Looking For My Wish Upon A Star

How do you ignore/distance yourself from toxic family members when you live with them and don't have the possibility to move out?

In order to move on, you must understand why you felt what you did and why you no longer need to feel it.

20 THINGS YOU SHOULD DO EVERYDAY 1. Wake up earlier. Not only does this improve productivity but it also gives you more time to make a good, hearty breakfast. 2. Make your bed. Let’s be real, being welcomed to a tidy bed after a long day at work/school (or a long day in general) is probably the best feeling anyone will ever experience. 3. If you want, spend a little more time on your appearance. Take some time choosing an outfit, applying make up or whatever. Do what helps you boost your confidence and self-esteem. 4. Stay hydrated, folks. Keep a bottle of water with you wherever you go. 5. Stretch everyday or start yoga (or do both, why not?) 6. Create a playlist consisting of songs that make you happy and listen to it. Listen to songs for the mood you want to be in, instead of the mood you are in. 7. Compliment at least one person per day. This could be an acquaintance, co-worker, class mate, stranger, whoever! 8. Use your manners. If someone holds the door for you, lets you go first etc, they did it voluntarily and didn’t have to do it, so a “thank you” wouldn’t hurt. 9. Eat your fruit and vegetables and always choose the healthy version over the junk food. 10. Have a good laugh. Catch up with friends, watch some ‘Parks and Recreation’, go see some stand-up comedy, reminisce about funny moments that have happened to you. You don’t need to be a doctor to know that humour has many benefits. 11. Be optimistic. Always look at the positives. There’s no point on focusing on the negatives because that isn’t going to help anyones mood at all. 12. Exercise. It doesn’t have to be anything to intense. A run around the block, a walk with your dog or even a ‘Just Dance’ session will do the job.  13.Bring a book/magazine or collect the daily newspaper with you. Spend you spare time reading. 14. Try and learn something new everyday. This can either be an interesting fact you saw online or a new skill someone taught you. 15. Help others when you are able to. Help your classmates with school work or offer to help you struggling neighbour lift those heavy objects. 16. Stop procrastinating. No matter how unmotivated you are to, push yourself and complete what you need to complete. Do what you gotta do. You know you’ll love yourself for doing it. 17. Drink some tea, because that stuff is goooooood (and also beneficial). 18.Make time to do things that help you relax, whether that’s painting, having baths, doing you nails or going for a run. 19. Don’t dwell on your mistakes, but instead grow and learn from them. 20. And lastly, be kind to yourself. If you love who you are, everyone else will

You taste like adrenaline. Like heaven. Pull me to you, Don’t be gentle; I won’t break. I tangle my hands in your hair, taste your skin. I can feel your smile when I gasp. You grab me, rock your hips to the rhythm of the song we’re writing; Bass line of pounding hearts and the harmonies of heavy breaths. Pin me down, hold my gaze, I know you’re in control. You leave raised scratches along my skin, trace them with your tongue. I see your eyes light up when my back arches, when you slip your hand over my mouth to quiet me. I feel the heat radiating from your skin and I want to learn everything there is to know about your body, Map out the touches that make stars burst behind your eyelids. I hear your breathing speed up, my head spins and I dig my nails in, and my name has never sounded sweeter than when you moan it. Bite down, try to absorb it all, ride this wave until it breaks and we float back down. I want to kiss every inch of your skin until you catch your breath, Then steal it from your lungs again.

The way you walk into a room may seem normal to most, but to me, it’s like finally catching your breath after you’ve lost it. Your embrace is something history books will write about one day. You could carry the Atlantic in your arms with ease, if needed. And your heart. Your heart is what amazes me, it’s something I wonder if even a god could create. Your love is what man works their entire life to find. It’s the kind of thing you could lean the world on. I guess what I’m trying to say is, I love every inch of your existence.