This is an independent, private, mutuals only and selective OC RP blog written by Chloe.Β This is a sideblog, meaning I will follow from my main (@sinruby).Β Fish has many verses, so donβt hesitate to check them out! read my rules before following!
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Fish Nelson is @admiraltyspride's Horatio's daughter
Fish Lewis is @multipleoccupancy's Nate's daughter
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After running away from the streets of Nassau as a young girl, Fish worked on a pirate ship under the whip of a cruel captain forcing her to hide she was a girl. But she was found by Horatio Nelson during a capture of the ship, and he took her under his wing and adopted her. Raising her as his own, Nelson let her grow up both on land and at sea, following him wherever he went. She became a seasoned sailor and a Lieutenant in her own right.
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Fish grew up in the Wastelands, always on the move with her parents. They never stayed in one place for long, and the lifestyle suited her. But it all turned to catastrophe after a Mirelurk Queen attack. Her parents hid her in a basement to fight off the monster on their own, but they died trying. When Fish finally managed to break out of the basement, it was too late. General Nate Lewis found her, sat by the corpses of her parents, and took her under his wing. What he hadn't predicted, however, was that Fish would latch onto him and consider him her guardian. Stubborn and determined (and terrified he might die too), Fish follows him wherever he goes -no matter how hard he tries to make her stay put at a settlement.
(Oceanne Holmes is @governmentofficial's Mycroft's daughter)
this verse list includes: main verse, kingsman, hunger games, percy jackson
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Oceanne Holmes was adopted by Mycroft Holmes when she was just a baby.Unlike in her other verses and AUs, Oceanne Holmes sports natural brown hair instead of blue.After being home-schooled until 7 years old, she is sent to Godstowe Boarding School. Then at 11, she was sent to Cheltenham Ladies' before entering Cambridge University to study Political Sciences.She later joins MI6 as a spy.
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Amphitrite was adopted by Mycroft Holmes and Caesar Flickerman. After all their children had left the nest, Mycroft was excited about finally being child-free. Caesar had other plans. He missed taking care of a baby and raising children, so he convinced Mycroft to let him adopt a kid from the Districts. And when he saw little Amphitrite in District 4, with her blue hair (which matched his) Caesar knew she was the one!Amphitrite has been raised spoiled rotten by both her dads and her siblings. She leads a relatively care-free life, though she is eager to make her family proud.She attends the Academy, but being adopted from the Districts comes with its own set of challenges. Despite being social and friendly, Amphitrite is aware she has to work twice as hard to not be seen as "the district pet" her parents bought.
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When Mycroft played chess with Athena for the first time, he wasn't aware that she could just "think" a child into existence. His smarts charmed the Goddess of War and Wisdom, and one day she left a kid on his doorstep. Oceanne. Because he didn't have the time (or the desire) to raise his own little demigod, Oceanne Holmes was promptly shipped of to camp half-blood at the very young age of 4. Athena took pity on the child and sired her as soon as she arrived. The other kids from the Athena cabin saw her as a sort of mascot, and took her education very seriously. The rest of the time, Chiron and the satyrs watched over her. She grew up at camp, well aware that her mother was Athena and that her father didn't want anything to do with her. But she never blamed him. He was a very busy man! He worked for the Gods! Of course he didn't have time!What she doesn't know, however, is that she is a quarter Titan on her father's side. Yes, her grandpa is Atlas. Oops.
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(Fish Lecter is @omniishambles' Hannibal's daughter)
this verse list includes: main verse, university, hunger games, vampire, god's daughter, royalty, mafia, 18th century, zombie apocalypse, sith, the boys
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All things considered, the Lecter family leads a regular life. Hannibal Lecter is a university professor, teaching psychology, and Fish Lecter (very much human, and adopted by Hannibal when she was a baby) is a student at that same university. She hopes to become an FBI Agent, but when she finds out that her father is the Chesapeake Ripper, she also learns that she may have even more in common with her dad than she thought. Like a strange and exhilarating fascination for murder.
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When she was just an infant, her parents took her camping in the woods. What could have been a lovely family vacation turned to hell when they crossed paths with an ancient forest God who demanded a sacrifice. However, he spared Fish's life. She was too young to really understand what was happening, and in fear of being left all alone in the woods, she grabbed the God's leg.Moved by the gesture, the Forest God took her under his wing, and raised her as his own. They live in a small house near a large forest, practically alone if not for their neighbor, Will Graham.
