Baby Gee

It makes me sad realizing that i’ll be raising my kid alone and that he will not enjoy life with a father.

For 5 days straight wala akong ibang ginawa kundi umiyak at mag paalam sa harap niya. Pero siya kahit isang patak ng luha hindi niya pinakita sakin. Pinalakas pa niya loob ko para lang maging okay ako. Sobrang sakit pero wala akong magawa.

Can someone sit beside me until the sun set. I dont need chit chats, I just need someone to be beside me.

And so, Hi! Why am I here? It’s because I really don’t know what to feel. I have that one person on my mind that I really really want. But after college we both took our own path and we seldom see each other. I actually consider him as my T.O.T.G.A. To cut the story short he found someone and he is starting to post their pictures online. I am happy but I am hurting inside. Of course I’m happy cause he is happy but I’m really hurt cause I wanted it to be me. If I am just a matured women when we have that sparkly thing maybe I am the one that is making him happy today.

YES i like you and YES i like being near you and YES i’m falling for you and one more thing i like staring at you all the time when you're not looking.

Even I wanted to give my 100% love to him I just can’t. I’m scared of the possible things that he will be just the same as the other guys. That we will just end up crying and hating each other. I don’t want that to happen.