Concept: finally, the day where the letters in the pregnancy test say something else than "negative" has come, and you did all you could to be sure of the result. you have never kept a secret from jack, this couldn't be the first one.
Part I
almost twenty minutes passed and you were still on the floor, looking at the plastic stick on your hands. positive... it was positive. it wasn't negative. you looked at the little screen waiting for the letters to switch up like in that percy jackson movie but they never did, they were clear as day; positive.
before you told jack, you knew you had to confirm it with a better test, so you quickly made a call to your doctor's office and they did what they could to fit you sometime soon, so you just needed to wait until the next day to go over there.
you had things to do, like grabbing all those things you needed from your grocery list. you tried to do all you could fit in that day so your mind didn't run off, making you excited over something you weren't so sure of.
the following day you woke up way before the alarm did, so you tried to get some work done before you had to get out but it was impossible. you were already thinking about how would you tell jack, how would he react, how would you decorate the baby's room. was it going to be a boy or a girl? see, you couldn't be left alone with free time in hands because your mind would run wild. you decided to stop it and left the house, arriving way earlier to your appointment but they understood it and took you in for the blood work. they said they would be calling you as soon as they get the result.
luckily you had work to do, because you could just sit and think about all the ways things could and couldn't go, and that's exactly what you didn't want, you didn't want expectations and a possible heartbreak if the result came back negative.
you spoke a lot with jack in the mean time, and you were so good at hiding it, but you couldn't stop your mind from thinking "how in the world i'm i going to tell him???"
when your phone ringed and you read the name of your doctor's office on your screen you almost fainted and when they told you it was really really positive, you almost fainted again. you started crying while the lady on the other side of the phone congratulated you. an appointment for your first check up was scheduled for the following week, meaning that you would have to hide the news from jack a little longer.
"hi, daddy" - you greeted jack that same night when he called you.
"uh, is this going to become a spicy call?"
"would you like that?" - you messed with him. if he only knew the "daddy" part was real.
"hell yes, mami" - if he only knew the "mami" part was real.
you wished time could go faster, like in that scene from twilight where edward left and bella was sitting heartbroken watching the months go by through her window... just like that. you wanted to close and open your eyes and be there at the doctor's office with him telling you everything was fine, but sadly it doesn't work like in the movies so you just waited and waited, feeling the time was going slower everytime you looked at the clock, at some point you even felt it was going backwards.
but finally, the day came and there you were, laying at the doctor's office watching the screen, looking at the very little shadow that happened to be your baby. A BABY!!!
"i'd say you're around a month and a half..." - the doctor said.
"do you think it's ok if I tell jack? or that i should wait? i don't want to give him false hopes" - you wanted to scream it into the universe but you were also scared.
"i do think things will go well. your body showed us its more than ready to conceive and we have been making sure its a safe and healthy place for a baby. you two wanted this so bad, so i do believe he or she is here to stay. you deserve this. besides, he's your support system. right or wrong, he'll be there for you no matter what's the outcome. make him a part of this since day one" - he advised you, and he sounded so sure that it made you decide right there that you were going to tell jack.
you asked him to see the baby again, this time you were able to record it, because the first time you did you were a shaky sobbing mess.
now it felt real. now it was really really real, the realest it could be.
"how am i going to tell jack?" you kept thinking over and over again. you thought about all those cute videos you've seen online, but those took time, and he wasn't going to be home any day soon. he deserved to know, now, so you texted him.
"busy?"
"just finished the interview i told you about and we're now going back to the hotel. i'm tired, i'm going to try to take a nap before the show. why?" - he answered just a few minutes later.
"i need to talk to you about something" - you were shaking at this point.
"what did i do? i swear it wasn't me"
"oh boy. it was you..." - you said before sending him the video you took earlier, where he could perfectly see the screen and hear the doctor guiding him to where the baby was, since it was so tiny it was barely visible. the doctor finished with a "congrats, guys" and you turned the camera to face you, showing your teary eyes and a thumbs up next to a huge smile.
the video lasted around forty five seconds, and in fifty, he was calling.
"hi" - you answered with a smile that could make him fall in love with you if that was the first time he saw you.
"baby" - he murmured with tears already running down his face.