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Vampire Fish could have turned out alright. If anyone else had found her, she could have turned out alright. She could have learned how to drink blood without hurting anyone. She could have learned that killing was bad and that she had to fight her nature. Fight the thirst. But Hannibal found her, and he taught her quite the opposite.He taught her to embrace the beast within, and sure, to steer her wrath towards the right persons. The rude, the vulgar, the despicable. But what difference does it really make, in the end? Itβs all in the details, sure, but a kill is a kill.Their little family dynamic, as dysfunctional as it may appear to anyone else, works quite well for them. He accepts her like she is and he raises her in accordance with her new nature. Sheβs becoming quite the refined Vampire too. Cultured, polite. Dangerous.Sometimes he brings home dinner, but sometimes she does too. Sheβs very strong and above suspicions, after all.Oh, she has learned everything she needed to know about herself thanks to Hannibal. She knows now that sheβs a predator, and the shark doesnβt feel bad for eating its prey.
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Fish Lecter is the adopted daughter of Hannibal Lecter, head of a large organised crime group. After murdering her parents over βbusinessβ affairs, Hannibal adopted their young orphaned daughter, and raised her as his own. Fish is spoiled rotten and adores her father. Sheβs well aware of his activities, and enjoys partaking in them on occasion (especially when it involves murder).
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The world was in ruins when Fish was born, just a baby in the arms of her worried parents, looking for shelter. And if they did find shelter when she was only a few months old, by doing so they also walked right into the belly of the beast.It was a man named Hannibal Lecter who welcomed them into his home, a seemingly safe haven away from the ravaged town of Baltimore. Soon enough they realized the mistake they had done, but it was too late. And just like that, Fish was an orphan.But Hannibal did not hurt the baby, no, he kept her. Raised her as his own. Taught her to fight, to survive, and of course, to help him keep the pantry full. Fish Lecter adores her father, and is always happy to lure people into their house.
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Adopted daughter of a Sith Lord, Fish was taken from the Naberrie family and raised as a Sith. She has dedicated her life to the dark side of the force. Yes, she still eats people in that verse.
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While she is a supe, Fish Lecter hides it. She dedicates her life to honoring the family tradition: eating the rude. Sometimes (often, really), that includes other supes. She works in the FBI during the day and kills people at night. Her powers make her a sort of "human shark": sharp teeth and nails, superstrength and speed, and a heigthened sense of smell. As a supe, she believes herself an apex predator who sits on the top of the food chain.
this verse list includes: FBI, hunger games, pirate, star wars, exorcist, the boys, goddess ,fantasy/medieval, ballerina, percy jackson, jurassic park, stranger things, wizarding world. Find them all under the read more!
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Born and raised in Virginia from French parents working there as university teachers, Fish had a very regular childhood. It seemed the rest of her existence was going to be as normal and uneventful as its beginning -if you forget about her terribly reckless behaviour. The first murders happened in the fall, only targeting students from her highschool. Rumours talked about a killer, and soon enough the newspaper grabbed the story like hungry vultures. They called him Jailbait, a title you could easily find tasteless. The investigation was going nowhere, and all the parents forbade their kids from ever going out at night.
Fish was a very social student, but she had one very close friend. Together, they imagined, like silly teenagers would, that they could find the man killing their classmates. It was all pointless, of course, and it seemed life would go on like that. Normalcy broken into odd pieces, as death became part of their everyday lives.
Until her friend disappeared. Ironically enough, it happened in the middle of the day. When they found the killer, it was too late. Her friend was dead.
9 years later, she joined the FBI Academy. After graduation she started working at the Bureauβs Behavioral Science Unit at Quantico.
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On a warm summer day, Fish was born in a brothel in Nassau. Her mother, a prostitute, saw in her babyβs incredible blue hair a sign that she was somehow connected to the ocean. Soon, rumors spread in the cathouse. Was the baby a water spirit? Or a mermaid?She was human, of course. But still, soon enough, everyone called her Fish, and her true name was lost.The blue-haired girl grew up hearing stories of sailors and adventures from her mother. She always told her that her dad was a famous pirate who had vanished at Sea. Legends said that he had accumulated a giant treasure, that nobody had ever found. Fish was a turbulent child, and was often beaten up by the Madam. Despite that, her spirit remained free and wild, and she hoped to leave this Island one day to sail the World like her father.When she was only 8, her mother died, like many harlots do. In her last moments, she gave her daughter an old coin attached to a chain. A coin from the lost treasure. She told her little Fish to run away and accomplish her destiny. To become a pirate and find her fatherβs treasure.She ran away that night. Whether these were nothing but stories or not, Fish decided to sail the Ocean looking for her legacy anyway. She knew the Sea was calling her.Fish grew up in the streets of Nassau, fighting for her survival. She was a thief and a nobody, but didnβt care. She knew that one day, eventually, she would be able to get aboard a pirate ship.
