Spooky Bitch

Had a movie date on Saturday. It was wonderful. I wish I could go back to that night and relive it. We were silly and cute and it felt really nice to be that version of myself with him again. Don’t get me wrong, I love every second of time I get to spend with Alex. EVERY second. But this is the first time in soooo fucking long we’ve JUST hung out and got to do something we liked without fucking around. I mean don’t get me wrong, I’d have enjoyed that too. BUT just getting to hang out and just BE together… it was the best time I’ve had in a really long time. I love him so much and I miss just spending time together like that.

For the first time EVER (in like two years actually…) he asked me to shower with him buuuut I don’t have a fucking towel here and I can’t get my hair wet cos I showered this morning. Also we’d end up waking up the kids and… that’s a no go.

We got caught making out in the kitchen 🤦🏼‍♀️😭😂

I walked into his room today and he asked if I was okay, said I was acting a bit off. I told him I was a bit over stimulated after yesterday. It doesn’t matter how much time we’ve spent apart in the last year, he knows me so well. SO FUCKING WELL. Even after all this time. I love him so fucking much. So much. He’s literally my favorite person in the entire universe.

Bruh. My man’s L O V E S when I make Onigiri (which is becoming a Sunday thing) so much, it makes him so fucking happy, I would make it for him every day if he wanted me to. I love seeing his face when he sees that I’ve brought him rice balls. 🖤🖤🖤

Gettin my nails done and sending the boyfriend pics of my titties to show them offfff. 😌

I’m so tired of being alive. I don’t want to do it anymore.

I miss my bf. 😩