Elsa had been at a meeting. She had been going regularly for some time now. Since her release from treatment, she made sure to go. It helped. Even when her own cravings were quiet, just being around people who were hitting milestones in their own sobriety felt inspiring, it felt hopeful.
Seeing her sibling sitting on her stairs was a surprise in itself. They hadn't spoken much, their relationship was in a bad place. She'd wanted to mend it, but Quinn wasn't ready. That unsettled tension ate away at her daily, but it was out of her control. She couldn't force them to be okay with her. Seeing the brown paper bag and the bottle peeking out the top, she frowned.
"Now who's bringing substances to the other's house?" Elsa commented softly, hesitating before moving to sit on the step with her sibling. She hesitated to touch the bottle, but set it down on the ground between their feet. "Sorry." She knew it wasn't exactly the right thing to say to Quinn, it just felt ironic given how their rift began.
"Why?" she asked. "Why the booze?" She felt like she deserved an answer, but more than that, she cared. "You're better than that, Quinn," she said. "You've come so far since the last relapse. Why this now?"
Quinn snorted, "Thought I'd return the favour," they replied. Their tone was bitter but not at her. They shook his head. It wasn't fair to say that and they knew it. They both knew it. She didn't deserve it. Maybe she had done the worst recently but before that, when they was high or drunk and in the height of it, they were awful to her. Quinn sighed, "Sorry."
When she asked, Quinn didn't look at her. They couldn't. Their eyes stayed on the bottle, trying to burn a hole into it, "I haven't had any of it," they stated, "I'm still sober. I just... I felt the urge and then, I came here," they paused. Quinn finally looked up at Elsa, eyes glistening with tears, "Illiris isn't speaking to us, Mini and me, so we're just kind of... in limbo and after everything that happened with you - not that I'm blaming you but, you know. Mom and dad are back and I-" he stopped, words catching, "It's too much, El."





















