troubled track | ingrid & morgan
@morgancortezâ
Her expression tightens with worry, and the memories of that night: a fire flickers in her peripheral, and when she turns, a tad startled, its only a woman in a hideous orange shirt. Not the fire, and not the blood. âYou remember that? I almost hoped you didnât remember any of it.â Her voice is pitched low, well-aware that this is the last place either of them want to have this conversation. It isnât one she wants to talk about anywhere, in truth, but her eyes stay on Ingridâs face, trying to find steadiness in the face she knows so well. She remembers screaming, and the ache in her throat when she was sitting in the hospital later, and all of it is secondary to Ingridâs own aches from the night. The fear is Morganâs, but most of its Ingridâs, and the pain is most certainly hers. âYouâd be better at the job than him,â she says with a grimace, even if she imagines leading is the last thing Ingrid wants to do. âYouâve got the knowledge, and the experience in a way, and you care. Thatâs clearly more than Maksim will ever be capable of doing if heâs not going to even help you â and they have to have some lead. Its beenâŠâ She counts back the days, and grimaces at the way time flies. Between the fire, and the damages, and her family being the mess it is, and then her and Ingrid - the best thing by far â she hasnât kept well enough track of days. âLong enough,â Morgan concludes, still frowning.
It loosens at the offer, and she huffs a laugh, a grateful smile appearing as the amusement ends. âYour money is yours, you might not want something now but who knows, maybe youâll find a motorcycle to drool over by next Christmas, or a new house, or something,â she tells her, soft, pairing it with a squeeze of Ingridâs hand across the table, touched by the offer. The money is something holding over Ingridâs head, and much as Morgan would like to ease its burden, she canât imagine trading one personâs money for another. No, she dug her own grave, sheâll find the ladder out, too. Morgan huffs again, but no laughter comes with it and she leans back in her chair, arms moving to cross over her chest in thought. âShe isnât, I donât know why. Itâs been, god, itâs been over a year now and she still hasnât hit me with anything? If it wasnât Cece, I would think she had died.â But, no, of all the people in her family, Cece might be the one she thought would end up in a grave first, sheâs sturdy in a way Morgan didnât appreciate until she, too, became a hybrid. Or whatever it is being a hybrid means for someone like her. âI donât know,â she admits, truthfully. âI think she liked it here, but can she handle the memories? I donât want her to let this place go, its our home.â And if Cece wonât keep it, then Morgan will, even if she finds the weight of it heavier than she anticipated. Lettie, after all, made it look effortless.
âOf course I remember.â And she leaves it at that, not privy to reliving the details and less so about making Morgan recall them. Ingrid simply shrugs, doing her best to look unbothered, as if it doesnât turn her stomach each stay to cross over that stained sidewalk where sheâd almost lost her life. With that in mind, the laugh she gives feels even more stilted than it sounds, but Ingrid shakes her head, not paying attention to the way it falters. âPlease. We both know I donât exactly have good bedside manner. Besides, I give a shit about you, and me, but not much else. Theyâd fire me pretty fast.â She sighs as they contemplate the days since the fire â so many, yet not enough, the images still too close, too recent. Sheâs mulling over them still when the offer is extended and then, as expected, wholeheartedly rejected. Itâs nothing sheâs offended by, certainly not. But it would be nice to help. The temptation to say as much nips at her heels, but itâs soothed by Morganâs touch of her hand. âYeah, maybe,â she simply complies, delighted enough by how Morganâs fingers linger on hers to not push it any further. Theyâre pulled away eventually, and Ingrid mirrors the pose of her... well. Friend, maybe. Girlfriend, possibly. Itâs a line sheâs not willing to tread, not yet, not for fear that she may be shoved back behind it.Â
But thatâs frivolous, really, and she knows as much. So she shifts her focus, instead listening about this cousin of Morganâs that she, frankly, likes less by the day. âYeah, thatâs bullshit.â She mutters with a shake of her head. After all, sheâs seen firsthand how Morgan frets over this cousin, and now sheâs riding back into town looking for open arms. âBullshit.â Ingrid sighs again. âJust donât want to see you getting taken advantage of, thatâs all.â She justifies before Morgan can protest, raising her palms to show her innocence. Not going to pick a fight with Morganâs family. Not unless itâs justified. âIs it though, Morg?â Shit. Maybe not the best time for this question, and Ingrid sighs once more, regretting it. âAll I mean is... it was Lettieâs home, sure. Ceciliaâs too, alright, fine. But is it really yours? Or do you just stay because... you know... you feel like youâve gotta?â Palms raise again. âIf Iâm out of line, tell me. I just feel like itâs about time people took some ownership around here. For both of our sakes.â
















