you break me then i break my rules

most likely to end up in bed together after the party?

i can only imagine the things you go through being a good-looking football player. i hope you don't crazy fans, i would never want that to happen to you. ah, you're very cute and i'm glad i can get you blushing. not a lot men admit to blushing, but this makes you even cuter. are you saying you've seen me in cute lingerie with pretty wings? thank you so much for the compliment. however, i can't say i've seen you play and trust me i will take the time to watch some plays. a personal bodyguard? my very own guard dog? it's what the girls have been saying, guard dog meaning protection. my favorite toppings, you can't judge, pineapple with olives. i love every cheese and spinach. what can go wrong? what's your favorite?

Well, we've got the girls that slide into our DM's just because they want to be with a football player, but I feel like we still don't have it as bad as most of you girls. I had a crazy fan show up at my house once, but that's about it, and it was handled quickly. Are you trying to keep me blushing? Because you keep saying I'm very cute and that it's cute that I'm blushing will keep my cheeks red. I have seen one or two Angel shows, and I'll just say you were always one of my favorites and one of the prettiest. Hey, if you want to watch me play sometime, I'll gladly invite you to see a game live and watch me in person. I could easily be your own personal guard dog, I'd have no problem with that at all. I won't judge you too hard for liking pineapple on your pizza, though I'm mostly just teasing because pineapple can slap while on pizza. Though I've never had it with olives, and now you've got me curious. I'll say that I'm pretty simple and always like extra cheese with every vegetable you can put on a pizza, especially green peppers and banana peppers.

i'm afraid that is not allowed! especially when you look the way that you do. i'd say that vegas is a pretty good option even if it does get you in trouble. i'd hope so! i do like to mess with people but i promise it just means i like you. if i didn't mess with you somehow, that would mean you were in trouble. is it weird that i want to see a photo of her now? because i kind of do. i think that is most parent and kid relationships. do you even have any idea when you are going to be in LA? i assumed that i didn't. you're welcome! just be grateful that i adore you even if i think you are horrible. i usually don't say that with most people.

Wait, looking the way I do? How do I look, and why can't I be just a boy? You're not wrong, and honestly, I think Vegas is exactly what I'm going to do, got to live it up for my 25th! As someone who likes to mess with people I like as well, I get it. If I'm teasing you, I like you. So it's good to know that if you ever stop messing with me, I'll know I'm in the doghouse with you. You want to see a photo of my mom now? Because I can make that happen, if you really want to see her. I probably won't be in LA until the season is over, so it'll be awhile. Unless I come when we have a bye week. I am pretty grateful that you adore me, even if you think I'm horrible. I brag all the time to anyone that'll listen that Hailey Baldwin adores me.

an infestation of undesirables, to be honest. which is another reason why I'm not on social media as much. because who in the hell wants to deal with that?! not me! you ain't said nothin' but a word! where is the finesse? the charisma? the fucking effort?! ugh, so tired of the sucker shit. is that so? well, the ball is your court, let's see what you do with it. mhmm. I wouldn't know. never thrown a pathetic line in my life. I'm just that good with my thoughts.

I think if I had to deal with that constantly like you do, then I'd not be on social media all that much either. I couldn't imagine being an attractive female with how dudes be acting most of the time. It's a shame no one is making an effort though, they clearly don't know what they're missing out on! I'll keep that in mind and let my charm do the talking for me! Though I will admit right now my mind's not working full speed because I'm crazy focused on the game this weekend. Honestly, it doesn't shock me that you've never thrown a line in your life.

i don't blame you one bit. in fact, i'm all for it. i'd be lying if i said i wasn't interested, even though i know next to nothing about football... i hope you don't hold that against me. oh, yeah? prove it then. what's your favorite song of mine? or if you can't choose one, give me your top three. hm, it's a little early to say you won't be an idiot, but i guess i'll just have to take your word for it. almost all of my songs have sex appeal; it's a given at this point, so i can definitely work that angle for you. even better if you can give me something sexy to write about.

