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I will reblog any and everything I like with no discretion and very occasionally make my own posts for funsies <3
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About me <3:
I'm genderfluid and biromantic, AuDHD, and pretty stunted with social skills. I'm a grammar nerd but only when I have the energy to spell things correctly ;P I suck at math and I draw compulsively and have for my whole life.
I have severe anxiety and use fandom and escapism as a coping mechanism, so if I have trouble keeping up with conversations I'm likely just overreacting and will hopefully get over it soon.
I like to headcanon my favorite characters with traits that I have, especially if I relate to them <3 Namely making all of them Bi and Autistic artists. Please don't argue with me about the accuracy or "goodness" of my headcanons. I am aware they aren't always in service of the story but they aren't meant to be.
I have special interest in MLP:FiM (I have lots of bad opinions about G5), Doctor Who, historical fashion (specifically the 1920s and Victorian era), art in most of it's visual mediums, folklore and fairytales, and animals and biology.
I absolutely adore Leverage, DS9, Arcane, M*A*S*H, TOH, SPOP, Scooby Doo (Especially Mystery Inc.), and so much more.
I have a writing sideblog featuring reader insert, OC, or other self insert fanfiction, @rain-hates-writing
And a selfshipping sideblog, @rain-likes-pretty-people
If you only like my art, my art only blog @rain-does-art-things contains all art I post on Tumblr with no other posts.
I hope you enjoy (or at the very least, are neutral about) your stay here, however long it may be ^_^
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It's funny how differently people can talk about the same subjects while using the same words. I recall I once told my boyfriend, something along the lines of "if I don't have the time to wake up right before being expected to function, it's going to throw me off for the whole day", which I had learned as a kid by having family with no patience for people who wake up slowly. My sister is the type who snaps awake like flicking on a light switch, eyes flick open and she's 100% operational. And because of the way the household worked it was her job to make sure that I'm awake and up to get to school in time.
Just now my boyfriend asked me if it's enough proper waking time to be allowed to sit quietly with my caffeinated beverage for 30 minutes before getting dressed to go out and about.
My sister used to just toss the dog at me. The dog liked it, she was a terrier who could almost be tossed like a cat. Being semi-literally physically bodyslammed into consciousness by a 10 kg animal who always lands claws first and then immediately having to fight for my life wrestling that thing to keep her tongue out of my eyes, ears, and the inside of my mouth, before I could comprehend who, where, and why I am, was the way of getting woken up that threw me off the course for the whole day.
Seeing this post reminds me how disregarded sleep and rest is in others or how it keeps you from being of use/service to others.
I just think it's funny (read as "entirely fucked up") how when you're a kid its "you're so young you're supposed to be full of energy and zest for life!" and starting in your teens or early adulthood it's "you should be more responsible and have better control of your sleep schedule by your age", each implying you're a fuck up and a failure with something morally and innately broken or wrong with you for waking up slowly or wanting to sleep in on your off days.
It's funny how differently people can talk about the same subjects while using the same words. I recall I once told my boyfriend, something along the lines of "if I don't have the time to wake up right before being expected to function, it's going to throw me off for the whole day", which I had learned as a kid by having family with no patience for people who wake up slowly. My sister is the type who snaps awake like flicking on a light switch, eyes flick open and she's 100% operational. And because of the way the household worked it was her job to make sure that I'm awake and up to get to school in time.
Just now my boyfriend asked me if it's enough proper waking time to be allowed to sit quietly with my caffeinated beverage for 30 minutes before getting dressed to go out and about.
My sister used to just toss the dog at me. The dog liked it, she was a terrier who could almost be tossed like a cat. Being semi-literally physically bodyslammed into consciousness by a 10 kg animal who always lands claws first and then immediately having to fight for my life wrestling that thing to keep her tongue out of my eyes, ears, and the inside of my mouth, before I could comprehend who, where, and why I am, was the way of getting woken up that threw me off the course for the whole day.
