kim

I cover my eyes with my hands,

As if I have forgotten that I am transparent.

It feels weird to have sunlight go through my nonexistent body.

Looking up at the blue sky makes my eyes sore, even after I died.

What have you done to me?

Unspeakable damage is done to my heart that is no longer in me.

I scream out, but it hurts that my voice is now permanently inaudible.

If this is love, why is it sharp as a weapon?

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blue sky, clear air, i can feel every molecule of it

i could've stayed alive if i had a mic and an electric guitar to shout out the dizziness inside my head

sunlight goes through me, leaving no shadow behind

see, even science has forgotten that i am nothing more than a pseudo-ghost

i did not die,

if i remember myself before what happened, i can keep myself alive.

clear blue,

scattered youth, on the ground like it doesn’t matter

pseudo-science and a fake ghost,

half transparent mind with a blurred existence