━ she's got you right now (but i'm still on your mind) (18+)
( tim bradford x younger!girl!reader )
SUMMARY: there's many reasons why tim bradford shouldn't be with you. one - he's at least ten years older. two - he has a girlfriend. and three - you're lucy chen's little sister... but, somehow, those reasons still don't stop him. MISSY'S NOTES: originally titled 'everybody knows i'm a good girl, officer', however tate mcrae's song 'hurt my feelings' fits the vibes more! this is the longest fic i've ever written AHH thank you to my gorgeous baby @quinnsdesk for this request and also anon for this one! mwah mwah x INCLUDES: slow burn, little bit of angst, swearing, forbidden love, sir kink, age gap (reader is in her 20s, tim is in his 30s), petnames, dirty talk, praise, sister's best friend trope (or even better, best friend's sister), reader is lucy's younger sister, cheating (fuck you ash), bondage (light restraints/scarf), tim second guesses himself A LOT, dom!tim, sub!tim if you blink (man's been yearning), sub!reader, reader has hair, nipple play, lowkey lots of grinding/humping, power imbalance, oral sex (tim receives), fingering, riding, porn with plot, realistic ending, ocean symbolism/lexical chains/connotations/motif. WORDS: 15K+ JOIN THE TAGLIST!
❝ got me heavy breathing every time we're speaking got me real, real deep in want you so bad, baby hurt my feelings ❞
LUCY CHEN IS A WOMAN TIM BRADFORD KNOWS BETTER THAN TO MAKE WAVES WITH . . .
For starters, Lucy is an amazing cop and has been ever since she saved his life from a gun wound on her first shift on the job. Even for someone who received hours upon hours of hardship and frustrations from him as her training officer, Lucy Chen didn't let down for the twelve months she was shop-bound to him. And still, she is yet to prove Tim wrong in his confidence that Lucy could be - and possibly will be - a better cop than him.
Even more importantly, Lucy is an amazing friend too. Tim solemnly believes that everyone deserves to have a friend like Lucy; someone who can help you through the hardest and best times of your life without an ounce of judgement or jealousy. Better yet, someone who understands the longevity of pain and grief and still decides to stay by your side through it all.
Lucy's hilarious, the kind of hilarious where she hasn't even said the punch line yet because she's already laughing. And, well, laughing is contagious. She's also kind, thoughtful, and self-aware to push the jokes aside and give Tim a hug or a comforting smile when she knows he needs it.
There's many things in this life Tim Bradford doesn't feel rich of, but he most certainly feels it when he has a friend as good as Lucy Chen.
All in all, Lucy is protective, quick-witted, and intelligent in so many ways within the arts of academia and pure morality.
...And that's the problem.
Lucy Chen is protective. Quick-witted. And intelligent.
Which makes the situation Tim is in so much fucking worse.
Because you, little Miss Chen, is everything Tim Bradford should not find attractive.
You're nothing like your sister; you're sweet and kind, of course, and you have those pretty, dazzling eyes too. But, you manoeuvre through life with a lack of urgency and carefree, late-minute plans. Your smile is your weapon, and you most certainly can use it well to get your way- just a simple lowering of your chin and the batting of your eyelashes with that pretty fucking smile could lure anyone including Tim to do anything you want or need.
There's something so unique about you, Tim could even tell from the first time he met you at the station. On the occasion that Lucy forgot something, like her phone charger ("My phone's on 2% and I only just started my shift!"), or important documents she'd taken home to review ("Please, please bring them in. Sergeant Grey will kill me if he finds out I didn't bring them back!"), you were the delivery girl!
Of course, like the little sister that you are, would complain about taking time out of your day-offs ("Seriously, Luce, I'm literally in the middle of my shower! You can wait ten minutes until I'm done."), but, nonetheless, you always came to your big sister's rescue with a classiness that was overpowered by your chaos.
Mismatched socks, embroidered tote bag and a coloured cardigan meant you stood out like a sore thumb. And if that wasn't obvious enough, you overshare too. Literally.
Tim remembers how you walked in for the first time with two coffees in your hands, chatting to Smitty with a wide-beamed grin as he guided you to Lucy ("Oh my god, me too Smitty! But honestly, I so prefer the bath bombs that don't have glitter in them. Literally days later I'll still be finding glitter in my ears." "...Wait, you're not supposed to go underwater when you have bath bombs, Little Chen." "Oh...heh...you're not?")
But, aside from your dramatic entrance about God damn bath bombs, actually meeting you for the first time was an absolute life-changing event.
Because as you stood in front of Lucy, passing her not only her required necessities in the tote bag AND one of the coffees, well, Tim's ears perked at the sound of your soft voice asking:
"And where's Sergeant Bradford?"
Lucy - mid-way through her sip - raised your brows, "Oh, yes! You two can finally meet! Here-" And before Tim could even prepare himself, putting his heart eyes into the back of his brain and forming whatever stoic expression he usually shows, you and Lucy had made your way over to him.
Lucy - big-grinned - Chen placed her free hand on his shoulder comfortingly as she glanced between you two, "This, is Tim. He's a softie, I swear."
"A softie, hey?" You mocked your sister's words, "He's looking at me like he wants to kill me."
Well, Tim was definitely looking at you- that was for sure. Baby blues grazed from mis-matched lengths of your white socks to the exposure of your legs that earned a skip to his heart beat. He continued up to where your navy cotton dance shorts rested just on your hips and your black sports bra that complimented the fuck out of your breasts.
God, did he just want to glide those shorts down along with whatever pretty underwear your wore underneath, inviting you to squeeze your thighs around his head as he began exploring the depths of you 'till you were a squirming mess-
"Well, I got you a coffee. Hope that my spares my fortune."
Tim blinked.
"...What?"
"A long black, right? That's what Lucy told me anyway."
Tim had to blink again, not just to rid his nasty, sick thoughts, but also because...you got him a coffee?
You stood there patiently, one hand outstretched with his coffee in your hand as you wore a smile that was so authentic, kind and full of fun, "I didn't spit in it if that's what you're concerned about."
"I- no, just...unexpected," Tim dared to share a glance at an oblivious, smiling Lucy as he took the paper cup from your very own hands- velvet skin, warm and cozy. "Thank you."
By how Tim could hear the small hitch in your breath as you touched fingers, and how your eyes faulted to look away from the bulge of his biceps...let's say it wasn't just him running fantasies in his mind, either.
Though as much as Tim could've pulled you aside and asked to take you out, fuck, he absolutely could not.
Because if anything can remind Tim of why he shouldn't be with you, so much as even fuck you, well, you're way too young for him, at least by a fucking decade, and for Heaven's sake- you're Lucy's younger sister. How much worse could you be for him?
It just so happens that you were a blue moon shining against crashing waters: always rare to come by, but on the off-chance that you did, it always felt like a punch to his heart.
Tim's been sitting on this for months now.
