Happy As Larry

May 2026 be the year you remember who you said you wanted to be, and treat that memory like a responsibility.

I accept your absence, my love, but my soul cannot fathom a world without you. That is my confession.

How do I cradle love when my hands are razors, when my touch comes cloaked in dreams too sharp to hold. My love wears a mask of everything they’ve ever longed for, yet beneath it lies the beast, claws bared and aching. How do I love when I’ve only ever learned to tear hearts open, to strip them bare when loving feels like flaying, and I am both the wound and the knife..

Take care of this version of you. You’ve worked so hard to become her. Don’t lose her again.

bitch this is all you’re gonna get. this life, this face, this body. you better not ‘maybe in another universe’ your way out of everything. sit your ass down and face this. go make tea and have a picnic and read a goddamn book. kiss your loved ones, send that damn text, and hug your siblings. this is all you’re gonna get.

Life is really just returning back to yourself over and over and over again.

exactly the energy I need in my life.