"yep, there's a baby" - there he screamed and laughed like a lunatic. it seemed like he was waiting to hear it from you to let it sink in and actually believe it.
"we're having a baby" - he whispered. you could see him sitting at the back of a car, where he let his head fall against the seat, looked up and murmured "thank you, God". you already knew it, of course, but that just showed you he was the one. the right man to create this whole new life with - "how did you find out?"
"well, that's a weird story. i was at the supermarket..."
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Impatiently waiting was so good! The way you did it with the lady was so beautiful 😭 Do you plan on doing a part 2 where she tells Jack and welcomes the baby?!
Thank youuu, i liked that too, honestly haha.
I actually do, i was planning on doing two more parts, what do you think?
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Concept: all the negative results lead you to realize you want a baby with jack so bad, but things get rough on the road. luckily, you have a partner that does love you and wants to take care of you.
Trigger warning: mentions of pregnancy and not being able to conceive.
Part II
"i'm late" - you told dev, your best friend, after checking the app you have in your phone that helps you keep track of your period.
"to where? i thought we were staying in" - she said unaware of the panic on your face.
"you idiot. my period. i was supposed to have my period two weeks ago"
"oh... OH" - she stood and walked closer to you - "you want me to get you a test?"
"please. people never recognize me but with my luck i know that if i go and get one it'll be all over TMZ"
"don't move. I'll be back in fifteen minutes" - she said before grabbing her car keys and ran through your front door.
in less than ten minutes you had the bag in your hands, containing five boxes - "ok, i think this is to much" - you said laughing.
"just wanted to be sure. go, go" - she pushed you to make you walk to the bathroom.
when you finished your business in the bathroom you sat with your friend in silence, anxious and impatient silence. after the time indicated on the box went by, you looked at the two tests you took. they were negative.
"is this a good or a bad thing?" - dev asked, not sure if she had to celebrate or encourage you to keep trying.
"well, i don't know. i do know we want kids but i don't know if we're ready" - you said with a look on your face that she, your best friend, couldn't read.
"you'll never be ready, honey" - she said, not helping at all.
three days later you period came and you couldn't help but feel a little sad about it.
three months passed and the same thing happened, being now almost a month you went without your period, which meant your expectations were dragged for a little longer. you got a test from the ones dev bought, the ones you hide from jack somewhere in your closet.
again; negative.
this time the result did make you realize your disappointment, which led you to understand you could actually be happy with a positive outcome, but you tried to just let it rest and kept going with your life like nothing happened.
for the next five months you took three more tests, and now you were scared and confused because you weren't on the pill and you two gave up on condoms a long time ago, so something wasn't right.
the thoughts spread through your head like a wild fire. "what if i can never get pregnant? jack wants a family, what if can't give him that? would he be ok with adoption or trying those treatments i've always heard about but actually don't know anything about? would he leave me if i can't give him a baby...?" those thoughts haunted you for days, and you faced them on your own because you were afraid to talk to jack.
but the moment it actually hit you was while being at a show in atlanta.
jack was doing his usual meet and greet and a fan took her baby with her. you didn't pay attention to how old the baby was, you could only see jack holding him. the way his smile grew big, the way his arms surrounded the baby, probably making him feel protected and warm... it was to much, the pressure you put on your own shoulders was to much, because you wanted to see him like that with your own baby, a baby apparently you weren't meant to have. so, you went to a place where you could be alone and just sat there with your hurtful thoughts.
"are you ok?" - jack entered the room probably fifteen minutes later.
"yeah. is it over?" - you tried to clean your tears without him noticing, but it was you. he could notice everything.
"yes, it is. can you please tell me what's going on? because i'm worried" - he said while kneeling in front of you, placing his elbows on your knees and hands on your waist.
"it's nothing, just a headache and some stress over work. nothing to worry about" - you gave him a fake smile and caressed his face.
"does this headache has to do with you seeing me with a baby and with the bunch of pregnancy tests you have been hiding from me?"
you froze. you felt sad and guilty and overwhelmed and just disappointed.
without realizing, tears started rolling down your face, and when he held you, you started sobbing.
"baby, talk to me, please" - he murmured on your ear, hoping he could understand the situation so he could help you in some way.