Well, I'll just say that I'm very happy to hear that you're interested, and even if you know next to nothing about football, I'll gladly teach you whatever you want to know. I wouldn't hold it against you at all, especially if you want to learn. Really? Well, Tornado Warnings is probably my favorite song of all time, but I also really like Opposite and In My Bed, so there's your top three. Look, there are times when I can be an idiot, I won't lie, but that's how all men are, right? We do stupid shit sometimes, but I can promise I'll not do anything stupid enough to get a negative song written about me. That's very true about your songs, which is why I have faith that you can write a song with sex appeal about me. And oh, I can give you plenty of something sexy to write about.  / @scbrinac

i can't help that you haven't let it go! so, how was i supposed to slip that into a conversation after we got together? i told you about my past relationships and didn't consider a one night nothing to be that important! fucking awesome logic there, really. i didn't think that after i slept with him, that i would end up meeting you and that we would turn into what we did! part of me is whisng i had never met you at this point. go ahead, i honestly, do not care. pretty sure i've been more concerned with other things and not my ex who has decided to be an asshole to me when i was perfectly fine, not speaking to him! or have i just been on your mind, that much?

Seriously, I love how you screw up, and somehow I'm the problem because I'm still slightly upset about it. All this has made it pretty clear that you meant more to me than I obviously meant to you, which is really fucking sad. Thank you for making me feel great by saying that you wish you never met me, that's sweet of you, and I'll keep that sentiment close to my heart. I can't say I'm shocked your dealing with other things, given you seem to cause chaos wherever you go. And don't flatter yourself, sweetheart, you've hardly been on my mind at all. I've got plenty of attention from  other females that I don't need to be hung up on you.

balancing everything can be tough, but it sounds like you’re managing. no major trouble here, thankfully. that game felt great, and i’m just as excited for what’s to come this season. it’s all about proving ourselves. i've been trying to prove myself all my life. not the ladies --- i can respect that.

I'm doing my best! Though I had a little bit of trouble with being fined, I appealed it and won, so that was good. But I'm glad that there's no major trouble for you, dude, and hopefully it stays that way! I'm looking forward to seeing what you guys do as well, I've always had a lot of respect for your team. I can understand trying to prove yourself your whole life, but you're killing it now, dude. 

i didn't say that i was, for sure, going! don't pull that selective hearing. i don't know if i will but i was asked to go. honestly i'm so busy and my house is just sitting empty right now. a bills player might have asked but again, i don't know. andrei! sometimes i wonder about you and the way your brain works. i'm afraid you and even him aren't my type. i have a bit of time off but i'm filming two different projects.

All I heard was that you might be going, and I'm just saying that you've not come to see me play yet. I should be who you see play first! I'm not shocked that you're really busy right now, though, girl, you're in demand. Which Bills player asked you, I don't like that you've got other random football players in your life that you've not told me about. I'd say that I'm wounded that I'm not your type, but since I think of you as that little sister I never asked for, I'm lowkey happy to hear that. And I'm glad it's not the Bills player either, you could do better. Who is your type, though? And I didn't realize you were filming two things right now, how's that going?

I think I'm just a little proud of most of the songs and it's hard to pick favorites becauses they all mean differently to me, y'know? Ha, I'm really glad you enjoy our old stuff, but there's so little knowledge in the way I was singing back then, it's kind of hilarious. Getting to work in the business, collaborate and cowrite here and there, it's been a lot of finding out new things and learning how to do shit. So if you're just going for singing in the shower, I'm sure you sound perfectly great for that. And if you ever wanna dip more into it? Practise helps a lot. We've purposely named this set of rerecords the Forever Sessions Vol. 1 because we do want to do that for more of our songs, I think we missed out on a bunch that would sound really rad the way we'd do it now. So there's hopefully more coming.

Which makes a lot of sense, honestly, because I feel like if I were in your shoes, each song would mean something different to me too, and it would be hard for me to choose. I'll admit that I know zero about the music industry, but it makes sense that your older stuff was you with limited knowledge since you were just starting out. Though it's cool that you've grown the way that you have, and you've gotten to do so many great things. Honestly, I'll stick to what I'm good at, and that's playing football, but I'll likely continue to have some in-depth shower concerts. I'm really into singing Usher right now in the shower, much to the delight of the guys on my team. That's such a cool name for the rerecords set, and I love that you're going to do more songs! I know I'll give them a listen whenever you put them out. Are you guys going to be touring anytime soon?

you are correct. these fans are usually the ones who watch the shows only to be creepy about it later and there's not much we can do about it; you're cute and at least you understand that the concept is different. not a lot of people grasp the idea that me walking down the runaway is totally different than doing it in public, but thank you. i'm happy to know someone is in my corner. i'm deciding whether to accept your pizza or not because the thought counts and it's super sweet of you. does this mean i will have to send pizza to you? almost like pen pals except it's pizza.

