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16 menstruations and 112 days of blood

A PCOS diagnose -> a mild one, no cysts but an ovary that does whatever the fuck it wants

Birth control approved, started today, Jan 1st, waiting for symptoms or body changes

Three / Four pants and skirts sizes gained, don't feel so bad because I still look fucking amazing and it kind of was during the 20's second puberty (?), feel more like a women now and less like a girl, if it makes sense (even if sometimes I feel a bit bad)

Hair hairing, blond highlights on my brunette hair that made me want more, maybe change maybe not

Bisexuality confirmed confirmed. Won't specify but confirmed.

Hobbies, more and less. Need to regain motivation. Need to read, write, sew, and play music again. Please.

Family so-so, ups and downs, hoping for an improved relation

Friends, some amazing, some disappointments in people. Overall, I know who I love dearly.

Gained a boyfriend I love so so so much I hope he's my forever and he's my teddy bear and my pastelito and I love him so so so so much. He was my best friend, had some rough patches before we got together, finally got the courage to kiss him and the rest is history. By the way, his hair is longer than mine nearly around his waist. I just won in life.

40 jobs applied between October and December. Only three send emails rejecting me. The other ones, still no answer but obviously rejected too.

Red bulls and monsters drank: too many to count

Final exams done, some complaints, some very good, overall, meh but at the same time great!!!

Gained a scholarship along other people to go in the future to UN student simulations outside my country.

French frenching, starting a new A2 course in February.

Really happy with my college degree, honestly, everything's falling into place right now.

Every day I know more about what I want to do with my life. Such a relief, knowing I was so lost before.

3 out of 12 grapes eaten during the new year's bells (and I'm Spanish, such a shame but I never have been able to finish them)

Started the year laughing, hoping this will reflect during this year.

Overall, I truly hope this year is going to be my year. I need to grow. To cut back online, to invest in myself, to go to a therapist and talk all the shit I have inside and start again. I need to be more around the people I love and love me.

I need to be myself again. I need to believe in myself again.

So, reflecting on my 2025 status...

For all of this, waiting for an amazing 2026.

I know lots of people say that once you enter adulthood your life starts to suck and now everything goes downhill. At least that's what people have told me.

But honestly, I have faith.

May adulthood bring me everything I have ever dreamed of. I have hope. And that's all that matters.

Instead of being afraid for the first time on my birthday I'm hopeful. Still don't like it, like many people for personal motives. But now every decision will lead me to the person I want to build myself into.

May adulthood bring me joy, and peace.

My life kind of starts now. It's kind of crazy how I arrived at this age when some time ago I thought I wouldn't, I didn't want to. Sometimes I still think about it.

But life is a gift. And I'm not going to give up on life.

May adulthood treat you all with kindness, and may your life follow whichever path you dream of choosing.

Now I finally hit my bed after running all day on less than two hours of sleep, three red bulls and one strawberry ultra dream monster in less than 24 hours, one vodka lemon, half Malibu pineapple and a tequifresa shot, as after the exam (which I think I aced) went to dinner and party with some of my friends and other classmates to celebrate the end of the year (in a fabulous outfit and makeup, may I say).

At the moment I have the grades of two of my exams which I've done wonderfully, and another one which I'm going to the extraordinary exam in the finals of June. It's the first subject I fail in my life, but as we say, extraordinary people go to extraordinary exams. Fucking microeconomics.

Still need to know the grades of two other exams, which I have good vibes but can't really put my hand on the fire, everything can happen.

So finally I'm going to sleep at 5 am (or scroll through Tumblr until I fall asleep) after finishing a second year which lead me with a monster and red bull addiction and a messed up sleep schedule where I ran between 2 and 5 hours of daily sleep weekly, and then a whopping 15 hours on freaking weekends, if lucky, after falling asleep at 6 in the freaking morning.

Still loved this year, and love my friends, some which I'm going to miss as we part ways the next year.

Como se nota que la EBU nos ha cancelado...

Hi!

Actually, a really pleasant experience (taking into account that you are going to have your skin pierced by a needle).

I would rate it a 5 or 4 out of 10 of pain. Not bad at all. At first a bit more of pain because I was tense but my piercer told me to relax and when I did the next go through not bad at all.

Though, take into account that I got my nipple done and that was the most painful experience in my life, probably a 8'5 or 9 out of 10 of pain, so every piercing after that is probably going to be under rated in pain for me, probably.

After a couple of hours no swelling or terrible pain, just a slight discomfort. I need to see how it continues going.

On top of all, go to a very well rated place, see that it's professional, and take into account how good the desinfectation and sterilization of needles and jewelry process is. For example, my piercer changed gloves after she had to grab a tool to open the jewelry. Take into account the little details.

They should use titanium, it's the best.

Also if you done it, take into account at first clean two or three times every day after having it soak with saline solution (they sell the tiny bottles in Amazon or pharmacies), soap, dry it with cotton ear sticks (idk the name in English) and liquid desinfectant, mine is sold at the parlor and it's chlorhexidine.

Take all the time you need once you are there to make sure the pen mark is exactly where the center of your belly button is, don't be afraid to take your time, don't rush the mark process.

And I think that's all!

If you don't want to get it done right away ask if you want to know about the healing process!

Also take into account that I have healed and I'm healing my other piercings relatively well without problems, everyone is different and you may have complications I haven't had.

Thanks for asking!

Please help me decide, I can't even

Okay probably not a lot of people are going to see this, but my mind is hurting and I need people's (quantity) opinions.

I'm thinking heavily of getting my belly button piercing, and in theory tomorrow I have an appointment at four in the afternoon (right now is 0:40/12:40 night).

I already have an industrial and a rook and left nipple pierced (these last two just from the start of march), and I want to get more ear piercings and probably a tongue piercing in the future, but due to circumstances right now the tongue piercing is not the indicated and I don't want to get my ears pierced again when the rook is healing (difficult, kind of, process).

I actually never liked belly button piercings but last week in ovulation rare menstruation irregulations the thought came to me and now I can't stop thinking about it. I have been thinking non stop if I should or if I shouldn't get one, and I know I'm not going to stop thinking about it if I don't get it done, but I really don't know because I never liked them and all of a sudden they seem quite cool to me.

Nevertheless I got the piercing appointment because I need to go with friends to check on our march piercings and I wanted to get something, maybe a daith in the other ear but idk.

Like, I want to get something 100%.

So, please help me

In conclusion, if you don't want to read above:

I've never liked bellybutton piercings but last week in ovulation illumination the thought just occurred and now I can't stop thinking about it 24/7.

I'm turned between looking really cool and not doing it, but I know that if I don't get it done I will think about it but I am afraid that I won't like it once it's done.

But at the same time if I don't like it I can just take it out, the problem is that I'm thinking all day if I should or shouldn't, so I know that until I get it this will torment my thoughts but idk.

What should I do, please help?