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When she was only 6 years old, Fish lost her parents to demonic possession. The exorcist who tried to save her parents (and failed) decided to take her in as his apprentice and adopted her. She grew up with him and learned his craft. Heβs taught her to deal with the supernatural, as it comes in many shapes and forms. Considered an eccentric by the Church, he doesnβt just perform exorcisms, but is known for studying other creatures like Ghosts, Vampires, Ghoulsβ¦The Exorcist (Dimitri) is himself possessed by a demon, but they have apparently made a pact, and the demon has granted him immortality. As the demon sometimes popped out and took control of Dimitriβs body, Fish is somewhat used to demons and their unholy tricks and lies. Now, Fish is an adult and works as an exorcist with Dimitri. Immortal or not, heβs fairly old now and doesnβt move from their house where he deals with clients that can travel to him. For all the other cases, Fish travels and performs the exorcisms if needed. She is very devout, and is fully dedicated to her mission to God.
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Fish Monet is a supe. Her powers allow her to control water (whether it be in the sea, ocean, atmosphere or even inside someone's body) as well as influence marine creatures, especially sharks. Determined to do some good in the world and help people, she joins Vought International to replace The Deep.
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Fish Naberrie is Padme Amidala's cousin. Unlike her cousin, she didn't pursue a career in politics. Showing early signs of force sensitivity, she joined the Jedi Temple when she was only 3. She is a Padawan during the Clone Wars. After Anakin is promoted to Jedi Knight, it is Obi Wan who becomes her Jedi Master.
After Padme's passing, Fish goes to Alderran with Leia, and poses as a bodyguard to the Organa family to keep and eye on Leia and protect her. Heartbroken by all the grief and loss, she tries her best to keep Leia safe, later joining the rebellion alongside her.
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In this verse she came to life as RΓ‘n, Goddess of the Sea and Storms, ruler of the realm at the Bottom of the Sea, where sailor drown to their death. If she is attached to the Norse Pantheon, she is connected to all the oceans and rules over them all, which can cause friction with the other Pantheon of Gods. Because she however is the angry Ocean, the deadly Ocean, and brings an important balance, some Gods accept to work in harmony with her. Others donβt.
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When Oceanne's parents died in a raid and her village was destroyed, she was found hiding in the ruins by a traveling merchant, Dimitri. She was only 6 years old and injured, he didn't have the heart to just leave her there. So instead, he took her under his wing.But Dimitri wasn't just any kind of merchant. He happened to be an old (very old) immortal, and what he sold were potions, spells, and other magical things of the sort. He settled down in a little shop, so she'd have a semblance of stability, and raised her best he could, though she certainly had an unconventional childhood. Dimitri taught her magic and swordsmanship.She now helps her adoptive father, working at his shop. But by helping, what she really does is go on "errands" for him, to gather ingredients or steal magical artifacts. She's gotten pretty good at it, too.
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In this AU, Fish, a marine paleontologist, was hired by the Jurassic World park to work with the Mososaur. After she made the attraction more popular, InGen dedicated more money to the marine dinosaurs, and added a few mores species. She manages them all.
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Abducted at the age of four, 5 was kept at the Hawkins National Laboratory to be a part of the MKUltra experiments. There, a doctor named Dimitri was tasked to supervise her. But, ridden by guilt, he helped her escape a few months later and hid her, raising her as his own daughter at Hawkins.At first he kept her hidden, aware that they would come looking for her. But after a year, he dyed her hair -blue, at her request, and deemed it safe for her to try and have a normal life. She couldnβt join school while being called 5, but asked Dimitri that sheβd be called Fish, and so, he indulged.After that, she led a seemingly normal life at Hawkins, going to school, making friends, while her adoptive father taught her to control her abilities.