I really hate when people get creepy about people they're fans of, and I can only imagine what kind of nonsense you have to deal with. You think I'm cute? Don't mind me blushing a little over here. Though of course I understand the concept is different, it's two different things, and they should have realized that. Though I'll say the few times I've seen videos of you on the runway, you killed it and looked gorgeous! But you're welcome, and I am in your corner, and if you need me to scare off some creeps, I will. Well, if I send you a pizza, it would be nice if you sent me one back.  I wouldn't be against being your pizza pen pal. You'll just have to tell me what your favorite toppings are!

believe me, i assumed it was small given the way this conversation is going. my attitude is coming from you literally bringing up something that feels like forever ago. i had a one night stand with him and then i met you a few weeks later. was i supposed to tell you about him when i had no idea that you and i were going to become a thing? i'm gonna guess you and him are all good though which is a double standard. are you kidding? you can go ahead and sleep with whoever you want. i have too much on my mind to be worried about you. you hadn't even crossed my mind till you decided to open this door back up.

It doesn't feel like it was forever ago to me, though! I understand that it was only a one night stand, and I'm not saying you would have had to tell me when we first met, but when we became a couple, it would have been nice to have been told. I would have told you if I had slept with someone close to you once we became an item.  Well, I'm not going to have an issue with my teammate for one, because we need to be a strong unit as a team. But also, he's one of my best friends, and he didn't know about us. You, however, knew he was my teammate. I'll keep that in mind and look up your best friend and see what she's up to. Oh, I've not crossed your mind since I decided to open this door back up? I doubt that, I'm not easy to forget.

you are so not just a boy, anymore! oh twenty five? any plans for the big day? i'm going to assume there was a compliment in that statement as far as my looks. i do like to mess with people, can't help it. i didn't! honestly, it made keeping things private a lot easier for me. i didn't start to show really till six months. your poor mother! you know, she does have the right to complain. i just know that when you come to LA that i am going to be in for some intense work outs. i promise that i didn't want to hurt your feelings. thank you! i did see that you guys won! that is awesome! you are welcome! i can adore you and still think you are horrible.

Hey now, let me pretend I'm still just a boy! And I'm not sure what I'm going to do for my birthday, I'm tempted to fly to Vegas for the day but worried I might get in trouble with my coach. It was very much a compliment, of course! I had a feeling you like to mess with people since you're always messing with me. I guess with your frame, I'm not shocked you didn't show until six months! My mom was tiny though too, but I was just a big ass kid. And I guess she does have the right to complain, but I'm still going to give her a hard time because that's just our relationship. I can't wait until I'm able to come to LA so we can work out, and don't worry, you didn't hurt my feelings too badly! And thank you, it was such a great win. I'm sorry, I'm laughing at you saying you adore me and still think I'm horrible, I love it.

my first game was so fun! i did have a good rundown but will admit that there was a lot going on. i did ask a few questions but none that made me look like a total idiot. i didn't think that they would pan a camera at me the way they did, took me by surprise. i am so happy that you won! since it's your victory, you get to decide how we celebrate! hold on, did you follow me on insta before i realized it? that means you've seen a lot more of me than i realized. i just wanted to show everyone that i support you! killing you is just a bonus. private: right? like you have practice, games, whatever else. i do have promo and the show is premiering. are you going to be able to be my date for that? i didn't find it boring! it was fun, plus i had a pint, good food and watching you do your thing? i did see some very interesting people, never imagined i'd see full grown men with their bodies painted. i did prepare you! i could tell you were surprised and i didn't mind the kiss. that shocked me but i hope that you realized that is not a reflection on your skills.

I'm really glad that you had fun, though I know it's hard to focus on the game sometime, because you're right, there's a lot going on. I love that you asked questions though, that's cute! I can't say I'm too shocked that they panned the camera at you like that, since you're with me but also because you're a pretty hot star! And thank you for having a good celebration with me after the win, I had a lot of fun. Oh, I've been following you for a while, you looked too good not to follow, honestly. But now you're looking really, really good since you're wearing my jersey and just my jersey, which I still can't get over. Private: Exactly, but I'm trying my best now, so they can get off both of our backs! And yeah, I plan on being your date for that of course, I want to support you like you've been supporting me. It makes me happy that you had fun, because I was really worried you'd be bored to tears. But I'm glad you had a good time, and it was fun showing off for you! I can't judge those people that have their bodies painted, because I've done that a few times myself. I'm glad you didn't mind the kiss, it was kind of a last minute decision. Well, had you thought my skills were poor, I'd demand another kiss again to prove that I'm talented in the area.