"it's been months and it doesn't happen"
"what doesn't?"
"i want a baby, jack. i want to give you a baby and we have been doing it for months without proteccion and nothing happens. what if i can never get pregnant?"
"baby, why am i hearing all this concern you have been feeling just now?"
"because i'm scared" - you whispered.
"we need to go with a doctor first, before getting ahead and thinking things that won't help us. and before we find out about anything i want to make one thing clear; it doesn't matter if you can't give me biological kids. there are many other ways we can go through to expand our family, and choosing either one of them won't make you less of a woman, less of a mom and definitely won't make me love you any less"
he stayed there, holding you for as long as he could, until someone looked for him to remind him he needed to start getting ready for the show.
"i don't want to leave you" - he murmured on your ear.
"go, I'll be fine" - you assured him - "i'm gonna go with the guys and get distracted for a few"
he left because he had to, but he truly didn't want to leave your side. yes, he found the tests a while ago, but he just thought it was you getting some scares and just making sure you weren't actually pregnant, but when he saw the look on your face while holding that baby at the meet and greet, he put the pieces together.
his heart was now broken because he knows you, he knows you better than anyone. he knows how much you can get into your own head, so he was sure you were beating yourself over this.
the following days you spent them looking for a doctor, since jack wanted to go with the best one in the country because "we can afford it". luckily, the one you found was close to your home.
at the appointment, you talked to the doctor about the whole situation and what you were scared of, which led to the two of you having to get analysis done to figure out the issue.
days later you were called back to the doctor's office.
"you guys have pretty hectic lives, which means stress. stress is like any other disease, it affects your mental and physical health, so i do think this may be the biggest factor right here because your analysis show that both of you are healthy, there's nothing that calls my attention in those results. so, if in a year from now you can't conceive, then we could start talking about all the methods that exist for you to be able to become parents. and y/n, i can only imagine how bad you're overthinking the entire situation, doubting about you and your body. i know it's easier said than done but you need to calm down those thoughts and relieve the stress you're putting on yourself. it usually happens exactly when couples stop trying so hard..." - the doctor explained, next to a few other things.
you left feeling more relieved, knowing nothing was wrong with any of you. the doctor prescribed you some vitamins that could help you prepare your body for a baby, so the next place you visited was the pharmacy.
after that appointment you did the best you could to stop overthinking, to stop stressing out. you focused on your job, on jack, on your day to day life.
months went by. jack was touring europe at the moment and you were back home, waiting for a chance to be able to visit him.
of course jack made sure to talk to you at any chance you two had. he wanted to show you you weren't alone, that he was as involved as you in your relationship. in all honesty, you have never felt that loved before. every time he did or said something having you in mind, you could only think "our baby is going to be so lucky"
one random day, walking through the supermarket aisle, you bumped into a lady.
"sweet girl, could you help me reach those cereals?" - she politely asked. she was much shorter than you, so you didn't doubt on helping her get her Reese's cereal.
"there you go" - you said handing the box to her.
"thank you, honey" - she said with a smile, the one you mirrored. you walked past her a few steps when she called you again.
"yes?" - you asked while turning around to face her.
"i know you have been waiting for a miracle for a long time, and it's finally here. that baby inside of you is going to achieve great things in this world"
you remained in silence for a few seconds, waiting for her to reveal it was a prank for some comedy show, but she just stayed there looking at you with the sweetest look - "i'm not pregnant"
"you are, and that baby already has a designated soul. probably the strongest soul i've ever felt" - you just stood there looking at her, not knowing what to do or say - "you two are destinated to meet in every lifetime. you have been impatiently waiting, but she just couldn't find you. now that she did, she won't let go, and your best life will start now because you two need each other to have it all"
"i'm not pregnant" - you murmured again, now with tears filling your eyes, still thinking this was just some sick joke.
she got closer to your shopping cart and took the pregnancy test for some reason you decided to get - "go find out" - she said with a smile and a wink and started walking away.
your shock and confusion didn't let you answer, and when you were finally able to talk or walk again, she was gone.
the shopping list was dismissed and you quickly went home with the only few things you grabbed before encountering the lady.
you ran to your bathroom and after taking the test, you waited sitting on the floor, praying that weird lady was right... and she was. the positive word plastered on the plastic stick proved it.
