Hello! Welcome to my blog dedicated to my disorganized avalanche of interest and creations preserved like a ton of origami figurines in an old closet!
Info about me: Nickname Ivi, pronouns she/her, speaks English and Spanish. And anything else is just a nebulous cloud of facts you can make up on your own
Currently vibing to:
MCYT: Whitepine and SFAWTDE specifically
Creepypastas: I am back in the building again. Particularly eyeing to make something Liu Woods focused if I find my executive function again. Find that at @craftymundi my side blog for this :]
Inbox: open! Asks welcome
Tags: I try to tag everything but I may miss stuff. You can always ask for something to be tagged. #ivirambles is just my personal tag for saying stuff in the blog and what you'll probably see the most while I land in another fandom I'd like to participate in
Discourse: is being avoided like the plagueeee so at most expect one post about stuff to appear like.... once every 5 months or something like that.
âď¸ Extra info âď¸
- I write! Some of my fics here
- Also got written commissions open right now! info here
- I can art (sort of)
- Any concept for an AU you see in this blog is free for you to use however youâd like (being tagged would be awesome to check it out)
- I did a super detailed mcyt au called canon reloaded au! Here is the link so you can get lost in that rabbit hole :D
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they're not "dating" they're not "a couple" they're intrinsically connected and intertwined with each other for eternity. they're bound together like the stars. get with the program
I wish I could make white people(and not just white Americans) understand how diverse the pre-columbian Americas were. The history, religion, culture, politics was at least as complex as Europe's. There was the full gamut of religions, from monotheists to animists to ancestral religions. There were city building empires, village farmers, nomadic traders, and so many other ways to live. This is all just based on what we know, the fragments left behind and the stories of survivors of an apocalyptic plague. All this before the most extended campaign of genocide in history was waged in an attempt to wipe out those survivors.
Over 500 years spent trying to cut down a whole trunk of human culture.
Do you understand how much poorer our whole species is because of it? Can you imagine where art, religion, and science would be if we still had these vast bodies of knowledge? The stain of the colonial project will never be fully washed clean. We owe more than just the land to those we stole from. We owe them a whole future, a future that could have been brighter for all of us. If only greed and fear weren't allowed to rule this land.
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maybe this is not my place to say because I am monolingual, and I'm sure it's part of a larger, more nuanced discussion about visibility and accessibility on the internet, but I think it'd be cool if people posted in their native languages more instead of in english. I see people do it way more on other platforms than on tumblr which is almost exclusively in english
El problema es, como bien has dicho, la accesibilidad y la visibilidad.
Tumblr en concreto es muy anglocentrista y un gran nĂşmero de los usuarios no habla mĂĄs que inglĂŠs. Si quieres que tus cosas lleguen a gente con gustos u opiniones similares, escribirlo en inglĂŠs asegura que la gente por lo menos lo pueda leer. Suma a esto el hecho de que bastantes series y tal son originalmente de habla inglesa (y a veces ni se traducen a tu lengua madre), lo que crea un fandom principalmente angloparlante.
MĂĄs allĂĄ de eso, tambiĂŠn hay que tener en cuenta las diferencias culturales que surgen entre fandoms de distintos idiomas. Por ejemplo, durante mucho tiempo el fandom de Vocaloid angloparlante y el hispanohablante han chocado con respecto a temas como la piraterĂa. En ocasiones es complicado manejar estas expectativas, y si sabes varios idiomas, peor incluso.
A mĂ me gustarĂa subir cositas en espaĂąol y encontrar a gente que comparta mis gustos, pero en Tumblr en concreto es casi imposible. Tumblr ya es de por sĂ mucho mĂĄs ÂŤnichoÂť en espacios hispanohablantes que otras RRSS como TikTok o Instagram, y si tus intereses no son muy populares, despĂdete.
La lingĂźĂstica de los espacios de fans tambiĂŠn estĂĄ hipercentrada en el inglĂŠs. No es una pareja, es un ship; no es un universo alternativo, es un AU; no es destripar, es hacer spoiler, etc. Incluso las siglas: en espaĂąol es LGTB, pero lo que sueles ver es LGBT. Parece una tonterĂa, pero esta disonancia cognitiva hace que resulte muchĂsimo mĂĄs complicado hablar en tu propio idioma en un fandom. Por no hablar de las innumerables referencias a posts o a memes... en inglĂŠs todo, por supuesto. Como te atrevas a hacer cualquier referencia cultural no inglesa, no te entiende nadie. Pierde la gracia.
