Nahh.

Can i just kill my self?

May tawag or word ba sa you want to end your life but you’re scared but you still want to do it anyway?

I dont deserve this. I dont deserve to be sick. Dapat i’m enjoying my life, not suffering.

‪Im just tired. Im tired of myself. Im tired of people. Im tired of trying. Im tired of proving something. Im tired of all the pressure people give me. Im just so tired of everything. I just want to rest.‬

Fucking deadlines. Fuck advertising!

Help

I just want some time for my self. That's all I need right now.

I'm so tired of everything. Work. Money. All. I have no time for myself. I just want one weekend that I'll be staying at home and do nothing. Or play video games. And sleep. I feel so down lately. Everything is negative. I'm not like this before. I dont know why. Kasi napupuno na ba ako? Pagod lang ba talaga ako? I dunno. I talked to my mom about my current situation. Nope. No help received. Or like, a good advice from her. I ended up telling her "i'll fix my problems myself. I'll handle this." Which i fucking cant do. Oh well. The saddest part is, i think my girlfriend is getting tired hearing my shit lately. Hay. Wala na ba akong makausap dito? Hi. Some serious shit happening in my life lately. Hello. I'm tired. I just want to rest forever.