Kat

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I’ll probably yap about either my life, something Sonic related (my main ship being Shadvender (oc x canon)) or something with God/Jesus ✝️

Oh btw send in a reference drawing to @ivy-kat-art and I might draw it!! :3 (OCs welcomed!) but if you’re too shy, and want to use the anon feature the just ask for a canon character doodle.

Have a couple AU’s that’s mostly in my head:

Triple A/Sass Bodyguard au. Lavender (oc) is a rich girl who grew up with an over protective father, due to the death of her mother. But instead of getting rebellious like many of her past friends, she decides to give her father peace of mind and abide by his rules. Lavender longs for excitement and adventure, but doesn’t know how to ask. Then her father’s paranoia gets the better of him and he hires a team of hedgehog “bodyguards”, to watch and protect her day and night. But luckily they both get their wishes to come true. ((No story written yet))

Fantasy Au (placeholder name) my most thought through au that has my knowledge of the Bible and Jesus mixed with the Sonic cast and my OCs.

Coffee beans and lavender. Happens after Sonic 3. Lavender (oc) travels to earth to find her heroes and accidentally gets lost. Thankfully she gets found by Mama Maddie (heh) Chapter one posted on ao3. Link is down below.

The Ultimate Flower. Love story of game Shadow and my oc Lavender. Kinda slow burn and the trop is Friends to Lovers? (I don’t control my writing, my writing controls me LOL) posting it on ao3 Link down below.

Lancelot au. Underdeveloped, but will be a short fic of Lancelot and Lavender (oc) getting together, and it’ll give medieval vibes.

Boom Au. This is my freedom Au, of where I explore tropes that are more on the “cringy” side. I was originally planning on having Lavender beat up Shadow but at a friend’s request, Lavender will not do that. ☺️ We’re gonna make him a cinnamon roll by the end of this au.

Sonic Frozen Au. Crossover between frozen and Sonic hehe.

Some people that I’ve been kinda aware of since the beginning of tumblring started following me now.

I’m just that insane about Lavender and Shadow.

And my brain took it as “No boyfriend!”

So now, me over 18, I have no idea how you even get to that stage with someone.

Like when I would have a crush, the game I’d play was, tell my friends, they tease me about it but the guy would never actually get involved or be told about it.

So the reason why I love the old traditional way of dating, with “the guy pursuing the girl” is because-

I DONT KNOW WHAT IM DOING 🤣

LIKE- so you confess to the guy.. what’s next?

What’s the correct step?

People are still reading and leaving me kudos on my first chapter of my fic even though it’s SO AWFUL

Me and Shadow both had someone who died for us!

For Shadow it was Maria and for me it was Jesus!

And in the song Without You, one of the lines says “I can’t forgive the wrongs of done”

And it reminded me of the times I fell into sin and how I feel like anyone else would’ve given up on me a long time ago but yet Jesus never stops loving me.

Went to the state fair for the first time and after only one ride, I was done.

It was so bad I couldn’t speak for a couple of hours.

So umm i probably overreacted, and I should’ve just breathed and the ride would’ve been fun, but as soon as it started tipping to the side, my brain went into panic mode and what do I do when I’m panicking?

Freeze :)

I think also the fact that I knew I was stuck on that ride til it was done, forced my brain to lock in. (It blocked off everything from the outside??)

So with my brain shut off, I could only cry, or be completely stone wall. Which I was stone wall for most of the time because I didn’t want to cry in front of other ppl and make them worried or think the rides were dangerous or anything.

“You can just choose to be happy”

IT TAKES ENERGY TO CHOOSE TO BE HAPPY!

AND IT WAS PEAK.

Like idk why but I didn’t vibe with that song before til recently. Now I’m obsesseddddd

And I also listen to Shadows super duper emo hot topic songgg hehehe (All of Me)

I think going through and watching a lot of the games, have me more of an appreciation for the songs. (Which is why I’m glad I kept my mouth shut and not complained when ppl would talk so highly of those songs hehe)

(The rest is just me yapping about my brain)

What do you do when you realize that you have more to add onto a chapter you already posted?

Is it unprofessional, to just add onto it?