AMBITCHIOUS

When I say "i am kind of leaning towards right" and people start thinking i love trump, I want women to be repressed, I want lgbtqia+ people not get rights, I want poor people to be poorer and that I want more temples than educational and health institutions. Can we stop categorising people to a certain box when they say they kinda like something from that box? Just because I like ice cream doesn't mean I eat all the flavours.

Been almost 2 weeks since college started. And I just want to go home.

Classes karne ke baad mar jaati hu mai

Aise leti hui hu jaise Professor ne 10 kaam mujhe nahi kisi aur ko diya hai.

College is mean. I want to cry so bad.

In two days, I understood a very important thing. College is all about surviving.

So from the day we planned about me settling in a hostel to yesterday, I didn't shed a single tear. Father cried, mother cried, rest of the family members cried. I didn't. I just smiled and said, "It's gonna be fine, I'll be visiting every weekend". And now, lying all alone, in a cramped up room, kilometres away from my parents, it hurts so bad. I kept it all in for so long that now it's physically hurting me. The food isn't as good as hers. My social anxiety is killing me and stopping me from talking to anyone. My legs hurt. My head hurts. My heart aches. Didn't know this whole experience will be this painful.

I miss my mother.

Huge campus is fun until you have to walk kilometres in order to reach your department from your college hostel.

And then comes the last night before you leave your hometown. Your family rushes here and there as they pack some extra snacks, some new clothes and hand you some extra cash "just in case". Your wardrobe grows half empty as you pack your clothes in a suitcase. Charger, flashlight, extra bedsheets, first aid kit, makeup essentials, and many more. And suddenly, one day, you leave it all behind.

I posted a picture of the assembly captain badge i got last year in school and a friend of mine commented "Oh captain my captain" he knows how to make me emotional 🥹

It was my orientation day today btw.

We will never get such GOATed rivalry again. My utmost respect to both Cristiano Ronaldo and Lionel Messi. Thank you for making football so beautiful.