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arms crossed, she shook her head and rolled her eyes. “go fight a damn fire or something. cats and small children clearly need you more than i do.” any other time, she would have been understanding of the situation but her hormones were out of whack. “yeah, you failed. nice job. “mini is fine by the way. growing. you can go back to work now.” she walked past him then turned around, “you know, a text or a phone call would have been fucking dandy. i was worried sick about you but hey, i get it. i totally understand. let’s stress out the pregnant girlfriend. it’s fine. it’s no big deal. i need a nap. go back to work.”
tristan knew by the swearing that brenna was really angry, and she had every right to be. “babe, i’m sorry. next time i’ll take the whole damn day off okay? i promise it won’t happen again.” when she dropped the f bomb, tristan knew she was more than just a little pissed. he knew that with the hormones she would be a little more moody than normal, but he was prepared to take anything she needed to throw at him. “i’m sorry im sorry im sorry.” he repeated, “let me make it up to you okay? lets go get some of your favorite ice cream and i’ll give you a massage and you can show me the picture from the ultrasound? i don’t need to go back to work today, so i’m all yours and i’ll do anything you want to do princess.”
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freya smiled, putting an arm around her. she wiped jaz’s tears away with her thumb. “i’m okay, i’m not going anywhere i promise. i have SO much to fight for. to live for. you and the peanut.” she frowned, taking jaz’s hand in hers. “yes you are, missy. the most beautiful woman i’ve ever seen. i thank the heavens daily for you.” it was true. everyday, freya thought she was the luckiest woman alive. “no no. i’ll be fine. i just want to be with you. there’s a pump thingy for pain meds so i’m just peachy. how are you? please tell me you slept and ate. i’m sorry this wasnt the day you had hoped for.” she squinted, taking in a deep breath, “however, about the nurse. if you decided to, i dont know, dress up as a nurse, then sure. i wouldnt mind.”
“i was really scared we were gonna loose you.” she sighed, relief washing over her because freya was okay, and she wanted to fight to live. “i mean, i’m certainly not looking too beautiful right now, i feel like i look like a hot mess, but i don’t even care. i’m just so happy youre okay.” she squeezed freyas hand gently, biting her lip when freya asked if she slept and ate. “i slept in the chair and i ate a snickers from the vending machine. don’t worry about me though babe, i am fine now. i don’t care if it wasn’t the perfect wedding, that doesn’t matter to me, all that matters is that i still have my wife.” it was still new to her, calling freya her wife, but saying it made her the happiest girl in the world. when freya mentioned dressing a smirk formed on jaz’s face “a nurse outfit huh? i’m sure sharna could hook me up with something, once you’re all better. we’ll probably have to hold out on the honeymoon fun for a while though babe, cause i’m not gonna do anything that could compromise your recovery.”
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she quickly shook her head, “no no. it’s ok. i get it. i probably should have told you about my ex but he’s a pretty sensitive topic for me so i get it. i DO trust you though and i really do appreciate you telling me. it means a lot because to me, it makes me feel like you trust me too and that means everything.” cadence smiled listening to him talk about his wife. he loved her very much and it made her sad that the other was taken away from him and their daughter. she laughed when he mentioned laurel, “i will certainly take that into consideration. ive never had a great love before but i heard they’re nice. i wish i could somehow bring her back for you. you’re a good guy though, you should let people see that about you.” despite how much she would like it to be, she didnt want to assume that their happy ever after would be with each other. “do you-do you have any of her art around here? i’ve always been really into it, just never good at it.” she chuckled.
“we’ve both got things we’re trying to move on from. but if he becomes a problem again, you can tell me okay? and i do trust you, more than i’ve trusted anyone for a very long time.” he admitted, putting his arms around her waist and pulling her closer. he wanted to say that maybe he could be her great love, but he liked where things were going naturally and didn’t want to rush into that. “let people see i’m a good guy? but then they’d think i was soft.” he joked, smiling at her. when she asked about the art, carlos nodded his head. “all of the paintings i have hung are hers. some were duplicates, and some are way earlier pieces before we even moved to london, but yes i definitely still keep it hung up. like this one.” he pointed to a small painting of a tree that was hung up near the breakfast nook.
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“treat me like i’m a human being. treat me like i matter. invite me over because you want me around, not because you want someone to fuck you. i’m more than that.” she chuckled, shaking her head. “i wouldnt be opposed to flowers, but no.” she searched his features for any indication that he wasnt being genuine but she failed to find one. “because you treat me like shit, theo.” her heart broke and she put her hands on both sides of his face, “i am never giving up on you. you are my world.” she dropped her hands and sighed. “just show me you appreciate me sometimes.”
“i don’t invite you over just to fuck, isobel. i like being around you. I know you’re more than that!” he sighed, running a hand through his hair and letting out a groan. “i know i do, i said im sorry its not like i can just go back and change anything.” when she placed her hands on his face theo sighed and looked down at the ground in guilt. “then let me show you right now. how can i show you?”

