chest ache to think about how bland things had gotten.
âFocus on the patients, Ellis.â He grumbles back, neither confirming nor denying her assessment.
âYeahâŚâ, she mutter to herself in mild amusement. âHeâs pissed.â
One hour in, the shift is pretty typicalâa lot of chairs, random injuries Dr. Seuss couldnât even make up, an occasional argument with Gloria.
Maybe a complicated case will help distract him from the problems at hoâ
âTrauma two! Patientâs name is Noel Abbot. Sixteen year old hit in the face with a baseball!â
Jackâs eyes snap over to the automatic doors, finding his son on the gurney being rushed in and you trailing in behind with a tense expression.
Before he can even fully process whatâs happening, Jackâs feet are moving, reaching for the metal railing of the gurney, eyes inspecting his son with an intensity only a father could have.
âIs he conscious?â He asks, voice steadier than expected.
âDadâŚâ comes the groggy, muffled voice of Noel, indirectly answering Jackâs question.
Its a hard sight to seeâthe blood leaking from his first bornâs face, the wounds that are clear indicators of broken bone, the glazed over look in his eyes that reflect the shakey cognitive state heâs in.
Jack has to swallow. This is his son⌠his baby.
But heâs a professional. He does cases like this everyday, most being worse than this. He can do this.
âHey..hey manâ he mutters gently as the gurney is rushed to trauma two. âWeâre gonna get you fixed up.â
Once there, the crew taps in, checking Noelâs vitals and confirming a synopsis. At that point, Jack checks on you again, noticing how quiet and rigid you are in the corner of the room, watching everything closely.
Youâve always been a calm person, very level headed and mature in challenging situations, but youâre also very sensitive about your babies.
âHow we doinâ over there, honey?â He calls out, trying to get a pulse check on your energy.
âOkay..â you reply lowly, holding eye contact with your husband for a second or two before looking back down at your son being operated on. He looks unconscious now, a condition that makes your stomach churn uncomfortably.
A lie. Jack knows that, so he asks you another question, just to keep your mind occupied on something other than Noelâs injury. Truthfully, he needs a distraction too.
âWhere are the twins?â
âUhhâŚâ you stall. Respectfully, your mind wasnât on them at all.
You lift your hand to rub the bridge of your nose, thinking back over the last several minutes to figure out where your little kids might be.
Ah yes⌠thatâs where they are.
âMatteo brought them to the breakroom..â
The breakroom? That means they were probably behind you when walking in. That goes to show how tunneled Jackâs focus was on Noel.
âWhy donât you go join them and Iâll send someone to get you when weâre done here.â
Your face scrunches in disbelief. You donât want to go. You want to be right here where you can see how your son is progressing. Youâre nervous, scared even. Noel took a fast ball to the nose and you saw it all liveâŚ.
Ugh⌠the memory is haunting and you canât help but grimace when you think about how much pain your baby must be in.
âBut Jackââ you start, ready to protest until being cutoff.
âNo buts. Go try to relax and see if the kids are okay.â
The twins have always been tender and emotional, especially with their big brother. He wouldnât be surprised if theyâre in the break room crying.
You purse your lips, considering if this is one of those things you should fight him on, but one look at his expression tells you enough to nod reluctantly in resignation.
Jackâs eyes follow you as you exit, something softening in them.
Heâd missed you all day, but this was not the circumstances he had hoped to see you again.
After taking a taking a deep breath, he mutters, âOkayâ, mainly to himself to refocus. âLetâs get a surgeon in here.â
If Jack was craving some alone time with you beforeâŚheâs starving for it now.
With Noelâs injuryâa broken nose, broken eye socket, a fractured jaw and a major concussionâyouâve taken off of work and Jack has paused his SWAT hobby to care for him.
Despite that, you are soooo emotionally unavailable, completely committed to making sure Noel is well rested and comfortable enough to heal properly.
Not that thatâs a problem. Nope. Not a problem at all. Jack is committed to Noel as well. You could even say that Noel is receiving special treatment due to his fatherâs occupation that may make this recovery even more speedy than itâs supposed to beâŚ
BUT (of course thereâs a but), Jack just wants a little hug from you. Maybe even a kiss. Something that proves he isnât just playing the role of the family doctor right now.
He spoke to his therapist about it and she encouraged him to just talk to you. Ask to go on a date. Nothing crazyâa movie night or a dinner. Anything to give you both the opportunity to escape reality and revisit what was once a passionate relationship.
And heâs tried. Heâs really tried, but every time he tries to pull you aside for a chat you seem so⌠distracted.
âI need to bring Lyla to dance practice.â
âI have to pick up Noelâs class work. I donât want him to fall behind.â
Like the gentleman he is, Jack always responds by being helpful. He gets it. Noel requires extra accommodations, and the twins still have their own typical commitments. Thereâs a lot of things that need to get done, and marriage is all about working through these moments together.
âIâll pick up the class work. Just focus on the other stuff you need to do and we can talk later.â
But, later comes and itâs something else.
DamnâŚCan a man kiss is wife?
This is getting ridiculous and heâs starting to feel desperate, so heâs doesâŚsomethingâsomething you may or may not appreciate.
You set the grocery bags down on the counter with a huff.
Youâre so fucking tiredâŚ
But Noel has to take his antibiotics in twenty minutes, so the hustle must go on.
With a self motivating nod, you start to move again, emptying the grocery bags and placing things in their designated areas.
Once finished, you take the premade smoothie you purchased out from the fridgeâyour go to for Noelâs snacks and meals since he isnât able to chew yet.
