It’s time to say goodbye.

Not moving. Not changing. Just growing. 

Can’t keep competing with someone I’m not. Enough with self doubting, enough with not saying “no”. 

Just taking a deep breath and trying my best to become who I want me to become -- to become who I NEED to become. 

No more hiding in the shadows, trying to please everyone or saying all the nice shit people expect me to say just to seem nice lol. I haven’t been that girl for ages and they didn’t even realize it. 

My dreams are mine to accomplish and mine to pursue and fuck you to whoever thinks that I won’t be able to get whatever I want simply because I’m not a daughter of rich parents or because I wasn’t lucky enough to get a rich ass boyfriend. Fuck that for real. 

I’m going to get that fucking house. I’m going to decorate it with all this not essential decor that I’m completely obsessed with and trust me when I say my fucking couch is going to be huge. Dreaming big, you think? Well, not big enough for me.

Going to go on that trip, going to buy all the shit I like and going to cook all the food I never got the patience to. 

My Christmas tree is going to look nuts and my porch Is going to be filled with so many fucking decorated pumpkins that the whole neighborhood is going to be fed with a delicious homemade soup after Halloween is over.