Every time you pop up at the station, a loud alarm shakes his brain, shouting something stupid like 'CRUSH ALERT! CRUSH ALERT!' and Tim is fucking reminded again and again that he absolutely can not, and will not- no matter how much his straining cock and ringing ears tell him otherwise.
Today, however, is a little different.
Because rather than Lucy needing you, roles have reversed and you need Lucy.
The 'crisis' happens on a sunny morning in the middle of LA summer, where the air is everything blazing and sticky. Though, while they drive along in the shop with the air -con blasting into their faces, Lucy and Tim are careless of the weather's worries- clearly evident to their chattering and mixture of laughter.
Lucy's only just getting to the good part of her story ("And so after I yelled at this guy to maybe prioritise spraying deodorant on himself rather than catcalling me- GUESS what he did?!"), when a sudden vibration in her work pants catches her attention.
Lucy jumps, "Oh! Sorry, gimme a sec," She murmurs, putting a hold to their conversation as she fishes out her phone mid-giggle.
Half heartedly expecting it to be anyone but, Lucy's brows furrow when she realises the receiving call is coming from you.
A small curse escaping Lucy's throat is enough to make Tim glance over, "Everything okay?" He asks.
"Yeah, it's my sister." She mutters, as if that doesn't make Tim's heart earn a kick at the sound of your name.
Nonetheless, Lucy slides her finger to the 'accept' button, not even thinking twice before pressing speaker either (A 'rookie' mistake, if I must say), "Hey, girl! You good?"
"Hi Luce!" And oh, does your voice sound like soft butter beneath a sunrise, "Yeah...uhh- funny you say that...
I...um. I locked myself out of my apartment."
A second passes through the conversation, only to be started up again by the obnoxious long sigh Lucy lets out.
"Are you fucking kidding me?"
"I don't joke about these things, Lucy." But Tim can still hear the light humour uplifting your voice. "I was just taking the trash out and the door slammed behind me. And - if it helps your sense of urgency - I'm in my pjs. Like...no bra, no undies-"
Lucy chokes on her own saliva, obviously regretting not making Tim's presence aware to you as she quickly looks over at her boss' cheeks reddening with apologetic, wide brown eyes.
And Tim will admit it, of course he's fucking blushing as he imagines you - sweet, kind you - in thin pyjama shorts and a cami top wearing nothing underneath.
Not that Lucy needs to know that.
Lucy brings her palm to her forehead as she groans loudly, "Jesus Christ, I'm working right now, you can't say shit like that!"
"Why? What's wrong with letting my nips and vagina breathe for once?" You protest, clearly unfazed, "God forbid a girl takes a break from wearing a bra-"
"Oh my god-"
Tim doesn't allow his brain to allocate time for preparation before his lips start moving, "Do you have a bobby pin you can use to unpick the door lock?"
There's an obvious amount of stunned silence on your end, being clearly confused from the sudden intrusion of another voice.
But, no person has that rough, raspy tone none other than your sister's hot Sergeant and God, do you like to be reminded of his presence.
"...How long has Sergeant Bradford been listening for?"
Lucy grumbles, "The whole time."
"Ah, great..." A nervous chuckle fills the shop, "Morning, Sir! My apologies, didn't know you were here." You pause, patting your hair for any bobby pins that could've magically appeared on your hair.
Though, to your dismay: "And...no. No bobby pins."
There's a short few seconds on the line as Tim and Lucy look at each other, communication written in their eyes before Tim's mouth moves first.
"Where are you right now?"
"...Uh, front of my apartment door, sitting next to it like a pathetic loser." Shifting can be heard as you bring your knees up to your chest, "Didn't realise how uncomfortable this floor is until now. Deadset my ass is getting a bruise tomorrow."
Tim can't help himself when a small chuckle escapes his throat, only to quickly cover it up by a faux cough.
Lucy's smarter though, and she's sending him a death glare before answering:
"Look, we're not far. Probably five minutes away."
"Oh my fucking God- that long?" You draw it out.
Lucy scoffs, "Be grateful we're even considering helping you, you little shit. It's clear I'm the only competent sibling in the family."
"Yeah? Well, I'm funnier."
She rolls her eyes, "That is so debatable."
"I'm prettier too."
"Be respectful! My sergeant is in the shop and he can hear every single thing you're saying."
You choose to fight her as you hum innocently, "Okay, well, he didn't disagree."
Tim chokes on air, violently.
Lucy glares at him and virtually at you too before she shakes her head, "Be there in four." And before she can even provide a second for you to express your gratitude, she's hanging up the phone.
Tim's smart enough to know to shut up by now, but he can't deny the stirring swell of a current forming in his chest.
You're letting out a puff of breath when you recognise the warm, familiar caring presence of your older sister, and the handsome man that tends to follow her as they step out of the elevator.
Tim's taller than what you remembered the last time you saw him- possibly the other week at the station when Lucy had forgotten another case file. But, compared to Luce, he's tall, he's hot as all hell, he's broad-
He's also royally fucked.
Tim is so, so fucked.
God help Tim because those are the smallest fucking pyjamas he's ever seen just covering your thighs and your cleavage. It's enough to not spill anything out but honestly, he's trying his best to ignore the strain that's ever so slowly growing in his pants.
He's no expert, but he can tell they're decent quality; a simple white cotton set that's comfortable and breathable-
And my god, does he want to rip them off you.
"Finally!" You exclaim, standing up with a wince as the tender ache in your glutes releases through your body, "Probably would've melted to the floor if I stayed there another minute or so."
"Enough from you," Lucy grumbles, yet, still pulling you into a soft embrace as she hugs your side- minimal, but effective. Tim forces himself to drag his eyes away, though keeping his stance in front of you so the problem presents itself in front of him...your door. "Cute pyjamas."
You grin, "Thank you! You best believe I stole these from Victoria's Secret."
A beat passes. Then, Lucy and Tim both turn to you with widened eyes in sync.
"Oh my god, kidding!" You hold your hands up quickly, "Jesus, you two are no fun."
And if it were anyone else, Tim Bradford would've ripped into them about how serious shoplifting allegations are taken, classified under California's Penal Code Section 459.5, which he'd state: If convicted of a misdemeanour act of shoplifting, the penalty may be six months in a county jail, a $1,000 fine, or both a fine and jail time.
Tim, instead, keeps his mouth shut and turns to the wooden white door that stares back at him, tauntingly.
Lucy, too dumbfounded to even try to discipline you, shakes her head, followed by an audible groan, "Why are you like this?"
You shrug, "I was probably dropped as a baby."
Tim's ears perk to your response and he chuckles- low and warm. And the rough voice of your sister's sergeant has you canting your head to look at him, suddenly feeling a sense of 'pride' bubble within you.
Lucy frowns. How were you so quick to make her sergeant laugh? Hell, Tim only began to even smile at her once she was close to finishing her Rookie year.
