ItsTheLadyGurl

I'm beyond sorry that I held so tight to this goodbye until we were down to the wire, worn thin from believing that love was enough. More sorry for engaging in puerile anger & arguments not taking the time to say and share all the things I wanted to, words practised in my mind - not foreseeing where the conflict would eventually lead us. I'm sorry that this goodbye has to be permanent, I say this as we are not both good with resolve & this time I need to mean it. I'm sorry we didn't get to chase our dreams together & we shared a delusion that we were somehow different; and could somehow keep going this way. I'm sorry for contributing to your unhappiness - the things I did, the things I said. I'm sorry for when wishing you your best, that your best will never be our best. I hope in time you will think well of me, speak well of me despite the times we failed to connect. I hope you think of me and smile one day - a smile that denotes a hidden something - the smile that someone always asks another - what are you smiling for ?

ShitC#nt Friends are bad ya bish ? #shitcuntfriends #iftheymakeyoufeellikeshittheyarecunts #badfriends #threetypes 1. The ingratiating in action friend : flattered farmers shameless toadies theyagree with everything , you are brilliant, whatever you do or say they smile, you are amazing.t they follow you slavishly, take tour tone, praising & paying you compliments - they never displease you they weigh your words & wAtch your expression - they are sheep - they trim their sails to suit the wind. The hearts if these people are neither straightforward nor honest, have no sense of right or wrong. Their aim is to make you happy. if you feel comfy happy & safe with this friend you are in danger .If you are being flattered & told what you want to hear to.a state of contentment your ego will swell you will become blindly self important & care for nobody but yourself - you are invoking disaster upon your own heD. This friend is poison for your .soul ((clearly your a narcissistic fool if you can tolerate these characters ) 2. The pleasant in appearance friend : two faced smiling assassins. All love & money to your face behind your back malicious - slandering & rumour spreading. These folk deny their vulnerability & deny their actions they will be gentle, kind & loving - they will repeat your in most secrets, betray you in the worst wAy, destroy your character & play injured innocence if you confront them. False & hypocritical the exact opposite of honest, frank & trustworthy. These petty people in society with very dark shadows in their hearts (I know you) do not be fooled by the friend that wears the mask of goodness whom is overt with their friendly behaviour - be careful these type will fit you with wrist shackles & not let you go until you have paid a hefty price 3. The plausible in speech friend; thus person knows everything, EVERYTHING, They lie & attempt to seduce people with what they refer to as their #giftofthegab. No talent, no knowledge just a glib tongue & nothing to back it up. Don't bother they will steal both time & energy . #testofjudgement&understanding #people&wayofworld #benevolence #wisdom

♠️♥️♣️♦️ #friends. You must attach a great deal of importance to the effect friends have on your personal development. It is paramount to make good friends & avoid bad ones. Confucius says there are three types of friends in thus world whom can help us & three types of friends that can harm us 1. Straight friends : upright, honest & fair minded. This friend is sincere, great hearted, with a bright transparent openness about them without a trace of flattery. Thus character will be a good influence in your own, they will give you courage when you are timid & decisiveness and resolution when you are waivering. 2. Loyal & Trustworthy friends ; this friends is sincer & honest with their dealings with others & is never fake. Associating with these characters makes us feel calm, safe & composed - they purify and elevate our spirits 3. The well informed friend ; they have seen a lot if the world & possess a great deal of knowledge about a great many things. Absorb these friends - into your skin and be inspired widen your outlook on people & the worlds these friends will support & guide you - if you ask the well informed friend will help you with their knowledge experience & life lessons #Confucius #friends #observehowyoufeel #ifyoufeelgoodauthentically #friendhim/her #dogoodgetgood

I hold trust, in that I gained .... p>

'Always be clever, in the end it's hard work that pays off, cut corners if you may, it's a waste of time - DONT DO IT !!! You shine, allow yourself the confidence to remain so, but don't let them kill your shine baby, you are far to quick to share yours; and lord knows they will take, you shine far to bright. Most will adore, love & celebrate you. But the few who hate in envy, they are the most wicked of thieves. E means empty NOT enough. Now go, now that you know, go, go out into the world'

.... Yeh I'm Bruce .... & what ?