Music.. Clowns.. Pandas? You Think That Mixes o.o

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About: This song was inspired by TYPE-O-NEGATIVE. I really liked the band’s guitar and vocal style.

WBND: When I was making this song, I was thinking of how I’ve been wandering life alone searching for love. A lot of times I believe I’ve found the one true love, but am I the one who is “so confused?” Could it be she isn’t the one?

My current goal is to let my creativity do its thing. Whenever I’m out of ideas I come back to the short creations I make and I see what I can add to them to finally finish them. I also have a lot of old recordings of songs I have to finish. They are very helpful so to constant create and cross off the list. I also like to remix my old songs. Sometimes the instrumental interpretation changes with the years. Have fun! And don’t give up! 

I have deleted my creations before, thinking they were never good enough. Horrible quality. Believing they are heinous for people to hear. And that is extremely painful.. to lose an important piece of your life you cannot ever go back to. I also had my iPad stolen years ago that had ALL of my albums and songs in a list for what was next. With vocal and guitar demos of songs. The full journey of my emotions.. gone. It lead me to a year of depression.  I stopped playing my guitar entirely. I lost a lot of skills I had in the past. Though it was worth it. 

Whenever you no longer have “a life line” to pull. Whenever you’re completely out of inspiration. Don’t give up! Sometimes pausing gives you more time to understand art that is constantly flowing in the universe. We are one with the earth. And the earth constantly sings along with us. I am lucky that I am able to remember songs from my dreams. I’ve created a few. Even if I can’t, it’s an inspiration to continue.

Here’s a teaser! My first creation of 2024 🥳

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