Before either Lucy or you can make a comment on it, a curious sound escapes Lucy as her hands grasp onto her vibrating cellphone.
"Oh! I'll be outside, Angela is calling." And before either of you two can respond, she's already pressing 'answer' and rushing to the end of the hallway- not too far that she's out of of vision, but enough to make it feel like you've been left alone with Tim Bradford.
"Think you can unlock it without breaching it?" You ask, resting your shoulder against the wall beside your door, folding your arms in the process.
Tim doesn't mean to come off cocky, but the nod he sends you to his left - where you stand - is confident, and he squints his eyes as he drives his right hand to the heavy duty belt resting on his hips.
"Probably could've unlocked this thing with a bobby pin if you had one," Then, he kneels down once he finds his lock pick tools; a tension wrench and a rake- two essentials that come in handy every now and then when a civilian needs help (not that any of them have been in their short, see-through pyjamas with nipples perking at his attention).
He peers up at you, eyes trying so hard to focus on your own. "You ever lock picked before?"
You smirk, "You tryna get me to commit a crime, Sir?"
Sir.
Tim's breath falters at the name, and he can't deny that his blood rushes even more south to the sweet sound of your voice calling him Sir.
Jesus Christ, everyone calls him Sir- but why is it so different when you do it?
"I-" He quickly glances back at the lock, "No, 'course not. Lock picking is essential, especially for situations like the one you're in right now."
"Okay, well, no. I haven't lock picked before."
A second or two passes by, "Come watch."
You let out a huff, "I'll be fine, thanks. I'm sure I won't make the mistake of leaving the window open when it's windy-"
"Come here."
Your heart skips a beat.
It's a demand, not an invitation, and his ordering around does something terrifyingly arousing to your ovaries as you squeak out an, "Okay."
Stepping closer to Tim feels invasive but no more intimate than when you kneel down beside him, feeling the brush of his uniform against your bare arms and earning yourself goosebumps that you're sure he can see.
He can, and Tim refrains himself from shuddering when he can also smell your dainty aroma of florals and vanilla- a scent that he only likes on you. And you're close, so fucking close he can hear your quiet exhales coming from your pretty lips.
He's fucking glad Lucy is too far to even notice.
Ignoring the sudden change to the quiet yet loud atmosphere, you watch him carefully as he brings the L-shaped tension wrench up to your vision, "This one goes in low, right at the bottom of the keyhole. It mimics the turning of the key," And right before your very eyes, he gets to work.
His voice is hush, which only exaggerates the huskiness that often underlines his tone, "Apply slight torque. Not too much, or you'll bind the pins. Not too little, or you won't catch 'em. Just the right amount of pressure."
You swallow, however, nodding slowly as you keep your gaze trained.
"This-" He then lifts up the rake, "-goes inside next. Y'wanna slide it in, and push up gently- try to catch each pin one by one."
Holy shit, he's gotta be doing this on purpose, because in no way can someone whisper 'slide it in' like he just did without it sounding fucking sexual.
To his tease, however, he keeps going.
His thumb braces the tension wrench, and his long fingers guide the rake with steady taps. Every movement is purposeful yet tight, and with the focus Tim has set on not fucking up in front of you, his breath has subconsciously changed to match your own soft ones.
"Just like that," He murmurs and you tremble, "last one is always the trickiest..."
The click is so faint compared to the thumping of your heart in your ear that you almost miss it. But, Tim's hand drops the tension wrench as the deadbolt shifts, and the door slightly creaks open by half an inch.
Tim is clearly chuffed at himself, because he says 'attagirl' way too surely that for a split second, you think he may be saying it to you.
"Wow," You blow out, staring intensely at your unlocked door, "Sir, that was-"
"Easy, hey?" He says as he turns his head to look at you.
And, well, you were gonna say hot, but easy works too.
You, ever so slowly, peer over at him too, eyes catching his own in the heat of the silence.
"Yeah," Breathlessly, you flicker your gaze quickly to his lips before looking back at him. Then, you offer him the gentlest of smiles, "Thank you, Sir."
His brain short circuits, and his heart takes it's place.
With a loud thudding beneath his chest, he can't help but wander his pupil-dilated eyes around your face- orbs so fascinating and lips so kissable. It's an intensity Tim Bradford hasn't felt in what feels like forever. Ever since...God, ever since Rachel perhaps.
He doesn't even realise he's been inching closer to the warmth of your mouth. Maybe you don't realise either, at least not until he begins to feel the soft air that escapes you- hot as it tickles his own sensitive lips.
You're so close...so very, dangerously close. But, fuck, you wanna pull him into you, wanna feel him all around you, wanna-
Lucy's footsteps louden from behind.
It seems Tim has the same idea of how unprofessionally close you are because you both quickly whip your heads to the drop of your stomachs just when Lucy reaches you two.
"Sorry! Angela found some new information on her current case, she wants us to take a look at an abandoned house in Ethels Lane." And with a breathless huff, her brown eyes attract themselves to the unlocked door, "Oh, nicely done, Bradford!"
And while there's no mention of it from her, Lucy can't help but get a sense she interrupted something; especially from the close proximity you two are as you stay crouched together, and the overt blush staining both of your cheeks.
Almost as if you guys were caught red-handed.
Tim's not one to get lectured on, considering he's always been the lecturer.
He's a hard-headed training officer, for fuck's sake, it's all he's ever known to do.
But now, however, as they walk back to the shop, he knows it's best to let Lucy give it to him, especially when she slams her door shut just that tad more aggressively.
He barely has time to settle into his seat before she's raising her hand towards the front of her uniform. Her fingers find the button on her body cam, and a faint click confirms her doing- she's muted her mic.
Tim can't even put a word in before Lucy's doing the same to his.
And then...nothing.
The body cam only has a two-minute grace period before it automatically unmutes itself, and Lucy's savouring it.
Tim actually wishes Lucy could speak right now because the shop is awfully quiet, too much that the only noise filling the silence of voices is when Tim ignites the shop and the background noises of Los Angeles surrounding them; a honk in the distance, gravel scraping against someone's shoe, ear-piercing construction work.
"You were about to kiss my sister." Is the first comment she makes since buckling her seatbelt, and for a second Tim sighs because finally, Lucy Chen spoke.
However, she is absolutely not happy about it. Provided in the monotone on her voice and the fact that she's staring straight ahead with a stern brown. Usually, people-watching would be her go-to, but they both know Lucy's mind is somewhere else.
Tim, ever the honest, quickly replies, "No, I wasn't."
"Tim."
Ah, shit.
"Yes, you were."
"Yes, I was."
Lucy jerks her head towards him, "Don't you even dare to try and do that again. That's my baby sister."
Holy shit.
Tim's swallows, guilt riddling his chest as he struggles to maintain Lucy's contact. He doesn't feel guilty for almost kissing you, (You're a grown woman. Please, you can handle yourself.) but he does feel that deep ache because you're Lucy's sister.
