z might not entirely buy what the death eaters are selling - and he might secretly harbor guilt and shame and terror over the things they do, the things he does - but heās still one of them. their victories are still his victories. so he smiles away, glad if only for the fact that he didnāt have to commit the atrocities against the potter girl. he ignores the way that some younger, less involved kid scurries away at genieās command, and turns to face her. if thereās one thing z isnāt, itās intimidated by his peers. he knows his place. he knows his value, his strengths. he mightnāt be proud of them, but heās as good a wizard as any of them. heās as scary, he thinks, as the death eaters in the school can get.
āthe whole family. too bad we wonāt get to see it - a few of āem have the sense to lock away and despair alone. thereāll be waterworks in the open, but that wonāt be all of it.ā he shrugs, feels the material of his pajama shirt taut against his back. ādonāt think it matters whoās more civilised. weāre ahead in this thing because we think and we act. theyāre just reacting. all we need to do is maintain the lead. wait out the panic until one of them does something stupid, then we can use that. strike again. pick away, slowly and surely. this was a success. first of many more, i think we all hope.ā
āReally, Z, I canāt believe you think any of them have sense,ā she chided, though her tone was light.Ā āWho, exactly, do you have pegged for private suffering? By and large, theyāre pathetic and very... loudĀ about it. So glad I donāt have to have classes with the twinsā-can you imagine how loud theyāll cry in class? Iād have to silence them in minutes.ā There were good things in what he was saying, Genie thought, things she could approve of. The first of many more successes, yes, that was the right thing to say. There was, however, a tone to the way he was speaking to her which she did notĀ appreciate. All weĀ need to do is maintain the lead. ā then weĀ can use that. It wasnāt the cautionary aspect, because that was built into her bones by Wes, a greater Death Eater than any of them; it wasnāt even theĀ āweā, because although Z had not been personally involved in the execution, it wasĀ a success for the group. No, it was the way he was saying these things... or perhaps that he even said them at all, to her, as if she didnāt know all this ā- as if he had anything he could possiblyĀ teach her, whose cousin had captured the brat once Gemma lured her away, whose uncleās warehouse was being used as the storage facility ā- her, Gemmaās partner in crime.
āDonāt get ahead of yourself,ā she warned, flicking her eyes up and down, surveying him.Ā āIāmĀ not the one you should be trying to explain our victory to ā- IĀ was actually part of it. Perhaps keep these teaching qualities and moments to yourself, or until youāre talking to someone who actuallyĀ needs a crash course in how this all works from a Diggory with a sister problem, because I certainly donāt need one from the likes of you.ā Those kids who didnāt grow up with them, likeĀ them, they never seemed to getĀ it, Genie thought imperiously. It was as if because life was easy for people like Genie and Gemmaā-and why shouldnāt it be?ā-they didnāt understand that they knew what they were doing. As if Genie could ever have made it to seventeen years old and been Wes Rowleās cousin without being trained in the strategies of warfare and the nuances of power dynamics. Which was another reason to mention his precious Mai ā- obviously (well, to herā-she thought Z would know, but perhaps little Mai hadĀ kept that she knew as well from her siblings, so as to not make them feel guilty for being part of Genieās personal system for getting results from Mai... which, if that was the case, Genie might have to reevaluate her opinion on the littler Hufflepuff) sheĀ knew his sister was actually a double agent, but that was hardly something that Z could ā- or would, sheād give him that credit, he was a lot more resolute in his actions towards protecting his siblings than heād perhaps cop to verbally ā- bring up in their specific setting.Ā
Still, it wouldnāt do to have him ā- brooding. Obviously, sheĀ didnāt need him, but there was something so utterly usefulĀ in someone who so dearly wanted to belong, as much as he also seemed to hate it, and while she would not take back what she said, because it needed to be clear that he was lesser than herā-it wasnāt even a blood status or surname thing, it was just... who they were as peopleā-she could still throw him a bone.Ā āTheyāre constantly doing stupid things, so weāll be able to use that in a heartbeat. Viv Chang tried to take on OdiliaĀ last night and demand where little Lily was ā- obviously, that ended badly for her, but I imagine some of them wonāt even learn from little Vivvyās mistakes.ā And if it wasnāt common knowledge around the school yet that Vivienne Chang was even hurt, let alone by Odilia, and the whole matter was a touch more insight than most of the others in the DE meeting would have, well ā- like she said: throwing him a bone.Ā āPerhaps next time, weāll develop some options with you or have youĀ deal with it ā- as I recall, youāre quite skilled with offensive magics, and I think that lot would benefit from some... creativityĀ to contend with. You know, for their own learning.ā