âLevi!â You shout. âCome bring this to your brother.â
You wait for a few moments, expecting to hear âYes, maâam!â and feet padding to approach you soon, butâŚcrickets.
âLevi?!â You call out, but again, silence.
You round the island bar with the smoothie in hand to bring it to Noel yourself and possibly look for where the hell your youngest son is at.
Maybe heâs taking a nap? Or playing on his Nintendo switch?
You knew you shouldâve taken that damn thing away from him. Itâs way too distracting.
Your inner voice ceases when you turn the corner to exit the kitchen and find your husband standing in the middle of the hallway like the đ§emoji.
âUmm⌠why you standing there like that?â Heâs literally unmoving.
âYou called for Levi.â He answered matter-of-factly as if that answers your fucking question.
âYeah. And youâre not Levi.â You reply with a brow raise, eyes scanning Jack from head to toe, searching for some type of visual clarification for his odd behavior.
Your eyes snap back up his own, now narrowed in deeper confusion.
âWhat do you mean heâs not here?â
âI mean..â Jack starts, taking a step forward and crossing his arms, heâs own eyes seeming to scan you in return now.
ââŚheâs not at home... None of them are. Theyâre at Robbyâs.â
âOur children are at Dr. Robinavitchâs house?â You ask, feeling like you need more details.
You scoff. Irritated that heâs being so curt in his responses. Youâre concerned and on edge. Dr. Robby is more than qualified to care for Noel in yours or Jackâs absence, but all three kids??? Michael Robinavitch is a great guy, but you arenât certain that he can handle that.
With a head shake you turn on your heal to bring the melting smoothie back to the refrigerator.
âAnd you couldnât tell me ahead of time?â You ask, not bothering to hide the frustration in your voice.
âWould you really have let them go if I did?â
No. Absolutely not. What sane parent would push their own injured kid onto a friend? At least thatâs your perspectiveâŚ
Jack knows this, which is why he didnât tell you ahead of time and why heâs not bothered by your lack of response. Instead, he just admires your irritated expression as you busy yourself around the space.
Is it normal to be this attracted to you when youâre mad?
âSo what was the point of sending them away?â
Jack wonders how honest he should be considering youâre clearly upset with him.
I was lonely? Nah, youâd probably roll your eyes.
I wanna fuck? Nah, thatâs way too crass. You might slap him.
Though theyâre both true, he settles on the middle ground:
âIâd like to take you out on a date..â
Your steps pause, giving your husband a sidelong glance from your position near the sink.
âYou⌠abandoned our unwell son for a⌠date??â You mutter slowly, as if you canât believe what youâre hearing.
Shit⌠Maybe that wasnât the right approach?
Jack purses his lips, inwardly searching for a way to charm you, his wife, into being open-minded enough to date him.
Just thinking that makes him feel deflatedâŚ
âHeâs almost fully healed, honââ
âAlmost!â You snap, cutting him off and turning to face him fully from the other side of the island bar.
âYou couldnât have waited?! Waited until I was more comfortable with being apart from him?â
Jack bites in the inside of his cheek, nostrils flaring slightly at the heat radiating off of you.
âRobby will take good care of Noel and the twins.â
âThatâs not the point, Jack!â
âThen what is the point, Y/N?!â
Both of your chests raise and fall with each deep breath as the your gazes pierce one another.
Yelling between the two of you is rare. You honestly canât remember the last time you raised your voice at him, and you canât help but falter a bit when a sliver of guilt graces your heart.
âListen.â He starts again, voice low and patient once again. âI miss you.â
He swallows, searching your eyes for any effect his vulnerability may have had on you, fortunately, he finds the softening in your eyes.
âI miss you.â He repeats, just to ensure the message is clear.
âNoel is getting better. The twins donât have any games or practice this week. Youâre off workâŚ.â He briefly gestures to you before setting his calloused hand back on the marble counter.
ââŚand Iâm off work. I-I⌠just thought it would be the perfect time for us to spend some quality time together.â
All the frustration you felt a moment ago suddenly dissolves, your mind flipping through its files to find the last time you and your husband spent⌠quality time together.
No matter how long your thoughts drag, all that comes to mind are passing glances, brief touches, short conversationsânever about each other, always about other things.
You sigh, hand smoothing back over your blowout.
Youâve been soâŚoccupied that you really hadnât thought about⌠Jack.
Youâve thought about yourself, getting back into your hobbies and interests, and, obviously, your children. They will always be a priority.
âI miss you tooâŚIâm sorry..â you murmur, letting your hand settle on the back of your neck.
The last bits of tension in Jackâs expression falls at your apology. You just sound so tired and sincere⌠It almost makes him feel bad for essentially asking for attention.
He rounds the island to approach where you stand, eyes never leaving yours.
âYou donât need to apologizeâŚâ he mutters, hands finding your hips once heâs close enough. âI know you have a lot on your plate..â
You hum softly in agreement, as you shift your hands to rest gingerly against the wide expanse of his chest.
Thatâs true. You do have a lot on your plate and so does heâŚ
Silence fills the kitchen after that. However, it isnât an empty silence, itâs full. Full of the affection neither of you have vocalized to each other in so long, just sizzling under the surface.
Jack eyes flick to your lips, licking his own absentmindedly while his thumbs gently rub the waist band of your yoga pants.
God.. when was the last time he kissed those sweet lips, so plump and soft.
Thatâs what he decides as he shifts his gaze back to your eyes, and without another thought, he leans forward and to press his forehead against yours.
âSooâŚâ he whispers, pausing to briefly press a kiss to your nose.
âHow about that date?â