It's Emmalee

You think I don't know what you go in the closet and do every time you wanna "escape?" I do. I do know.

you so fucking manipulative

Funny how you think it's okay to try to make me feel bad for wanting you to have done something on Valentine's Day for me. you could have done anything. You could have tried through the week before somehow to get a piece of paper so that you could write me a letter or make a home made card. But you just didn't think I was special enough did you? You just didn't care enough to try. Not even a little bit. You think that not having money is an excuse? It's not. There's tons of idea on the internet for Valentine's Day with no money. That's a bullshit excuse. I don't think it's right that you sit there and try to make me feel bad for being upset. That's manipulative. Then you have the nerve to ignore me? This is what you always do, you'll be mad that I don't cave so you ignore me until I'm so upset that you're ignoring me that I just say I'm wrong so that you stop ignoring me. That's bullshit. That's manipulative. Asf.

I feel so unattractive. I'm gunna cry.

I cannot stand this rollarcoster. You got me on feelings overload. It's too confusing. I cannot handle it. I'm fragil. Don't you fucking get it? You're breaking me.

My life is a nightmare. I am trapped.

Lol bet.

Guys just wanna use me. They either wanna use me or they wanna destroy me emotionally/mentally.

Lol guess I stopped caring. Whoops.

Hurt..always hurt.

Hurt..always hurt.

LMAO nobody supports me.

Everyones got a breaking point.

At this point Tumblr is like my friend who knows whats in my head and I only say one small thing and they get it they know what im talking about even when I dont say the subject. Thats a pretty damn good friend.