And there's nothing worse than disappointing his friend.
Lucy's right, she's so God damn right because what was he thinking? He could do that with any woman and yet, he's chosen to almost kiss his friend's little sister and expect Lucy to be okay with it?
Tim allows himself to feel those emotions for three seconds, maybe even four, before he's masking it behind his stone-cold demeanour.
He grumbles as he pulls the shop out of the curb, "Roger that."
Lucy doesn't say anymore on the topic after that-
One: Because once Lucy's made her mind, she's locked in on it.
Two: The body cam's grace period is gone.
And fuck, did she make it clear that you - little Miss Chen - are officially 'off-limits'.
The bar is the worst place to go when your girlfriend is already in a bad mood.
For starters, it's way too crowded for Tim's liking. Bumping shoulder to shoulder as they make their way through the entrance, and Hell, even finding seats has been an impossible mission. Ultimately, it's adding fuel to both Tim and his girlfriend's fire by increasing their frustrations.
It's also fucking noisy too. Not the music, per se, but the uproar of laughter, chattering, and the clinking of half-drunken glasses on wooden tables and against one another to cheer.
There's also alcohol, which Tim has been using to his advantage as he takes another sip of his whiskey on the rocks- his second one since arriving an hour ago. It's not enough to get him plastered - considering he's gotta drive - but the blows his significant other is sending his way aren't as damaging as they should be.
Ashley throws her hands up in the air, "I mean, seriously, Tim, this is - how many fucking times now? - that you've come home late!" She fishes for her phone, pulling out her 'evidence of suspicions' by the numerous amounts of missed calls from Tim's end. "At least have the decency to call me back if you're being kept on overtime."
She's right to a degree. But, Tim's heart doesn't tug out of empathy like it should have, and he knows it all too well that it's because he doesn't like her enough to care.
Not when his mind is at somewhere else...someone else.
It's been months since he'd last seen you- it seems Lucy's getting better at not forgetting things now that she's become his go-fer. But, still, you're always lingering in the air some way or another; often in the mismatched socks he may see a civilian wear; or white pyjamas shown on a television show; even in the waves on Santa Monica- the ones with an underlying current beneath them, yet, shadowed by the overwhelming sun glitter on it's surface.
He also finds his heartbeat skipping at the mention of your name slipping out of Lucy's mouth every now and then when she talks about you.
Tim doesn't ask about you. He wants to, always wants to, but he constantly holds himself back just as the words brush on the tip of his tongue because it's smarter to not get Lucy confused as to why her sergeant is asking about her little sister, especially now that you're a no-go-zone.
The most recent information he's gotten out of Lucy about you, however, is that your 'poor baby' car broke down on the middle of the freeway and you're now relying on Luce, Ubers and public transportation to get you around as you wait for your car to get repaired.
The moment Lucy had groaned about it as they took a criminal through the arrest procedure, Tim was so close to offering that he 'could be your taxi-man'. But, the only thing that held him back out of all the reasons why he shouldn't say that was because Lucy would've killed him-
And not because he has a girlfriend.
...Ah, Ashley McGrady.
You becoming off-limits meant Tim Bradford was not only desperate, but angrily and sexually desperate too. Him and his palm had gotten quite familiar with each other, and honestly at his age? Tim didn't think he still had it in him.
But hey, he's a yearning man after all, and you were affecting him like no other woman has.
So, a month after he helped you lock pick your door, he found Ashley. And she was just the right person, and just the right distraction for what he needed- as much as that sounds selfish and mean.
At first, it seemed like a good idea...dating her, that is. The sex is good- great even, but, she isn't you.
(Which is crazy to admit, considering you two have only ever touched when trading coffee cups and eye-fucked like horny teenagers.)
Tim can't help it, any running thought that pops up in the process of giving and receiving pleasure is of you.
You, instead of her.
He's careful, not being stupid enough to moan your name out as he spills white ropes of cum inside Ashley despite imagining the hair he's holding as he burrows himself from behind as yours, and the noises that she makes can somehow...almost form into your voice- if he tries hard enough.
It's sickening, it's filthy, but in the heat of the moment, it feels so fucking right for him.
Tim finds that the seconds he should've taken to respond back to Ashley - possibly starting off by apologising and explaining that 'crime doesn't have a curfew' - he, instead, downs the remaining of the brown liquor too swiftly.
He gives her a pointed look, "Another drink?"
Ashley scoffs, "Tim."
He sighs heavily, his name sounding offensive in her mouth like it's spoilt milk, "What do you want me to say, Ash? You've experienced police hours with your dad- everyday is different." Having enough of looking at the disgust written all over her face, he darts his eyes down to the condensation beading around his glass, hot from his touch and the air that circulates between them- sticky, sweaty and angry.
The sound of laughter fills the air where the both of them don't speak. Tim flickers his gaze between his girlfriend and his empty glass, and Ashley just...fucking glares at him.
Finally processing on what to say, Ashley opens her mouth.
"You don't get it, do you?"
And well, did that catch Tim's attention as he brings his head up- brows furrowed, jaw clenched, "...Don't get what?"
She tightens her lips, "We haven't had sex in days, Tim." And with a huff, she throws her hands around until she's pointing towards herself with a shout not nearly as loud as the bar's volume, but enough to shock Tim, "I have needs!"
...Tim wants two whiskeys now. And a shot of tequila.
He doesn't even know where to start. Completely and utterly shocked at the lack of sympathy one can have towards him.
"Days? Jesus Christ, Ashley, I'm trying," He shakes his head, voice surprisingly steady and calm compared to his partner's rage, "I'm fucking exhausted by the time I get home- just spare me a day or two until I have a day off for once."
Ashley's head looks like it's about to explode with how her cheeks are stained red from fury, and the glare she's sending Tim like he personally and purposely ruined her routine of sex.
So, instead of yelling at him, she stands up, taking her shoulder bag with her.
"I'm getting my own drink."
And despite how much Tim can't stand her right now, deep down in his heart, he's still a gentleman.
He scrambles to get out of his seat, "Don't you dare, I'll get it-"
"No, you're pissing me off, Tim." She calls over her shoulder, and God is she fast as she manoeuvres through bodies upon bodies.
No one pays attention, not when it's so fucking loud in here. Tim narrows his brows as he walks after her, "How?! Why? Look, I'm sorry that I'm not home at the times that I am, and when I do I can't...satisfy your needs, but, c'mon Ashley, I'm not gonna quit my job just because you don't like-"
Tim would've continued, he should've, actually, if it hadn't been for the one person he's been dreaming and thinking about for the longest of times catching his attention.
Like tunnel vision, Tim's baby blues find you.
You, who's smiling at someone that isn't him, though it never quite reaches your eyes. You, who wears a black and white checkered short sleeve blouse and a black skirt that should be communicated to HR. You've got one hand casually pouring the most perfect-looking espresso martini, and the other taking the customer's cash and tip.
