Everything is fine, but I wish I was dead.

“Come on, keep trying until things go well, I promise you it will be worth the fight.”

“Be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe, no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here.”

No one will ever fully be able to understand the internal battles you had to endure just to heal, just to grow, just to make it here today. Be proud of the way you fought to save yourself. Be proud of the way you survived.

“One day you will look back on this time, and all you will see is magic. You won't remember how stuck you felt, or how far behind you thought you were, or what you wished you have done differently. All you will see is that within your uncertainty was also your potential, and within your lostness was also an opportunity to be found, and within your discomfort was also a chance to see what you needed to change, and changing it was you becoming the person you were always meant to be. If there is one single thought that can comfort you in the darkest, quietest nights, please let it be this - one day, you will look back on this time, and all you will see is magic.”

“Maybe you should trust the missed connections & the opportunities that had every reason to work out but didn’t. Maybe you should trust in the small signs before they become big ones. Maybe you should learn to trust in what passes you by so you’ll begin to trust in what lands right in front of you. Maybe you should trust in what isn’t working, because it might be trying to guide you to what will.”

seed won't take root,