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PLSSS thankful has me in tears 😭 that post at the bottom really went the extra mile to make me cry especially the “she saw in me something good and worthy because she blessed me with a family” 🥺🥺🥺 if my man doesn’t say that I’m leaving him 😭 amazing job bestie I love all your fics!
Thank you so much, babyy, I'm so so happy you liked it 🥰.
And i knoww, if my man doesn't kiss me while I'm sick and my face is covered in lipstick then what's the point???😂😂
Concept: jack is away most of the time, but after a little surgery your daughter gets done, he stays home for a few. there he gets to realize how lucky he is to have you as the mother of his child.
"what's with the face?" - urban asked jack as soon as he saw him checking his phone for probably the tenth time in the last three minutes.
"she said abby wasn't feeling ok a few days ago, and apparently yesterday y/n caught the same thing abby has. i've been calling and texting her but she doesn't answer. i'm worried, what if something happened? they're there on their own" - jack spilled out without taking a second to breath, that just showed urban how nervous his friend really was.
"abby's a kid who goes to school. there are thousands of viruses floating around in a little kids' classroom so i bet it's just a flu or something and y/n must have her hands full with abby being sick and clingy to her. don't stress out, we'll be there in less than an hour. it's all good, i promise" - his words did soothe jack but nothing besides getting home and seeing his family being alive and well could relieve his stress.
as soon as the plane landed people started asking things from jack. like checking and approving the pictures from a photoshoot he did a few days prior, listening to a few beats some producers sent them or just going to the studio. he apologized and went straight to the car that was waiting for him and asked to be taken home.
in around forty minutes he was walking through his front door, listening to the very unusual silence. he's used to finding the tv turned on with some silly cartoon playing, his baby asleep wherever she passes out or playing with new toys that you couldn't help but buy when you went out because you thought they were "cute and fun for her", but you both knew than in a matter of days she would ditch them and go back to her favorite ones, so he quickly ran upstairs, and was able to finally breath after hearing his little girl's sweet voice coming from the walk in closet.
"wed dipstick, mommy?" - he saw her ask for when he finally laid eyes on his little family. you sat up straight, opened a drawer and got a hand full of lipsticks.
"mommy doesn't have red lipsticks because i don't use them but i have these pretty pink and brown ones, are these ok for you?" - you asked in a raspy voice that showed him how sick you were.
"it ok" - she said happily and took her time to choose the one she liked the most, while her daddy recorded the scene without them knowing. when she chose the one she felt matched better with the green eyeshadow, thick eyeliner and heavy blush, she applied it the best she could on you - "done, mommy. you dook beawtiful"
"she does look beautiful, baby" - jack said making the both of you jump and turn your heads to the door, finding there the love of your lives.
"daddy!" -she yelled and quickly jumped in his hold, being received by the tightest hug that physically proved how bad he missed his little one while being away.
"hi, my beautiful princess. are you feeling better now?" - he asked while rubbing his thumb on her cheeks.
"yes. mommy gave me some tisgusting mewdicine" - she said making a funny face, making her dad laugh.
"i'm sure it was, honey, but it made you feel better and that's what matters. mommy gave that to you because she wants you to be healthy so you can go to school and play with all your friends"
"you see how pewtty mommy dooks?" - she made her dad put her down again and ran to you, grabbing your face to show jack her masterpiece, looking so happy and proud about it.
"mommy always looks beautiful but you managed to make her extra extra beautiful. you're an artist"
"like you, daddy" - she said with the biggest smile on her face.
He managed to get her to play in the living room with her toys while watching her favorite movie of the week, so he could pay attention to you.
"you do look beautiful" - he said trying to hold a laugh.
"oh, shut up" - you murmured slowly getting up from the floor after finishing putting away the makeup and brushes abby used.
"how are you feeling?" - he asked concerned, seeing how red your eyes were and hearing how raspy your voice got.
"like shit" - you answered before he pulled you into his embrace and held you tight - "don't kiss me"
"why?"
"because i don't need you to be sick too" - you murmured with your face buried in the crock of his neck, enjoying the little bits of him your nose let you smell.