And he almost misses it, but he's saved by the bar's low lamp above you shining against the hair accessory and straight towards Tim's eyes.
Because gripped securely and snugly through your strands...is a bobby pin.
...Tim feels sick.
(In a good way or not? He isn't too sure yet.)
It all happens at once; his stomach churns lowly and his heartbeat rises to his eardrums, and his cock twitches at the longing sight of you.
It only doubles in intensity when your focus moves away from your previous customer to his.
That's when your smile reaches your eyes.
"Sir! It's been a hot minute!" It has, far too many minutes, days, weeks...months. But, still, you pursue to engage in a conversation with him, picking things up where they were left off.
Suddenly, Ashley isn't all that important anymore as all of the negativity she only just threw at him demolishes to the sweet sound of you calling him 'Sir'.
"It has, hey? How are things?" He asks, propping his elbows against the wooden bar as he stands to his girlfriend's left, despite the sticky, wet residue left on the bench.
You nod, drawing closer to where he stands so you're in front of him, a look so joyful, so true written all over you, "Things are okay! Working hard, but, I can't complain." You tilt your head, and the shine in your eyes that constantly taunts him in his fantasies makes way. "You've cleaned up nicely tonight."
Tim quickly glances down at himself, his brain suddenly forgetting exactly what he wore. It's nothing too exciting; just a navy henley and dark blue jeans. But hey, a compliment is a compliment- and Tim will treasure any words that come out of those pretty lips.
"I...thank you. Anything beats wearing the uniform." He grins.
God, you're trying so fucking hard not to rake your eyes up and down his frame- how unprofessional would that be in the workplace? So, instead, you stick to just letting out a low hum of approval.
You're about to ask what order he'd like, but-
"Can I get a Bloody Mary, please?"
Oh. Right...Ashley.
Your attention wavers off him to the sound of the female voice beside him. At first, you think she's just another impatient, intoxicated customer who looks fucking pissed as she taps her fingers on the wooden bar. But, when your eyes take a short journey around the unfamiliar blonde's body, and your subconscious draws you to the close proximity between her and Tim, your heart drops.
Tim coughs awkwardly, peering over to Ashley before he's back to you, "I- uhm, I believe you haven't met Ashley..." And he's lifting his right hand to place on her lower back, "My girlfriend."
You want to wince at those two words, so badly- even cringe...maybe cry too because...Tim's taken?
You don't, and rather so, offer a welcoming smile.
"Ashley. How very nice to meet you," You don't provide much more than that, except for when you look down to point at your name written on your badge just above the left pocket of your blouse, "I'm sure you've seen my name by now-"
"I have." Ashley's stern on her words, eyeing you up and down to the magic of your hands as you begin to make her drink. And before you can sheepishly and profusely apologise for complimenting her boyfriend in front of her, she's turned her head to rummage through her bag. "How much for the drink?"
Tim sighs, pulling his wallet out from his back pocket, "Ignore her. Can I get a whiskey on the rocks too, please?"
Ashley cuts in, a petty sharpness to her tone, "How. Much?"
You pause the effortless momentum of your pouring as you dart your concern between the two, "Uhh..."
Before Ashley can ask again, especially in a worser tone than what she's already snapped towards you, Tim barges in, "Can I get a whiskey on the rocks as well as the Bloody Mary. Please?"
And Sergeant Bradford really is begging. With baby blues that deprive of their usual confidence, shadowed by a heavy weight- shame, exhaustion, uncertainty. The tension is unbearable between him and Ashley, and not in a good way either.
You couldn't admit it aloud, but fuck, he looks unhappy.
A faux smile is enough to get Tim to exhale in relief when you repeat assuringly, "Bloody Mary and whiskey on the rocks- coming up."
Introducing Ashley to you was a bad decision. A stupid and regrettable one, at that.
Because by the time you serve them their respected drinks with an imitated grin and they make their way back to - surprisingly - the same table they originally were at, Ashley has given Tim an absolute mouthful.
It's 9:00PM. Ashley's been yelling at him for thirty minutes now with lash after lash from her tongue, and it's beginning to grow unbearably thin on Tim's nerves.
The insults towards Tim? Sure, he can deal with it.
But what's hurting the most are the ones directed towards you.
Tim knows you and likes you- unforgettable, kind-hearted Little Miss Chen with mismatched socks and clothes that compliment your personality. You, with a smile so pure and authentic to your character with the same lips that produce the best kind of effortless humour.
And the words Ashley's using to describe you are everything but who you are.
He hates it, knowing he's going against his girlfriend's opinions, but even if Tim Bradford didn't know you the way that he did, he'd still be baffled at the absence of respect from Ashley.
"I mean, seriously, who does she think she is eye-fucking you in front of me?!"
Tim tries his best to hold in his frustrations when he pinches his brows, "Ashley, she was not."
Yes you were, you most certainly were. With that shimmer sparkling your heavy-lidded eyes as you looked up at him. That is, of course, before you realised he'd been taken.
Tim recognised the deflate the very second he mentioned Ashley's name, and the shame of calling her his 'girlfriend' in front of you. Which is weird, considering you and Tim have no correlation of past dating or relationships- just an awfully, torturously slow build up of tension and desire.
Ashley widens her eyes in disbelief, gawking, "Oh my God, no way you're defending that slut-"
"Ashley."
"But she is! She may as well spread her legs open and let you take her on the bar right then and there-"
Tim snaps.
"Enough!" As if he's snapping at one of his rookies. It's not loud, per se, but to think Tim had to be firm to his girlfriend is something he hates.
Still, his frustrations get the best of him as he glares at her, skin hot beneath his henley. "Holy shit, Ashley! She's a person- leave it alone."
You - considerate, funny you - watch the interaction from afar with utter guilt and resentment flushing your body. Tim doesn't even realise you've caught on, not when you pull it off so easily as you continue to wipe down the wooden bar, towel-drying whatever glasses present themselves to you. There's no one attend to, so you take advantage of what you can call a 'mini break' as your attention trains on the two adults amidst their blazing argument.
The bar is still loud, and while Tim and Ashley aren't causing a scene to any intoxicated locals, it's clear as day that if one was to study hard enough, they'd know it's a terrible fight between a couple.
You don't even need sound to hear the echo of their disagreement to know they're talking about you, provided that Ashley every so often points her hand directly towards you, and her huffs of complaint that string along.
You swear you can read her lips well enough to understand that the names she's calling you are...mean.
The moment, thankfully, comes to an end when Ashley takes the end approach for herself; her seat squeaks against the floorboards as she pushes it out, sending Tim a...oh, a 'fuck you' and a death glare your way before she storms out of the building.
...The night has grown quieter. It's a Wednesday, after all.
But, beneath the LA's summer haze, the moon's gravitational pull is changing the ocean's swirl from a low tide to...something bigger, something more disruptive. And it all happens the moment Tim whips his head to the left, and his yearning baby blues immediately find your own.
