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current interest(s)/hyperfixation(s): Star Wars (mostly The Bad Batch), Pokemon, Critical Role

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some links to stuff that are important to me:

a list of all my weird tags

a list of all my OCs (and links to posts about them)

all of my stories and other writings

masterlist for MLWTBB, my self-insert series set in The Bad Batch

all of my art

my Twitter account

my Youtube account

after months and months of no answers, I finally find out today that I have FLD, Fatty Liver Disease, and it’s in the “moderate” levels. I’ve been recommended to a specialist about it, but I can’t get in to see them until JULY. I’ve been stuck at home, bleeding menstrually almost constantly since LAST JUNE, but sure, let’s consider it “not an emergency”. my energy levels are so shot that I can barely get myself out of bed every day; I can’t even take a freaking shower most weeks anymore. I sleep all day and am awake all night, just playing video games cause that’s all I can manage rn. no money, no social life, not even able to engage in my hobbies outside of video games. my depression is as bad as it was pre meds again, and idk what to do about it. my parents are doing their best, but it’s as out of their hands as it is mine. I just feel like a waste of space, even more so than I have in the past. I’m no one’s favorite person, and I have nothing to contribute to society atm. I’m not actively suicidal, but if someone pointed a gun at me rn, I’d open my arms for them lololol