I wondered what would be the best way to do justice to you and to make my live beyond me. I wrote songs for you in the past, but they’re not good enough. I’m writing a book dedicated to you, but even this book doesn’t seem good enough.
How can I immortalize my love for you? What would you prefer? I know you would never ask me that. But if I was to do it, which way would make you happier, prouder?
I also thought of all the years that I was searching for you in the wrong people. I don’t blame myself, I had good reasons to believe that I was in the right way, or that, at least, there was no other way I could go... But now that I know it’s you, I just think of all the years I didn’t get to live you, to experience you, to know what was going on with you. How can I access these past versions of you? I don’t think I can. How can I reach the you that you were while I was looking for you? I can’t barely reach you now. You are alive, you are sharing this same space and time with me, on Earth, right now, somewhere in the world you are alive and I can’t even go there.
Do you think about this? Have you ever cried thinking about things like these? Certainly not for me, but have you ever cried thinking that somewhere in the world there is someone with the same blueprint as yours and you don’t know them and can’t reach them? Because, actually, you can. But you don’t know that. Do you cry?
These were my thoughts last night. After I cried, there was a silence in my heart, and I heard a few piano notes. A song was born. I’m naming that song “Calling you”.
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