Izayah

Oh yeah that’s right we’re so back 😈😈😈

Ugh, I keep bouncing between active Ed and recovering. When I’m starving I’m happy to see results, people like me more, I talk less and feel like overall I’m just a better person for other people. But when I’m eating whatever I want I’m happy but I also constantly think about the way I look, the slightest thing makes me want to starve for days, I never wear any of the clothes I want to because I think they all look terrible on me, but I know that I’m improving myself so I feel like it’s worth it. There’s just to many pros and cons between the two and it’s like they’re constantly battling. Why can’t I get back into my “skinny or nothing” mindset 😭

My tummy hurts ☹️