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( @insoucicnts. ) // TRISTAN.
walking out of her doctor’s office, brenna sighed seeing tristan. he missed it. she was mad, angry. but deep down, she knew he couldn’t help it but it didn’t make her any less angry about it. she could feel the buildup of tears rising and she chewed on her lower lip to keep them at bay. but it was no use and she quickly wiped away the ones that were forming. “run in to any fires today?” she asked, approaching the elevator and pressing the button to go down. truthfully, she wasn’t even angry that he missed it, she was mainly filled with worry when he didn’t show up and her brain automatically thought the worst.
tristan had been running for several blocks, trying to get to the appointment on time, but he knew he probably wasn’t going to make it and he felt awful. he wants to be a part of it all. to hear the heartbeat, to see the ultrasound, to hold brennas hand through it all, but he couldn’t get there in time. his lieutenant had let him leave, but it took longer than the male was anticipating. he was almost there when he saw brenna coming out of the room. “babe i’m so so sorry. i tried really hard to get here in time and i fail. please don’t be mad.”.
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adeline sighed. “i’d rather be dead right now so if that’s any indication as to how i’m dealing then there you go.” her voice was soft and there was no indication that her words were any less than serious. “if it werent for the fact that i dont want to put my parents through losing another child, we wouldnt be having this conversation.” she was grateful but she didnt want him bothering with something that didnt impact him. “no, it’s okay. you..you dont need to bother yourself with it. it’s not important.” more like she wasn’t important. “thank you though.”
“then thats not dealing with it at all. “ tristan sighed, shaking his head. he felt even more guilty in that moment. adeline clearly needed help and a friend and he had been holding grudges and avoiding her and being selfish. “adeline. it is important. you are important. they can’t just be allowed to get away with it. look i’m sorry i have been the worlds shittiest friend, and been a dick about something that happened long ago. i’ve changed though, i’m done. i still care about you as a friend.”
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“you deserve to be shown love, jaz. i’d say thank you but i believe that i already have everything i deserve. i have you.” freya smirked, raising an eyebrow. “how many kids are we talking here, buttercup?” it wasnt that freya minded having a few, she wanted at least 2 herself. she laughed, nodding her head. “you’re ready for all of it?” she asked, playing with the strap of jaz’s dress. she frowned, tilting her head to the side. “i’d lose everything if i lost you too. however, i cant make any promises since my heart is a little shitty but i can promise to try my hardest to be here to grow old with you.”
jaz smiled, shaking her head. she loved all of freya’s cute little nicknames for her. “well lets just start with one and see how it goes.” she smiled, nodding her head and taking freyas hand in her own. “i’m ready for all of it babe. i’ve got the best partner for all of it.” the thought of freya’s heart was something that always made jaz nervous. knowing that something could happen and she could loose the love of her life scared her incredibly. “well then something will have to get fixed to make it less shitty cause we need to be the embarassing grandmothers someday.”
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“many? oh, there’s multiple.” she teased, scrunching up her nose. she finished off her whiskey and poured herself another glass. “you really should. because i know for a fact she never mentions it because she’s pretty sure you won’t want kids or anything like that. i know for a fact she loves you very much and would do anything to make you happy.” she laughed, which stopped immediately after jaz finished her statement. “hey, yes you do.you bothe deserve love and happiness and you just so happened to have found it in each other.”
“oh yeah, i could go on forever about all the things i love about her.” she smiled, letting out a happy sigh.. “you’re right i should. although i might not do it right now because she probably wont believe me. i might be a little bit drunk.” she giggled, shrugging her shoulders casually. “i don’t really think i do, but she makes me really happy and i’ll take that for as long as i can.”

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it wasn’t that she doubted her abilities, it was just that she didn’t want to potentially screw it up. “no, i-i’m not. it’s just a surprise. that’s all. i appreciate it though, thank you.” she nodded her head, she knew he was right and she chewed on her lower lip. “i agree. and i most certainly do try to get those 8 hours.”
carlos smiled, standing up from his desk and moving to grab his jacket, “well you are definitely welcome,” he moved to the door of his office, turning out the light, “you heading out to the parking garage? we can walk together. how old is your baby now?” he asked. many people at the hospital were intimidated by carlos, or they just didn’t like him which they had a right not to. sharna was nice though and talented and carlos like her.
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“i’m the same. i always make my grandmother’s recipes and it’s nice having something different.” she smiled as he talked about trying to protect her and hearing it confirmed exactly what she knew: she was SAFE. and it made another feeling abundantly clear: she was falling in love with him. any other time, the fear running through her would have caused her to run in the opposite direction but now she felt a sense of warmth. “i care a lot about you too. a hell of a lot.” she wasn’t sure if she could tell him that she loved him, despite how much her heart wanted her to. hearing what he said, caused a lump to form in her throat. it explained quite a bit though. she was quiet for a moment, looking down at their hands together. “i am so sorry that happened to you and laurel and i cant imagine how hard it is on both of you knowing the person is still out there. i understand not wanting to talk about it but i appreciate you telling me. it really means a lot.” she pressed a kiss to his cheek and wrapped her arms around him tightly. “if you don’t mind me asking, what was your wife like? if you dont want to talk about her, it’s okay, i understand.” she didnt want to ask him to do something he didnt want to do, or do anything that would upset him in forcing him to think about her.
