minimalist.

i don’t want to be the same as everybody else in your life. i want to be the one. but you don’t want that from me.

I feel very confused with my emotions. Love, in particular. I miss my best friend. But I also don’t at the same time. I feel disgusted. And uncomfortable. It makes me mad that you aren’t fighting for me, just like I did for you. It’s not fair. It’s like you’ve given up on me. But a part of me doesn’t want you to fight for me anymore either. I’m just not worth it - fighting for. I was just that person that was just there for you when you got lonely. I'm feeling that loneliness too, yaknow. Leaving me with my thoughts.. I definitely feel alone.

What's wrong with me..