ALOOFNESS

Tapi kamu hanya menerima satu orang yang kamu selesa. You can be rich, handsome or funny but in the end, selesa is number one

Dan kita akan selalu pilih untuk hidup dengan cinta terakhir kita.

Cinta pertama will always be our passion

Dan tak ingin mengejar lagi.

Tapi putus asa kan dilarang oleh tuhan

Saling punya rasa,

Saling sedang mencuba,

soon

O God; if (you) are not the one; please let me make peace with my own heart with your plan.

And; I hate it even more when I am slowly make peace with my own self.

Being alone is so addictive, well it’s been years it has become a way of life, my way of life.Bluetick is what I master most.

suddenly; the feeling was gone just only for you. If it were anybody else, I dont bother to read or even reply them.

you take away that cursed; being alone is addictive. I get curious abt how is your everyday looks like.

Ah.Sia****

I’m confused, and I’m not sure whether it’s me who started of this confusing situation. Whether this is happening because of you are too kind.

I posted smthg among my closest friend yknow even close the comment section,and its crazy when you have the effort to reach me asking my wellbeing when my closest friend pun dont even text me back. 

I sort of tell myself it is always better to keep both of us as a friend, because I cannot afford to lose another good friend.I need to keep this kind,beautiful soul around me.And now, its even harder to accept how do Ilive w/o you later on. Who gonna listens to me, my rants , silly jokes etc.

What a scary world.

Aku ingin bercerita banyak, tapi aku memilih untuk tidak.

Niat awalnya mungkin mahu mencipta kenangan,cuma takut berakhiran dengan harapan.

Ini bukan pertama kali,aku takut tidak tertanggung realiti; untuk kali keduanya.

Aku mahu bercerita panjang dgn temanku,aku mahu pandangan.Bukan soal hati, aku mahu diskusi tentang aku. Tapi akhirnya dia bilang gini ; kamuharus jalan terus. Disetiap hal yg keadaannya tidak pasti, jangan ambil risikonya. Tak baik begitu’.

But, I’m a risk taker; and kind of hard headed. I took the risk and now, bear the pain of hal hal yang tak pasti.

Jalan kita mungkin se-lari; tapi blm tentu