Fears and Hopes
So as you know I struggle with mental health problems. Well, I have been quite stable and feeling really pleased but I fear things are about to crumble. I am feeling exhausted both physically and emotionally. This weekend I am taking a youth group away, it will be good fun but exhausting as will get little sleep. Next week I am off to a Christian festival. I am so looking forward to it. I am worried too as am going alone and those events can be pretty emotional. I long to meet with God, I feel there has been a barrier for so long and I want to be encouraged to get into the word and more than anything I long to have an encounter with Jesus like never before. I am going expectant, I really need something to change for me in my faith walk. I am so worried though that if I donât have the encounter I am hoping for that I will become discouraged and my health will be affected. I need a reason to live, I donât just want to exist, I want to thrive......if anyone prays out there, please hold me in your prayers the next few days. Thanks x