Because now, he's left alone in the bar. With you.
"You alright, Sir?" Is the first thing you ask just as Tim pulls out a high stool tucked beneath the bar's wooden bench with a hefty sigh. You're not just saying it for the sake of pity; the furrow between your brows and your clenched jaw speak more words than what comes out of your mouth...you're actually concerned. "Looked pretty rough from what I saw."
Tim groans- fuck, he hates that you saw it.
"I will be." He starts, and that's all the emotional vulnerability you'll receive from him, so you decide to leave it at that. "Good thing I drove here...can't imagine how Ashley got home." He ponders for a bit- a taxi? Uber? God forbid he actually texts her and makes sure she's okay.
But...you're here. And Tim would hate to waste his time texting his partner who couldn't respect him when he could be spending it with you.
You chuff, drying the current glass you hold in your hand a second time, "Hey, be lucky you have a car at all."
Tim tilts his head for a second, and before he can ask what you mean by that, his brain sends him the information he already knows.
He raises his brows, "Shit, it's still needing repairs?"
Your glass-drying motion pauses as you look up at him, "How do you know that?"
"Lucy."
"Oh," You say, because of course- she's the only reason why her sergeant is talking to you right now. "Um...yeah, it's been pretty annoying. Unfortunately, my cute little Euro car is causing me big problems. Need some 'alternator' piece from overseas to be shipped or whatever." You sigh, circling your fingers to the glass's rim, "Uber's are so expensive too."
Tim pauses.
He shouldn't, he really shouldn't.
But...
"Let me drive you home tonight then."
The offer comes unexpectedly and it causes you to shake your head with a dismissive laugh, "That's very kind of you, Sir, but I-"
"Please, I insist." He cuts in, gentle and sure, and he even blesses you with a smile that's small yet effective. "What time do you finish?"
You pick up another wet glass, "I finish at..."
Checking the clock to your right, you find that it reads 9:08PM.
"Oh! In twenty-two minutes."
Tim hums, "Then it's a deal."
You're losing this - you know it - but, still, you persist, "But, Sir-"
"Tim."
You halt.
All confidence shrivels as you stare at him with wide eyes, blinking to the erratic thumps of your heart. And suddenly, the bar's warm lights feel like they're dimming, along with the fading of laughter and chatter amongst the room.
Everything quietens, except for the man who looks right back at you, except for Tim.
It appears just the beckoning of his first name sparks something deep inside of you, lower to where your thighs throb - a sense of enticement...intimacy- if you can even say that in a public place.
You breathlessly stutter, "...What?"
But, Tim's immediately onto it as he sends you a grin at your shaken-up posture, "You can call me Tim. I'm your sister's sergeant, not yours."
"I-" You know your cheeks are reddening to every second that passes by, under pressure to Tim's observation on you. "I can't call you by your first name."
"You absolutely can."
"Can not."
"You can...you will." And as if what he just demanded did nothing to the heating of your core, Tim's smile grows smug as he places his elbows onto the wooden bar, naturally leaning closer to you and ah, there's your floral perfume he often thinks about. "Where's that little firecracker gone anyway? I'm surprised you haven't sworn yet."
You give him a pointed look, playfully yet still tainted by the previous events, "I'm working. Gotta be respectful 'n innocent around here."
Like Tim couldn't make the situation any more suggestive, he finds that he's got more tricks up his sleeves than the usual person.
(Good thing Tim's never considered you under 'the usual', anyway.)
Respectful and innocent.
"Well," Tim shrugs, eyes piercing yours, "Not for long."
And the words hang in the warm air, along with his woody musk after-shave, because you both know he doesn't just mean your shift.
You peer over at the clock.
9:13PM.
"No," You hum, and turn back to him, knowingly-
"Guess not."
You find there's no use fighting whatever angels are trying to persuade you to the good side - the right side. The ones demanding that the car ride was already a bad idea, and inviting Tim into your apartment will be an even worser one.
The drive was quiet, of course- but it was a silence you both could tolerate without feeling like you were being intoxicated in anxiety. Sure, your heart pounded and Tim's knuckles kept whitening around the steering wheel, clenched tight with whatever thoughts filled is brain, but saying nothing was kept at best. The safer option.
Tim's truck was spacious, it smelled clean and was clearly well looked after- a pleasant aroma of fresh leather and Tim's lingering scent from tonight's choice of after-shave.
It didn't surprise you that he was an excellent driver, but damn, was he a sexy one too. With one arm flexing as he gripped the steering wheel, the other glided and circled smoothly around the gear sticks. And while you tried your very best to just fucking focus on what laid ahead of you, your buzzing thoughts were spiralling - revving with every filthy imagery already messing with your head.
And still, even through telling yourself that it's a terrible idea, when you both reached your apartment's door, you looked up at him so invitingly, so needy, and whispered:
"Come in."
Not even a question was deserved in the space- your selfishness couldn't dare to give him that option.
Tim was hesitant at first, clearly his own conscience was battling with him too. But, nonetheless, he agreed.
Now, through the hour that you've sat down with him on your cream couch with a glass of wine in hand, you find that Tim Bradford is an easy conversationalist.
He knows just the right questions to ask you, and the answers he provides are relatable and understanding, all the while he makes himself comfy. You try not to notice, you really do, but it's hard when he's sprawled out on the opposite end of the couch.
His lap is oh so inviting. And with one arm slung casually over the backrest behind you, his long fingers are close - close enough to touch you if you leaned back just a little bit.
What makes the situation even more suffocating is that the conversation has taken a turn- a whole 180° if you must say. Because asking about each other's work lives, passions and drives has morphed into...Tim's relationship troubles.
He didn't mean to bear his problems onto you, God, he wants to speak nothing about himself and everything of you. But, you're just so easy to talk to. And whenever he speaks, you're watching him with such gentle eyes and how your mouth moves as you reassure him feels like you're casting him under your spell. Your hair (loose, but the bobby pin is still there, pinched on some strands above one ear) gets tucked every so often by you behind your ears Tim wishes he could be doing it instead.
The luring of your oblivious actions feels like a haze, a dream, like the meditating white noise of waves crashing against warm sand and more.
Tim's only just getting to the good part of his problems...the sexual ones.
"-and I just don't understand what she wants from me, y'know? I don't know about all that kinky stuff." He's deadly serious when he makes his statement, but when he casts his focus away from the window's picturesque of a perfect Summer's night due to the obnoxious lack of noise from you, he finds you staring back at him with a shit-eating grin.
His grumbled "What?" only breaks your concentration when you burst out in laughter.
"Fuck- sorry!" You try to squeak out in between heavy breaths, though your smile never falters as you try to cover your mouth with the palm of your hand.
"Jesus Christ, you and Lucy are exactly the same." He rolls his eyes before taking another sip of the wine you offered him (He wouldn't say he's a big wine-drinker, but you insisted he have a try and, well, he now can't prove you right but how nice it is to his tastebuds.).