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This verse is very flexible era wise.Fish was born in France. She came from a family of Muggles, but found out she was a Witch after a regrettable fire incident when she was 11 (that was easily extinguished, but still left quite the impression on her parents). Shortly after, she was accepted to Beauxbatons, a school for Witches and Wizards.Beauxbatonsβ curriculum is different from Hogwarts. After two years of general studies, with all the students in the same group, studying all the same classes, they are split in different houses based on the speciality they choose. How they are sorted is decided with the results of a mandatory test they take after the two years. The four specialities are Spells, Potions, Care for Magical Creatures, and History of Magic. Each house has classes oriented towards their main theme, with optional lessons as well. Though Fish is not a Squib, it is important to note that unlike Hogwarts, Beauxbatons is open to Squib students, where they can follow the main curriculum with a focus on theoretical work and non Magical Classes like History of Magic, Runic studies, etc...She was a passionate student to say the least, though she had a clear tendency to get into trouble. After the two general years, Fish was sorted into the Spells House, with an optional focus on Defense against the Dark Arts. Despite her abilities, her turbulent attitude often cost her a drop in her grades. Still, her obvious bravery and taste for anything dangerous made her the perfect choice when it was time to attend the Tri Wizard Tournament held at Hogwarts.She will later return to Hogwarts, but this time as a teacher. First, she hosts a proper duel club and teaches duel. After the second wizarding war, she becomes Defense Against the Dark Arts teacher.
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Fish is Muggle Born. Born in France, her parents moved to London when she was a baby. When she was 11 she got the Hogwarts Acceptance letter, and her parents (even though quite lost and confused) let her go.She was sorted into Gryffindor, which is fitting considering how reckless she is.Fish spent her first years at Hogwarts getting herself in all sorts of trouble, including exploring the Forbidden Forest, finding cursed objects, petting dangerous Magical Creatures and getting into fights with Draco Malfoy.Her favorite subject was unsurprisingly Defense against the Dark Arts, as well as Care for Magical Creatures. She was a Chaser in Gryffindorβs Quidditch team. Her patronus, she found out in third year, is a great white shark.In 5th year, things took a turn for the worst when she was kidnapped by Death Eaters who thought she was the kid of a diplomat instead of a Nobody Muggle born. She spent most of her summer sequestered at Malfoyβs Manor before managing to escape with Narcissaβs help. The experience deeply changed her, making her even more obsessed with danger and taking unnecessary risks.
Fish Monet was born in a small village in the South of France. Her parents, Armand and Daphne Monet, as both professors. She's a friendly and sociable woman, with too big of a mouth for her own good. She's also reckless, impulsive, and passionate. She's been doing ballet since she was 5, as well as surfing.
Disclaimer: Fish Monet has a lot of verses. A lot. They're also all used a lot around here, which means that her main verse isn't the only one you can write with. This bio is about her main verse, but all specific verse info is on her verse page!
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When she was barely 22, Fish found a shop. It was a shop she had never seen before in her small French hometown. So of course, she entered. Thatβs how she met Dimitri. (written on @hvbris) Dimitri is an immortal. Cursed by the god Pan himself, he cannot die. Nothing can kill him, nothing at all. With so many time on his hand, he decided to start a business. A business in dreams. Now, he sells anything you might wish, as long as you can pay. Not with money of course, but with anything of matching value.
The thing is, Fish didnβt have any dream. Which was odd, as you could only find the shop if you had something to buy. But Fish had led a simple life, and was a rational girl.
She had forgotten all about dreams. So Dimitri offered her a deal : she could stay and work for him. Like that, when she would eventually find out her dream, she would have worked enough to pay for it. It sounded like a rational deal, and she agreed. The job was not a regular one. She figured that out quite quickly when her first mission was to rescue a dragon. And when the next one was to steal a soul. Or lead an army to victory for an ancient warlord. But Fish liked a challenge. Neither of them expected for Fish to stay. And yet, she stayed. With time, none of them talked of the dream again. It had become clear for Fish that working here was all she ever wanted.
The shop appears to people who want something. Only the door will appear, sometimes on a wall, sometimes in much more random places.There are ways to summon the door at will, but only Dimitri and Fish know it. They might explain it to your muse if needed.The way the shop works is fairly simple: if you have a wish or a dream, Dimitri will sell it to you for a fair price. What is a fair price? Well, in his eyes, it is something or similar value. A life for a life, for exemple.
The shop itself is divided in multiple parts, but only the main part is "open" to customers. It is a large room, cluttered with old artefacts, shelves covered in books, and other strange objects. In the center there are coffee tables and large chairs to sit. Dimitri's desk is along the back wall, it's where he'll always sit most of the times.Other rooms in the shop include a green house, an armory, a library, a kitchen, and Fish's bedroom.
