hypomanic ramblings

While I wouldn't necessarily say I clearly remember the manga I was into while I was in school, oddly enough I remember it a lot more clearly than the manga I was into during 2013-2019.

I really like romance manga/manhwa that are like upfront with the couple's sex life. Not in the hot and sexy sense (though it is nice). I just like the portrayal of how when you're in love someone, you'll desire them intimately. I think it's really cute and pure.

Tbqh, I don't see the point in following a diary blog like mine if you're not going to interact with it. Like it'd be one thing if I reblogged things regularly, but when a good 98% of all posts on here are personal posts, like what am I to you? Your daily newspaper for you to gawk at and judge? Like nah man, I've said this before, but I refuse to be your personal clown.

I'm not a materialistic person, but I honestly love having money. I love having money made by me and only for me. I love being able to spend my money on whatever I like. I love not having to justify what I spend my money on to others. Most importantly, I love that it's mine. It's my money and nobody can take it away from me.

I had a dream last night where me and my family was being haunted by demons, so how some dumb reason we channeled then into our bodies (but still had control) and when into a haunted house where the whole house was basically this huge board game where we were being chased by something that wanted to kill us.

Today on fics nobody would want to read. Lohen and his crybaby whiner of a childhood friend.

The most irritating thing about my mother telling me how much of a brat and a horrible person I was as a child is the fact that all the aunties that would tattle on me about all of my so called rude and horrible acts as a child literally like...... have children that are in no contact with them. Like you're taking the word of a child abusers to portray how terrible I was as a child.

Not what people want to hear, but "accept me as I am" is such an entitled thing to ask of someone. It removes from you the responsibility of improving yourself and working through your flaws. If you want to be accepted, if you want to be loved, you have to work for it. You have to continuously work to be someone deserving of it.

I'll be honest, man. If you're not doing me a service, I will not pay you tip. If you want more money out of me to pay your workers, raise your prices.

It is really funny that I p much released a future chapter snippet from like one of the planned last chapters of the *********** series and the one person who tells me even today after not updating for two years that they really like the series and want me to finish it didn't see it.