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You should have heard me a year ago…It’s weird coming from a place were English and pidgin are spoken interchangeable. Some people consider it rude to be called a foreigner. I just think the word sounds funny. No one uses that word. Haole expresses everything I think of better at least. That sounds weird doesn’t it?
I don’t watch TV that much. Books are okay. I just don’t have the patience. It was always doing something to do to be distracting. Physically at least. All my normal things are lacking lately.
That sounds awesome though. Why did you leave them if you didn’t want too? Well, I didn’t want to leave my sister. Home may have sucked but it was home. Why wouldn’t you family want to be around you? That doesn’t make any sense.
…Are you happy?
I needed to get away, ever since my mother died I had been stuck in a rut. So, my psychiatrist advised me to get away from my repetitive life - all I was doing was sleeping, eating and reading. This ship was spectacle of happiness for my introvert self; new places, new people, a new way of life to distract me from the past 20 years of my life.
So yes, I think I'm happy - I can't run or hide from my past, I can't help but miss my mother but I know she'll always love me. I'm sure you understand, my dear?