Dimitri bears the mark of Pan, the malediction that turned him immortal. Fish having spent too long in the shop, she slowly gets his curse as well. As years pass, she stops aging, and slowly becomes immortal. Eventually, she will have the mark on her skin as well, and will be unable to die. This is a curse, it has no upside. She has no special power, no abilities, she just cannot die anymore.
If she loves the idea that she has all the time in the world, she is terrified that this is endless. She doesnβt talk about her immortality much, and itβs downright a taboo subject between her and Dimitri.
This is a side blog, I will follow from my main blog (sinruby). If you want to RP with me, please follow my RP blog and not my main!
All of my fandomless original characters and the stories attached to them are my intellectual property.
This blog is 21+ only. If you're under 21, please do not follow or interact with this blog.
This blog is OC-friendly (obviously), variant and crossover-friendly. All fandoms are welcome.
This blog is mutuals only. If you follow me, I'll check out your blogs in the following days.
I will not follow back if: you mostly write smut, you don't have rules or an about/muse page, you don't trim your posts, and you post a lot of drama.
My Discord is available to my mutuals. I'm always happy to chat, and I find that OOC interactions and communication is very important.
And when I say communication is important, I mean it! That means that I will probably reach out to talk it out if there is an issue, if I'm stuck on a thread, or if you have broken my rules. And if you have a problem, you can talk to me as well! But if this is something that makes you uncomfortable, then this might not be the blog for you.
If you want to unfollow, please, never hesitate to do so! Your blog, your safe space. I simply ask that you soft-block me so we are no longer mutuals.
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I prefer plotted threads, so I will prioritize those over βwinging itβ type of interactions.
I write multipara and novella. You don't have to match length as long as you give me something to work with. If I write 4 paragraphs and you reply with a one-liner, I will probably drop the thread.
This blog mostly runs on a queue. If you want a reply posted sooner, you can always ask me.
I use icons, but I don't mind if you don't!
If I write you starters/send asks, and they get ignored repeatedly, I will softblock
I don't mind slow replies, I'm a patient roleplayer. But I will always try to prioritize new interactions to get the ball rolling, and I expect my new mutuals to do the same. I find it hard to be excited about a new interaction if it takes months to establish something.Β
No Godmodding. If there is a scene with action or a fight, plot with me beforehand.
No Metagaming. It means that even if you know something about my muse (that they're a killer, or have certain powers), it does not mean your muse knows.
If you're not going to send me a meme/ask, please reblog from the source. If you reblog memes from me all the time without sending anything, it will result in a softblock.Β
Don't be a dick! This is pretty self-explanatory, but please, be respectful, mindful, and no hate. I donβt partake in callout culture.Β
If you send an ask for a moodboard or an edit and then ignore what I make you (aka donβt comment or reblog), I wonβt make these for you anymore. These things take time to create, but it takes a second to reblog or leave a comment.
For my own sanity: I match the energy. That means that if I notice my mutual never reciprocates my enthusiasm (for example: I often send them memes but they never do, I reblog all their promos but they never reblog mine) I will stop. I won't stop interacting, I won't drop the threads, but I will match their energy. RP is a two-way street.
Because I am very invested in the ships I create with my mutuals, I only ship with chemistry.Β
I expect the same investment from ship partners. I donβt collect ships or ship for the sake of it; I want my ships to be developed. If I see my mutual isnβt invested or really interested in the ship, I will likely drop it.
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I don't write smut, period, so there won't be any around here. I can write anything leading to a fade to black, but this will be reserved to mains and mutuals I know well.Β
I use the βread at your own discretionβ tag on triggering content. Please note that this blog can contain dark subjects like murder, cannibalism, and violence.
I ask that you tag NSFW. If you don't, I probably won't follow you back.
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My mains get priority on plotting and shipping. I'm also more likely to make edits & moodboards for them.
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"Well, then it means I won, right?" gleefully retorted Fish as she abandoned herself to his embrace, head resting on his chest. She was generally a joyful person, and yet he managed to create a feeling of bliss so pure it almost made her heart miss a beat.
Butterflies in the stomach, right? That was the saying. Just... A thousand butterflies, fluttering inside her.
"So, how was your trip? Did you have fun?" she asked, still nestled in his arms. It seemed the outside world was a blur now, the time had stopped, and she didn't even hear the traffic or the busy streets of London.
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"I'm sure you would..."
She chuckled at the thought. It had a romantic ring to it, after all, didn't it? Burning entire empires for just one man. Well, not exactly a man. Oh, he knew nothing yet of the horrors she had done in her long, terribly long life. Crimes perpetrated for the Shop, in the name of nothing. She'd gladly burn the entire World for something meaningful.
