L, I have left you, I know. But I've kept you freezed inside of me, among all of my demons. Poor me, I didn't know. I was so scared I forgot it. I was scared that somebody was going to love me, cuz' I always thought that I wasn't worth of being loved... And I didn't know how to react to something so big like we were. Something that gets you out of the floor, throwing you on a dangerous roller coaster. Free fall. But now you came... and you put your finger inside my unhealed wound, my unconscious mind in fever... caused by the bacteria that you inoculated in me. Now I don't know who I am anymore, cuz' my demons were all I were, and I let them go out to let you come in. In my home... That is my heart. And I could let you do this again, repeatedly, unafraid, courageously, passionately, untamable, unchained, utterly in love... Because I'm so fucking in love with you. All that is in you. Your moods, your flaws, your eyes and the way you look at me, the smile you give when I look at you, your voice, your skin, your mouth and fingers, the scente of your hair, the butterflies that are playing here in my stomach; they never stopped. But you did it. You made us both even. I don't blame you, angel, 'cuz I couldn't do this. I'm still in love with you, like you're still in love with me. Let us be together, here or in the after. Still and always yours. — “Try to be the fire for you, try to be the sun Try to be your home and the place that you come to Babe, I took the whole world and put it in your hands I'm really trying hard but I don't understand Tell me, how to be the one that you love? Don't treat my love like a habit Why don't you show me a way I'd give it to you, you can have it I just wish I knew what to say”.

prolongue sua esperança até a extremidade dos dedos. a física não vai questiona-la. e se doer, meu bem, lembre: só nos toca o que nos amou se não amou nos mantemos intactas.

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