Kenidy Katherine

Hahaha pain. I wish I would’ve said it just one more time….

Ohhhh boy. I’m in a relationship with a man and he treats me like a princess and he makes me very very happy. But fucking ✨women✨. They get me every time. Just look at them. I love my boy but holy shit do I wish I’d met him a little later in life because women. Anyways, it’s 4/20 so have fun getting blazed as shit.

I am kind of sick of not knowing who I am or where I belong. I’m posting here because no one will ever read it, but it somehow helps. I started college during a fucking pandemic, and I dropped out in the beginning of second semester. I realized I didn’t want to be a doctor, and I instead want to go into psychology. I basically start over as a freshman in the fall. I’m okay with that but at the same time I feel like a failure. I have friends but they aren’t like the people I once was close too and I miss those old relationships. I miss feeling like I could actually be happy. It’s not my love life or things like that. Those matter but they don’t. It’s feeling like I don’t have any REAL friends. a best friend. Or just someone that knows me inside and out that I don’t even need words. They just know. I’ve had very little people like that in my life, and the ones that were there always left. Now I just float, and I wonder who the real me is. And even if I don’t know her, someone else might. Anyways, if someone DOES read this, I’ll be okay, I know that. I just like getting thoughts down.

I am gooood, thanks for the offer though. I really appreciate it. 

I start college in two days 🙃 COVID sucks and stole lots but I’m still having fun. I’m poor tho, who wants to donate? lol

I don’t know when this was posted but I’m just now seeing it. I don’t really have a good response to this post. For the longest time he was my everything and I truly saw a future with him. I wanted nothing but the best for him, and I was so proud to be a part of his journey. I’m currently in a relationship and so is he, and we’re both happy, but there are times where old memories hit me and make me smile with tears in my eyes. Yet, I know that we both wanted different things in life. We were still young. I know that today I’m a much different person than I was with him. I love myself so much more, and I know that I can do anything I set my mind to. I have no hatred in my heart toward him, no hard feelings, no negativity. I just want him to be happy and NEVER let anyone hold him back. 😊