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Basic Info

Hello! My name is Ivan.

>I am a teenager. Please if youre an adult just dont be really creepy around me, just keep in mind im a minor.

>I am Bulgarian and Turkish, but I live (born & raised) in the Netherlands

>I speak Dutch, Turkish and English mainly. I do speak Bulgarian and Russian too, just not as fluent. Besides that I do speak German, French and Latin a little because I learn(ed) it at school. Besides that I also know a little Finnish actually because I used to study it.

>Bisexual, and my gender? Its kinda confusing atm but I am just a boy. I dont really feel like neither genders but tbh its mostly leaning to the male side. I dont have a label for that gender identity besides male. Just he/him pronouns tho.

>Neurodivergent, diagnosed with autism and atm suspected/tested for other stuff because I am pretty, or well, very much mentally unstable. Besides that I also have giftedness and I sort of was diagnosed with depression? Not an exact diagnosis but I have no idea what it is called. After that I was send to another psychologist because I was too complex for her lol.

>I have no dni. Only certain things I dont want people to do/say on my blog, which I will tell later in this post.

Interests

My main interests/hyperfixations right now are tc and politics. I want to tell beforehand I do not condone violence on this blog, I do not want to get banned whatsoever either.

Besides that:

>History

>Debating

>Drawing and writing

>Birds

>Playing piano and guitar

>Chess

>Subcultures/music/aesthetics/etc. That type of stuff

>Anime and manga

>Typology

>Philosophy and psychology

>Medical stuff

>Aviation

>Military

>Physics/maths/chemistry/biology/informatics/programming or whatever

I also really like ‘tc’ associated movies like zero day.

And manyyy other stuff!

What will I post on this blog?

I will be mainly posting about tc (informational posts, maybe art too if im not afraid), specifically sndy hk 2012, this is my favourite case of all time, I spend a lot of time doing research on Adam. My other favourite/very liked perps are Nikita and uhh, idk. I like many others and ‘niche’ ones too, but I will probably mention those later in my posts. But in general I am pretty educated in tc and I love learning more about it.

I also wanna post a lot of my thoughts here. Not neccesarily as a vent whatsoever, I hope you get what I mean, but Ive been keeping journals like almost since I was like 7 years old. I really enjoy writing and I want to share my thoughts and writings with others sometimes. I feel extremely lonely. Besides that I want to know what people think, answer questions, have discussion, etc. Might mention some darker topics so I will either mark them with a warning, just get off my blog or ignore those posts if possible.

Also I feel like I might posts some politics on here, although I dont think thats really ideal.

Maybe some random shizzle too, I probably will. Like out of nowhere just memes idk. Thats kinda who I am sometimes.

Please do(nt) do this

I really enjoy answering questions or just people telling me random stuff. I really like the option on tumblr that makes you send (anonymous) messages. Please do this. It can honestly be anything.

Talk to me! Feel free to dm me, ask for my socials, etc. I personally have been really distant to people lately and I cant get myself to socialise often. I feel really lonely and would love to talk to someone. I enjoy (almost) any type of discussion.

You can request me for certain posts like information about a case, funfacts, opinions on certain things, edits, politics, other things about my interest, etc.

I feel uncomfortable with certain criticism and I have rejection sensitivity. I feel like everyone dislikes me. Giving certain *obvious* triggers makes me really uncomfortable and just.. i dont know how to explain this feeling. Just be careful if you wanna be harsh or anything idk.

I also dislike certain fear mongering. I am a super paranoid person who deals with constant stress, paranoia, anxiety, etc. Jokes are obviously okay tho!

Thats all for now. Stay tuned I guess if you wanna find out more about me