𝐝𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐡 𝐜𝐮𝐫𝐬𝐞 .

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" . . . . " he remains silent as she continues to speak, ankou hopes that one day, this guilt would be free from those shoulders. they continue to weigh heavily. " you cannot allow yourself to grow intimate with this guilt, ceres. " a simple statement, easier said than done, he knew. " for the ones that love you, and have loved you would want happiness. your happiness, but it is for you to find. they merely bless the steps you take. " bringing the book of poems priorly gifted, he hides his mouth most childishly as he continues to speak.

" it is charming to see you think so thoughtfully of others. " ankou finally admits, " but you are simply human, my dear. a normal girl now. you are allowed to embrace your human nature and be selfish. "

         ❝ the reminder, and listening to me is more than enough. ❞   as brief as she had known him, she was grateful for his patience.  that was enough after he had saved her.  slowly the dirt below her feet turned into familiar path as she walked  ..  many times she had wandered back and forth just to visit the flowers, and other than the color of them, they still greeted her with the same kindness.  it was always a nice thought that even while things were changing upon the island, the flowers would always feel so kind.

despite those words, his eyes squint pleasantly.ㅤcertainly hiding away a smile of his own.ㅤ" but it is a pleasure to know that despite your past woes, your heart remains true to your character. " compassionate, understanding, gentle, kind. all of these things have shaped ceres into the woman she is now.

when the conversation directs itself to himㅤ;ㅤ however , the watchman is unsure how to respond. " if it is my presence you hope to partake of, i shall remain for as long as you require, my dear ceres. " if she required company should she visit her mother then he would offer it, if she simply required a companion to jouney with her as she revisited old memories.ㅤthen she shall have it.

            ❝ i would be happy if you came with me. ❞    with that, she knelt down to the ground momentarily to grab a few of the flowers and gather them into her hands, no signs of death following them.  she reaches a hand out to gently touch those in the bouquet, before standing to her short height once again.  if she was going to visit salome and dahut's grave, she wanted to bring something with.  after being gone so long, it would almost seem a little cruel to not bring something as a gift to the woman who had raised her and been the closest to family that she ever had.

i'm calling out everyone here, even myself. it's a widespread attitude in the rpc that's contributing majorly to this place growing more and more inactive.

"teehee i'm a forgetful rper, keep sending me things while i reply to nothing ever" doesn't cut it.

yes, you're forgetful and tired and busy and dealing with health issues. i get that. but you're not the only one dealing with those things. your mutuals are busy and tired and dealing with health conditions too.

it's unreasonable to expect everyone else to keep reaching out to you when you don't reciprocate.

check your dms every now and then, try to contribute to conversations about plotting, send memes and reply to the memes that people send to you.

stop sitting and waiting passively for everyone to reach out first and realize everyone else is doing the same thing.

it's frustrating and exhausting (and frankly disrespectful) to the handful of people in the rpc that do actively try to reach out to others and engage.

and i could go on a tangent on how people writing certain type of muses can get away with doing this because they have people flocking to them wanting to rp (and let's be real, ship) with their muse while people writing other kind of muses have to put 1000% times more work just to get people to reply to their dms. but i'm going to leave it at that.

just take a moment to reflect on this and try to do better.