"Oh my God- I'm so sorry," You manage to say after a moment when your breath finally catches up to you. "So she uh- she said she wanted you to tie her up? And you...froze?"
He clenches his hand around his half-empty glass, jaw tightening, "I'm a grown man. I should be able to please my girlfriend."
Let’s be real here. As much as you're having fun listening to Tim struggle to even know that bondage is a serious kink that women like Ashley enjoy, you can't deny the pang of jealousy brewing in your gut covered by your delightful laughter. It's frustrating, knowing a woman like Ashley McGrady has the pleasure of handling a man like Tim Bradford, someone who's adaptability and versatility could make him looked good tying someone up.
Or even better, look good tied up.
Strikingly, an idea hits you just as another splash of wine glides down the back of your throat, and your eyes widen.
It's a bad idea, a terrible one too, and yet, when you pull the glass away from your lips, your lips curve into a smirk.
"How about this-" You start, placing your empty glass onto the glass coffee bench in front of you both. Tim’s gaze never leaves your body as you then stand up, "Follow me."
Tim, ever the confused, knits his brows before he mirrors your motions; placing his also empty glass on the table beside yours and rises from the couch to walk behind you.
And while he shouldn’t, he doesn’t regret noticing your black skirt has hitched, only just kindly covering up your ass.
So focused on the sight in front of him, Tim's baby blues blink rapidly when he looks up, realising that- oh, you've brought him to your bedroom.
You've manoeuvred yourself to the chest of drawers located on the opposite side of the room, rummaging through it for something Tim doesn't know of yet, so, he takes the moment to ground himself to his surroundings.
Your room pretty much describes your whole personality. Not too messy but not neat either- comfy, he could say. Sure, some clothes hang over a neglected chair in the corner, and your makeup has taken it’s dominance across your desk, but it's not like you expected your sister's sergeant to enter your bedroom anyway.
It smells like you too. God damn, every corner of this room smells just like you.
Tim's attention drives away from the jewellery laying on your bed side table on his right when he hears your "Aha!" as you pull out your required necessities.
And when you turn around to show Tim, he swallows nervously.
Two scarves.
"How about I show you how to tie someone up in bed, Sir?"
Tim can only assume you're trying to kill him. That is, of course, before Lucy could kill the both of you herself if she fucking had any idea. But, written in the encouraging smile you show him and the way your eyes squint to his thunderous heart, you are buzzed.
You quickly raise a hand, "Don’t worry! We're not gonna have sex or anything. 'm just showing you how it's done, okay?" You add, and you give him a reasonable second or two to actually wrap his head around the idea.
Tim's never been good at saying no to you, especially not when you've got that sweet smile on your face.
"Okay." He agrees with a breathy exhale, and you grin even wider.
The direction Tim receives on your end is clear when you flick your gaze between him and your bed that presents itself beside the bed-side table, multiple times.
Get on the bed.
He sits himself upright in the middle of the bed, and the mattress beneath his very skin is overwhelmingly soft, plush- and dare he say smells of you also. Not your perfume, but rather the aroma he’s gotten familiar to what you resemble.
It's hot - unbearably hot - despite the air-con working just fine. But, the heat doesn't come from your house, it's coming from you two, and Tim can feel this new profound feeling intoxicating the air and his very veins.
And no amount of Police Penal Codes could get Tim's semi-hard to stay calm.
His breath grows heavier as you drag your eyes over his body before you take a few steps towards him.
The first thing Tim notices is how you’re struggling to maintain eye contact. Then, your own erratic inhales and exhales. Even as you pick his left arm up until his wrist is inline with your white metal headboard, with how close you are to him he can so easily tell that this - whatever the fuck is going on right now - is having the same amount of effect on you as it is him.
Of course it is, your sister's sergeant is in your bed, wrists bound beneath your hands, how couldn't it make your pulse pound in your ears?
His arms are wide with biceps flexing beneath your stare as you tie his wrists to the banister of your bed. Your fingers are gentle as they loop the silk scarves, careful and steady to restrict Tim enough without overt pain.
"Too tight?" You ask, your whisper loud against the tension that seeps between you two.
Tim gives his wrists a little jerk against the bondage, "Not at all," He murmurs, suffocating at the strain in his pains, "It's perfect."
A beat skips your heart.
He's praising you.
You hum, satisfied at your work and his words before you finally lean away from Tim's personal space.
You flatten the hem of your blouse as your eyes begin to scan his body.
His face is tinted red, and his lips are parted- speechless, breathless.
"If it's your first time, you might start to feel a bit claustrophobic due to the exposure of vulnerability…" You move down from his face to the heaving of his chest through his dark henley and his big arms swell to your attention. "…But, once you remind yourself you're in a safe space with someone you trust, you should start to feel-"
You freeze.
Because when you reach Tim's lower half, you find it's hard to miss the bulge in his jeans staring right back at you.
Your pulse quickens and the throbbing in your core only worsens with each second that passes.
"Sir-"
"Don’t." He winces, "Just ignore it. It's nothing."
But it isn't nothing, and you both know it. Even as Tim meets your widened stare with a hunger he's never known you could show, Tim knows it's everything.
You stay still for what feels like ages- clearly the cogs working overtime in your brain to just think. It's a play against morals here, right versus wrong, and your conscience is stressing your mind to do anything but.
Lucy comes to thought even before Ashley. In fact, who the fuck cares about Ashley?
Tim's getting more heated under your gaze, his cock twitching for anticipation and his heart reaching a dangerous patter within his ribcages.
...And then, he feels the shift in the air.
A king tide creeps upon you both, and the ocean just seems way too inviting, too warm, too good to not get a taste. Testing the waters won't do too much damage, right?
You tilt your head.
"Can I help?"
Tim grits his teeth- his resistance is wearing thin.
"We both know you shouldn't."
"Oh, I'm aware, Sir." You nervously chuckle, eyes flickering around Tim's hardened bulge, to the pleading in his baby blues, and his wrists- so nicely restricted.
Tim inhales, shaking his head, "Lucy will never forgive me if she finds out we-"
"Lucy isn't here right now." You take a step closer, a certainty overpowering the nerves in your voice. Then, you graciously sit right beside him and exhale, "What she doesn't know, won't hurt her, Tim."
He falters.
You called him Tim.
"I-" He opens his mouth to speak, but any words he could have said - should have said - never pass.
So, he shuts himself up, and you smile. Then, with the gentleness of your right hand, you trail your fingers up from his trembling chest to the blush on his cheeks, cupping one side of his face so you can get a real good look at him.
You lean closer, his breath heavy against your own.
"You can have me tonight, Sir- just this once."
His stubble tickles your palm as Tim lets out an exhale, lids fluttering to the warmth of your hand and your familiar voice. It all feels so good; your touch, your bed, your breath, and you're saying all the right words regardless of if you're being honest or feeding into this forbidden illusion.
