".Suicidal Head Case."

I wasn't made for casual I will wash ur hair when ur not motivated, clean ur room when u don't feel like it, and kiss u while ur sick knowing I'm gonna get sick too.

half avoidant on my father's side

half anxious on my mother’s side

my body is a machine that turns normal situations into psychological horror

*is constantly unsure if people like me or not*

a light within me was stamped out but im chill

knew from a young age that i was weird and unfixable

tumblr is my little vague diary. you guys know nothing and everything.

if something fundamental in me wasn’t missing i would be so fun to be around

maybe if i keep ignoring this feeling of impending doom it'll go away

god forbid a girl is a bit annoying and pessimistic and grumpy

not to be dramatic but i genuinely feel like i haven’t been fully known by another human being in years

the devil couldn’t reach me, so he gave me a brain that wants to be alone and a heart that wants to be loved.