For him.
"But don't get ideas from this," she commented with a little playful grin, "I promise it wouldn't be worth it to experience the ass-kicking I would give you once I've brought you back."
There was no doubt Fish was determined enough to bring him back from Hell just to slap him for daring to die on her. Surely, he knew that.
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theme : heroes & villains
Fish Lecter (a wolf in sheep's clothing)
tagged by @cbitus (ty bb <3)
tagging @omniishambles (Abel or Hannibal), @multipleoccupancy (Butcher), @governmentofficial, @lostserenno, @deficd (Feyd), @forcenexus, @moonoflego (Leia or Anakin?), @il-mostrc
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β’ You know you don't have to keep checking on me, right? I'm fine.
β’ How are you? Wait, did I ask that already?
β’ I don't know what I'd do without you. I mean that.
β’ Oh, God. I thought something happened to you. Don't scare me like that.
β’ You're not alone in this. You know that, right?
β’ We're family. That's what we do. We show up.
β’ Make yourself at home, okay? This is your place too now.
β’ Get out of here with that. You're not a burden. Don't ever say that again.
β’ Is there anything you need? Food? A blanket? Someone to just sit with you?
β’ So, what's next for us?
β’ I have to admit there's a small part of me that's terrified you'll wake up one day and realize you don't need me anymore... that you'll leave.
β’ It's just... I've never had this before. People who stay.
β’ Why are you still here? I mean, you could go anywhere. Be with anyone.
β’ I know I'm not easy to deal with. But thank you. For staying anyway.
β’ [Name], I don't know what I'm doing half the time, okay? But I know I'm not doing it without you.
β’ I don't really know where else I'd want to be, except right here.
β’ You're the best thing that ever happened to me, you know that?
β’ I really think you saved my life. Not dramatically. Just... by being here.
β’ Hey. Bad dream? Come here. I've got you.
β’ You don't owe me anything. This is what family does
β’ Stop apologizing. You're allowed to need help.
β’ I made your favorite. Thought you could use some comfort food today.
β’ You look exhausted. When's the last time you actually slept?
β’ I'm not going anywhere. You're stuck with me, remember?
β’ We've been through worse. We'll get through this too.
β’ You don't have to be strong all the time. Not with me.
β’ I brought you something. It's stupid, but it made me think of you.
β’ Come on. Let's get you home.
β’ You matter to me. More than you know.
β’ I've got your back. Always have, always will.
β’ You're shaking. Here, take my jacket.
β’ I know you're scared. It's okay to be scared.
β’ You did good today. Really good.
β’ I'm proud of you. I don't say that enough.
β’ Stop pushing me away. I'm not leaving.
β’ You think I'd let you face this alone? Not a chance.
β’ I'll stay up with you. I don't mind.
β’ You're safe here. I promise.
β’ Tell me what you need. Anything.
β’ You don't have to pretend with me.
β’ I trust you. Completely.
β’ You've got this. And if you don't, we've got this.
β’ I'd do anything for you. You know that, right?
β’ You're not too much. You're never too much.
β’ This is your home now. For as long as you want it.
β’ I'll fight for you if you can't fight for yourself right now.
β’ You make me want to be better. A better person.
β’ I chose you. I keep choosing you. Every day.
β’ You're allowed to fall apart. I'll hold the pieces until you're ready.
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βBut if I listen to the anger...β she said, stopping abruptly. She hesitated, ashamed, but then, he could read it all over her face anyway, right? Why not speak her mind? It was funny, she used to hate that about Cal. But now, she often found it quite liberating. She could just tell him everything. Even the things she feared. Like that.
βIf I listen to the anger, I think Iβll just kill him.β
If Fish was always honest and blunt, there were things even she kept to herself. Emotions and feelings that felt like a tumor in her heart. The survivorβs guilt, the hatred, the hunger for vengeance.
But now, the dam was broken, and it was seeping through the cracks.
βIβve thought about it so often, you know. I think a part of me was hoping heβd escape. So I could get my chance, so I could be the one to catch him this time.β She shook her head.Β βI guess you canβt do the job I do, and not get a little bit messed up in the process.β Tears started falling from her eyes, and she looked away.
βIβve picture it so many times. How it would feel, to punch him. Abigailβs dead, and she died because of me. Sometimes I tell myself I owe it to her. But maybe I just want to stop feeling so guilty all the time.β
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