carlos smiled and nodded his head, it was one of the many things he loved about her. certain family traditions were important to her as they were to him. he certainly wasn’t ready to confess his feelings yet, but they were ghetting there. he sighed, nodding his head, “i know i should have told you sooner, its just a sensitive subject for me. i want you to know you can trust me though, and that i’m not keeping any secrets from you or anything” he smiled as she kissed his cheek, hugging her back. “she was wonderful. we grew up together in cuba and were married there and then moved here. anyway she was an artist and worked at a gallery. she was smart, and stubborn as hell. honestly if you want to know what she was like spend a few hours with laurel because she is so much like her its crazy. she was my first great love.” he shrugged his shoulders. he didn’t want to say too much, and have cadence doubting herself.
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hearing him, she smiled picking up her bag and walking into his room. she set it on the floor and walked over to his bed, kicking off her shoes and laying down next to him. “of course. i told you i’d drop everything and get here as fast as i could.” she kissed him and took his hand in hers. “are you doing okay?” truthfully, she was glad he texted her. if she had it her way, she would be over there all day every day as opposed to the weekends she already stayed over. “i brought my stuff to stay the night if that’s okay with you.” she didnt think he would have an issue with it, but she didnt want to assume either.
dylan smiled, shaking his head. “you did, but i didn’t know you would be here that fast. i’m glad you are though.” he wrapped his free arm around her as she hopped into his bed, letting out a sigh. “i’m much better now that you’re here. you’re my favorite distraction.” he admitted, squeezing her hand. “of course you can stay the night. you’re always welcome here babe.”
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she opened her mouth to speak but decided against it. she decided it was best to leave that subject alone. “i’m sure it does. i never said it didnt.” she chewed on her lower lip. she understood what her father was saying but she was stubborn. incredibly stubborn. “i understand. i do. but i promise i will be careful. i’m not going anywhere, ok? you have raised me to never back down from something that i want and i want to do this. i need to do this. i know that it wont be easy for you, but please try and wrap your head around it. i will be fine.”
“i want you to have your answers laurel, you deserve them. but i don’t want it to come at the cost of your life.” he sighed, looking down at the ground for a moment, he knew she wouldn’t back down from this, she was strong, but he still didn’t like the thought of her going out and doing this. “are you taking a taser? pepper spray? i mean please don’t tell me you’re going to do this recklessly. do you have a game plan? will you promise me that you will let the cops bring him to justice? unless it comes to life or death and then your life is obviously the choice.” he knew he couldn’t tell her what to do, but he needed reassurances for his own peace of mind.

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“you want me? you never fucking show it. how about you show it for once? dont you dare say that. i never said you were a fuck up theo. i dont…i dont feel that way about you at all.” she didnt wanna cry. she didnt want to let him see her cry but it was useless and fresh tears started falling. “just show me that you care. dont make me feel like i’m just some sort of booty call. if you truly care about me, just show me that’s all i ask. you dont need to take me out to dinner every night or buy me flowers but at least treat me like a human being.” she grabbed his hand in an attempt to keep him leaving. “you arent worthless. i dont know what i have to do to get you to see that but you arent. your dad was an ass and he’s missed out on watching you grow up to be an amazing guy. i want you theo. i love YOU.”
“of course i do! but i never fucking know how to show it. part of the reason i am a fuck up. i don’t need you to tell me that to know its the truth.” he hated that she was crying, especially since he was the reason. “how do you want me to show you isobel? i can buy flowers. i’ll go get you some flowers right now.” he knew that wasn’t the right answer, but he was frustrated. he felt her hand grab his and he turned back around. he could never say no to her, and he didn’t want to leave so the decision was easy. “if you love me then why are we breaking up. i just don’t understand. i’m sorry isobel. just please don’t give up on me. if you want space, i’ll give you space just-- please don’t end it.”
( @insoucicnts. ) // JAZ.
it had felt like days since freya had seen jaz, though really it had been hours. she had been placed in icu and eventually was able to come off the breathing machine and drink some water but has been out since. once they felt she was stable enough, they moved her to a room. she started to come to as she realized what had transpired prior: they had gotten married. she scanned the room and a smile graced her features seeing jaz. “hello love.” she said, her voice raspy. she scooted over and patted the open space closest to the wall. “i’m sorry for worrying you.” her eyes never left jaz; thoughts swirling through her mind about how incredible lucky she was. “you are the most beautiful woman i have ever laid eyes on.”
jaz had been a worried mess. this was certainly not the wedding day she’d imagined, and now curled up in the chair next to freya’s bed, all she wished was that freya would wake up. hearing freya’s voice, despite it being raspy, perked jaz up immediately, and a fresh batch of tears sprung to her eyes. “oh my god.” she said. moving towards the bed were freya had made a spot for her. she didn’t want to hurt freya, she’d just had surgury after all, but she just wanted to be close to her. “you should be very sorry, i was so worried. i thought i was gonna loose you.” her cheeks flushed and she shook her head. “how are you feeling? should we call in the nurse?”