Besides the obvious like having financial security, being able to support your community and take care of friends and family, the whole "money doesn't bring happiness" bullshit is still bullshit because even if we only look at it from "buying frivolous trinkets" point of view, there's so many fun things I'd get myself commissioned just for shits and giggles.
For one, I'd get my dental layout scanned and then use the 3d model of my teeth to commission a giant pair of pincers where the cutters are replaced with a life-sized metal recreation of my teeth. I would use these to press bite marks on all sorts of things that a human being physically could not bite into, and emotionally would not want to.
For no other reason than to fuck with people. Just so they can see a very obviously human bite mark on something and wonder how the fuck did someone bite a goddamn brick wall, and why would anybody do that.
I do feel like 'money can't buy happiness' has a good point somewhere, but it's such a hamfisted way of making it that it's just total crap. Like... okay: if you have a fundamentally joyless outlook on life and can't meaningfully connect to the people and world around you money won't fix it, and rich people can still be unhappy, but that isn't what the damn saying said.
Also, I remember there was a Monk episode where they did that tooth thing with a dog and that was the murder weapon.
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today my power went out so I couldn't really do any work or chores (it's hot as hell out rn) so I went to the mall to just kinda dick around and I'm so glad I did because look at this. I ran into a dude selling his own sci fi anime inspired book. I HAD to buy it. This shit is real soul right there
it comes with a free album. The lyrics are in the back. this is true human art this is what its ALL About baby!!!!
Fascinating how what's considered feminine and what's considered masculine can change over time. The rebranding of being a horse girl into being a stereotypical feminine girly trait needs to be studied.
Look at classic children's novels. As recently as the 50s and early 60s, being obsessed with horses as a girl was depicted as strange and tomboyish, and the very concept of being obsessed with horses from early childhood and loving toy horses and desperately wanting your own horse being a "little girl thing" and not a "little boy thing" would send someone from the 1800s and earlier into a coma.
There's maybe a point to be made here somewhere about how when keeping and riding horses stopped being necessary to the functioning of society and became a more "frivolous" thing, it was rapidly rebranded as silly and girly and for women, but what do I know.
i wrote a paper in my masculinity studies class in college about this exact phenomenon, specifically about how high heeled shoes started as a practical way for Persian cavalry to keep their feet on their stirrups, then likely due to that association, became a popular fashion item and status symbol among the upper classes of Europe, before the Great Male Renunciation of the 18th-19th centuries, when men started shunning opulence in favor of utility, leaving them as a fashion item for women instead.
I've joked that the two genders are Aesthetic and Utility before but thats just kinda the case
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There are many, many people whose only understanding of manhood is through defining it by its association with power.
Whether that be through a feminist lens regarding manhood or masculinity only through the analysis of cis patriarchal hierarchy, and/or an uncritical repetition of gendered norms produced by such a system.
So what ends up happening when a transgender man explains he is disempowered, and disempowered specifically in relationship to being a man and how the ideas (just like this) attached to it effect him, the only conclusion they can come to is that he must be implying he isn't a man, that he is misgendering himself or undermining his identity, or that he is weak and failing to live up to it- or that he is lying.
The complicated marginalization of trans manhood as manhood is so radically contradictory to the patriarchal values of power which men are expected to fulfill, and so contradictory to the intensely cis-normative approach to feminism and gendered oppression, that his experiences end up in a placeless void of compounded invalidation. Although coming from the very same place.
Enough that to even have acknowledgment for his experience of gendered oppression, his identity as a man must be severed from the very context of its existence. Just transgender, just a generic, unspecific transphobia. Denying the specific modality which produced the reality of his transgender existence. Cutting his social experience into pieces, either cutting out the manhood, or cutting out the weakness.
This continues on his invisibility, furthering the doubt of the validity of his own reality. Feeding into the inevitability that his struggle will go unnoticed and uncared for, and will not receive the attention needed to help him, or to change these things.
Ironically and integrally, all of this enabling his marginalization specifically because- well because he is a man.
Because of the expectations of what it means to be a man, and how we cannot imagine his experience of a specifically marginalized manhood.
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