Casi todo esto se puede achacar al imperialismo cultural estadounidense. El inglĂŠs es Ăştil para comunicarse con gente de todo el mundo, pero su omnipresencia sirve de barrera para todos los demĂĄs idiomas. QuizĂĄs habrĂa que reflexionar un poco sobre por quĂŠ coĂąo el resto del mundo tiene que tragarse aĂąos de clases de inglĂŠs para hablar del juego que le gusta en una red social mientras muchos angloparlantes no se dignan ni a meter un texto en un traductor automĂĄtico y prefieren pasar de largo.
You really start to understand that the âangry black womanâ and âmean lesbianâ stereotype only exists to shame us for the fact we get reasonably upset about people wanting to horrifically abuse us indiscriminately. Letâs get meaner !
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Suppose Iâm not getting across due to my accent that is foreign to you even if we speak the exact same language but you can tell mine is âsudacaâ
Maybe is the way I structure sentences due to whatever neurodivergency I couldnât get diagnosed and treated
Maybe simply I am a woman and you find that offensive and my tone difficult to understand
So sorry to inconvenience you so much professor.
Yes I am a professional and I am aware it will be taken badly if I cry. It will look wrong if I donât get a pleasant expression or a smile on my face but donât worry I was trained since young to school my reactions so you wonât know how Iâm boiling inside with rage and shame while you poke at a classmate looking mildly bored about them being mad at you
Yes Iâm aware Iâm losing in opportunities and makes me seem difficult not going out with my classmates after class. Iâm sorry. I need to get home to cry and crash and burn and rest so I may be able to be pleasant and efficient to you tomorrow since anything less wonât make you acknowledge me as a potential equal.
Yes itâs inconvenient. Iâm sorry since I canât really voice or share my anger with anyone so. So sorry
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It's June, motherfuckers, and you know what that means! Apart from firing a few rent-lowering shots to filter out the chuds from my following, it's probably also a good time to post a reminder that there are many strange ways to be queer, and this is one of them.
video transcript below the cut, may be slightly inaccurate, I tend to ad-lib when reading my scripts into voiceover
It's Pride Month, so if you'll forgive me I'm taking a two minute break from the One Piece, League of Legends, Marvel Rivals, Final Fantasy and PokÊmon shorts to tell you⌠Sylveon is trans, Taliyah is trans, everyone on the Straw Hats is queer, there are no words to describe how queer superheroes are as a concept let alone how queer they all are individually, and here's a fun fact for you: Cloud Strife's story gets ten times better when you understand it as an allegory for a trans coming out experience.
As for me, well, I'm not trans, but I do occupy my own little space in the rainbow flags which looks like this. I am aromantic.
We are generally not as visible as many of our queer siblings, probably at least partly because it's kind of a difficult identity to even discover in yourself, you basically have to prove a negative.
But what is this thing, "aromantic"? Well⌠okay, let's say you're a straight guy, right. You know the way you feel romantically about other men? I feel exactly the same way, and then I also feel that way about women, and then also the same way about all of the other genders.
Now, aromantic often goes along with asexual, there's a lot of co-occurrence of the two, but not always, and that is my situation. Yes to sex, no to romance, which being a man, yes, I know, that just makes me the same as 90% of the men you match on Hinge. "Ha ha ha didn't realize "fuccboi" was an orientation now," I know. I get it. I understand. I have had all the same thoughts myself, especially when I was questioning.
Which is the difficulty with being aromantic, because in order to figure out that that's what you are, you have to prove a negative. I have never been in love, and I have no reason to think I ever will be⌠but what if someday I meet The One??? What if there's a special divinely designated perfect soulmate out there, just waiting for me, and one day our eyes will meet across the room and it will be love at first sight forever?
And like. I can't prove that won't happen, anymore than I can prove that there isn't a flowery pink teapot currently hiding somewhere in the orbit of Saturn. And frankly, if it did happen, I wouldn't be mad. Why would I be? I would have a soulmate! That's a pretty big W, I think.
But⌠I've had over thirty years to encounter someoneâanyoneâwho can spark my romantic interest, and thus far, every challenger of every gender has failed. So either I am aromantic, or else you people have a skill issue.
Anyway, like anything to do with queerness, aromantic is a sprawling and diverse spectrum. You got your aroaces, aroallos, aroflux, arospikes, demiromantics, frayromantics, grayromantics, cupioromantics, there's a whole world of different experiences present under this umbrella. For me, though, just "aromantic" is fine. That's the broad label, that's the one I fall under, that's the identity I take pride in. Happy June!