(( Just wanted to get on here again and say thanks to the people that’ve stuck with this blog all this time. I’m trying to convince myself to get back to writing like I used to, so it’s only a matter of time before I can get back to this blog normally. I’m betting on somewhere after school starts back up again. That’s next week for me.
I’m not putting this blog on a hiatus. I’m not abandoning it, either. I’m not even planning on taking any kind of a break from it since, technically, I never left. Up until a couple days ago, this was the blog I was always logged into on my main browser, checking on it every once in a while to try to make the attempt to return to it. Sure, I never wrote anything, but y’know. Inactive blog to others, but not to me. I guess that’s what counts.
I’ve been floating around the RP community in general all summer, writing when I’m able to in hopes of getting the confidence to write normally back. It hasn’t been the easiest time, but it’s better than I thought it would’ve been. Eventually, though, with how I’m replying to people on those blogs, I’ll make my way back to here. To me, getting back to writing on this blog would be the biggest step towards writing normally again. It has the most of my time put into it, the most creativity, and definitely the most drafts to reply to. Getting back to this blog would be my greatest obstacle, but my greatest accomplishment towards getting my writing back to normal.
I don’t know how I’m going to do it yet, but I’m going to do it. However long that takes me, though, is beyond my comprehension right now, but I know it’s somewhere down the line.
Now I’m going to get a little depressing, so I apologize in advance.
What’s been keeping me from this blog and a bunch of other things I love doing is the overwhelming thought that no one cares about what I’m doing anymore. I appreciate all the asks I’ve gotten telling me otherwise, though. I know you’re all out there, and I appreciate all of you, even though my brain likes to still deny the fact that people still care about me.
Thank you all for keeping your faith in me, and a bigger thank you to those that’ve made it a point to tell me they still care. It’s those instances that keep the small faith I have left in myself from leaving me, and I wish I had a better way to thank all of you. ))
