the pain is much more than physical, beyond belief

To see that people still reblog my old shitty gifs...old times. Not that much sadness. Hello, old me. You were so stupid and so soft lol

old friends and acquaintances can trace me to my grave

Love is suicide and rebirth as a part of two. When they leave death has won nothing's left of you.

I cannot breathe anymore in this void that crushed my chest. I've never been like this before an open wound impossible to mend. "Nope" - her final push over the edge, my final step toward the end. No meaning, no hope, no excuse. I'll close my eyes and I'll be gone knowing there's nothing more to win or lose. She'll never realize what she's done.

I tried so hard to believe to stand tall in the face of endless waves of pain to find excuses and keep seeing the light in you. I don't know why and how you could "nope" it all, but you did, and that changed everything. You killed me in you and my soul died too.