"i couldn't give three fucks about that" - he said. he moved you so now you were face to face. while your arms were surrounding his body, his hands were cupping your face and pulling you closer to him, making your lips join his - "i've missed you like crazy" - he murmured against your lips, making you smile - "i've missed you and all your germs" - he said after pulling back with red lipstick all over his mouth.
after two days, you and abby were more than ready to face the world again, which meant she could go back to school.
"have a good day, baby, be good and nice" - you told her before jack opened the backseat door and walked her to her classroom.
as soon as he entered the car he said - "she's so cute, i can't believe we..." - he was interrupted by an unexpected sneeze - "... did that"
he looked at you with a guilty face, which was answered with a bad look from you, making him smile with guiltiness all over his face - "stop at the pharmacy on the way home"
the next few days abby played nurse and you were "THE jack harlow's doctor" as he called you. of course he was way more dramatic that your toodler.
less than two months later abby went down again, now with a tonsillitis. you knew it wasn't normal for your child to be getting sick so often, so you took her to her doctor. you walked out of that place with an appointment to have her tonsils removed, thing that made you tear up already. abby was calmed down by the doctor when he told her she could eat all the ice cream she wanted. there he won her, but when he told you about the after care and how difficult it could be to both, you and her, you got scared, but it was something that could help her, so it needed to be done as soon as possible.
after telling jack, he made sure his schedule was cleared for three weeks, starting the day prior to her surgery.
"wow, abby, you're such a grown up" - jack told her after helping her put on her hospital gown.
"i am. i am a big and bwave" - she said with her sweet, and congested, voice.
you two kissed her a little less than a million times before a nurse came to take her.
"we have a bunch of balloons over there, do you wanna come with me to help me inflate them?" - the nurse asked your innocent baby, the one who said yes and started making conversation with the woman in the blue scrubs.
"i'm scared" - you admitted to jack.
he sat on a chair and pulled you, making you sit on top of him. he held you tight and caressed your body - "it's all going to be ok, she's as strong as her mommy" - you kissed his lips and rested on his shoulder.
in less than an hour your girl was brought back to you, so you just sat and waited for her to wake up. when she did, jack had to pull his phone to record her, so he could show her and your family later.
"mommy, i feel weidd. i'm scawed" - she said crying, not understanding why she was feeling like that. you could only lean down and hold her tight, silently cleaning your own tears with your thumb. you felt guilty for putting your baby through this, on the other hand you knew it was the best decision, but how could a toodler understand that?
"it's ok, my love. you'll feel better in a few. we'll go home and watch all the movies you love with daddy and we'll eat a bunch of ice cream and yummy things mommy will prepare for you. mommy and daddy love you and we're here to take care of you, always"
"i don't dike dis" - she said holding you tighter, if that was humanly possible for a human her size.
jack had to move to another part of the room to clean his tears and not show his baby he was scared too. he was there to assure her everything was going to be ok, she didn't need to see how much the whole situation affected him too.
things were rough the next week and a half, but at the two weeks mark she was feeling good enough to go to school. jack took her the first day back while you stayed sleeping, trying to recover from the past few days.
when you woke up, jack had breakfast made for you and a bouquet of your favorite flowers.
"i just wanted to do something nice to say thank you" - he grabbed you by your waist and pulled you towards him.
"why?" - you murmured.
"i'm thankful for you loving me the way you do, for giving me the most beautiful baby, for loving her more than your own life, for being our biggest care taker and protector. i'm just thankful for you and our little family"
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jackharlow i try to keep them out of the public eye because i know how hectic this lifestyle can get, but damn, i want to scream so loud so the entire universe can hear how much i love this girls. i'm one lucky man because i got to meet the love of my life a few years ago, and she saw in me something good and worthy because she blessed me with a family.
these past few days have been exhausting because our little abby had a little surgery and she was being a little hard to deal with, but not once i saw my wife lose her temper or patient with her. yes, she was tired, but she always showed our girl it's ok to not feel good, that it's ok to be hurt and feel frustrated.
i'm not around as i would like, but while i'm out there making sure my family has the best life, my woman is doing one hell of a job raising the most amazing human being and i couldn't be prouder.
i wouldn't want to have kids or share my life with anyone else but you, y/n.