Good thing Tim Bradford knows you too well to even assume the latter.
Tim doesn't respond verbally, finding that his need to fight whatever control he should have around you is lacking.
Because rather than stopping in that instant, he, instead, gives his consent with his lips when they touch yours.
He kisses you with every ache of his heart and swell in his cock, providing you with an intensity that makes you gasp into the kiss. And while his lips are soft and tender, they're experienced too- so every now and then, his tongue will graze against your own, and he'll be unsurprised but filled with pride when it makes you sigh.
He's hungry, you're quick to analyse. Because every time his mouth glides with yours, it's becoming more heated. More rough. More needy. But, you can't pull away, God no, he feels too good and tastes so fucking nice to move from it.
You do, however, need to fix both his and your problem soon...now.
So, with your free hand, you begin to trace your digits ever so slowly to where Tim needs you the most.
You dance around the outline, your index teasing the shape of his cock through the fabric. Tim's groans into the kiss, followed by a small buck of his hips to meet the featherlight touch of your hand.
You don't tease for long. Clearly, the months that have boiled between you two were enough of - what you may call - 'edging'.
You retreat your hand from Tim's blazed face to assist with the other, all fingers taking their role as you blindly undo his jeans' button, and the zip that tends to come after. And, yet, you're still kissing him generously, and he's breathless. It's like you're a fucking siren stealing his air with the magic of your lips.
The headboard rattles with each pull of his bound wrists.
"Please," Tim rasps out, strain in his eyes as he looks down at you, "Don't tease me."
You know Sergeant Tim Bradford too well that with his class and authority, he doesn't do much pleading, nor begging either. And while him yearning may be the hottest thing he's ever said and done to you (yet), you grant his wishes and decide to not leave it any longer.
One hand tugs his boxers down just enough that you can freely take his stiff cock with the other.
Fuck, you don't even need to look at it to know he's big.
Finally pulling away from the kiss, you send Tim a heavy-eyed look before you lower yourself down onto the bed, licking your lips until you're situated between his thighs and staring at his throbbing cock your hand wraps itself around. Then, you take the first lick, your tongue darting out to trace the vein beneath, starting from the base to the head of him.
Tim moans, his own hands balling into fists as you then take the head into your mouth.
"Oh, fuck."
Your mouth, pleasant and gentle, vibrates against his cock when you let out a hum, and you begin to take more of him. You glide his pulsating cock deeper along the bed of your tongue as your saliva wets the surroundings and shit, this feels like heaven.
You open your eyes, searching for Tim's face in the midst of your tongue exploring every vein and space on his cock.
Only to find that Tim's staring right back at you.
So, without missing a second of eye contact, you take him even further until you can feel his tip pressing against the back of your throat. And you watch with pride when Tim groans, wrists fighting against the restraints as he throws his head back. You take it a step further when you begin to suck him, the motion of bobbing up and down on him, and you watch with fucking delight as that breaks him.
"Oh my god, baby-" He first rasps out breathily, Adam's apple bobbing to your vision before he drops his head down, eyes closed and lips parted in pure bliss, "So fucking good, holy shit."
There's something about Tim calling you 'baby' that has your core leaking more arousal than normal, and enticing you even more to move faster.
His stream of filth only worsens over time as you continue to suck him, regardless of the hair that gets in your way or the spit that rolls down the length of his cock every time you take him in. He's already leaking generously from the amount of worked-up tension he's endured during tonight...the last few weeks...months, fuck, it's all coming to the now and my, does his pre-come coat your mouth.
You decide to pull his length out just enough until it's only his tip left in the heat of your mouth, and that's where you give your whole-hearted attention. Swirling your tongue around the head and licking his frenulum earns you another gravelled moan from Tim, another "That's it, baby" from his panting lips. One hand twists around the neglected length to the rhythm that your head moves atop, while your other hand snakes it's way beneath his henley, taking it's own route to scout his stone-hard chest.
Tim wouldn't have been surprised if you could feel the pounding of his heart, either.
Your touch is tender, and he can't help but shiver beneath your nails when you rake them down, down until they're below his belly button- and you do it again.
Then, you pull a specific move on him.
You direct the motion of his cock to hit the top of your mouth; your palate, and in doing so, you twist your head so your tongue can dance itself around him.
He goes as you expected: Fucking feral.
"Fuck, fuck, fuck-" He curses out, mouth drawn open as he shakes to the arousal coursing through his veins. And God damn does he hate these restraints because all he wants to do is grip your head with his large hands and fuck himself into you.
"Doing so good f'me, aren't you?" To which you look up, and your batted eyelashes tell him more than enough that you're enjoying this, you really are.
To suck your sister's sergeant while he's tied up in your bed? Please, who could top that?
So, it doesn't take too long after that you then start to hear the change in Tim's breath- once stable and steady now imbalanced and heavy. Low grunts and groan escaping his throat as you continue to drag him closer to his orgasm him with the power of your lips and hands.
That is, until-
"Wait, sweetheart- stop."
...You halt.
Immediately, you stop your actions, mouth lifting off his wet warmth as you lift your head up to his blown-wide ones- not a blue spark to be seen.
A deep rumbling forms in your gut.
Anxiety- you know it too well. You can already picture it, him shaking his head as he says that this was all a big mistake, and that he can't betray Lucy like this.
You're too young, too sweet, too-
"Did I do something wrong?" It comes out rather heartbreaking than concerned, your voice pitched with dread when you pull away from his lower half, kneeling up so your levelled to him.
Tim must sense it too, because he quickly widens his eyes, "No! God no, doll, you did nothing wrong," Reassuringly, he curves the edges of his lips between each exhales he puffs out, "You were amazing- are amazing, and I really want you to keep going..."
...But...
"But, I want to fuck you when I cum."
...Oh.
"Oh," You whisper out, as well.
And, once again, heat runs quickly down to where your core throbs, and you find that any dirty fantasy you've ever had of your sister's sergeant doesn't live up to the reality of this at all.
Tim chuckles, low and gravelly, and his cock twitches when you let go- only to inhale sharply as you begin to crawl your way over to his lap, both legs finding comfort on either side of his hips as your clothed pussy sits... ah, directly on top of his teased cock.
You're soft, and warm, and Tim's might start going crazy if he doesn't get his hands on you right now.
"Can you please take these scarves off?" He asks, "Wanna touch you so badly. 'm dying over here."
At the mention of the restraints, you dart your sight quickly at the way he's still flexing his fists and back to his pleading eyes.
You giggle, planting a kiss to his lips, "Of course. Did you like them?"
Tim leans lower, mouth moving to press kisses into your neck as you begin to free him, "They were great." He adds one onto your jaw, "But, I can't not touch you either-" Another ones goes to your chin before he looks up at you, "-would be awfully rude, hey?"
You peer down, heart thumping against the close proximity with a hush, "So, very rude, Sir."
Tim groans- how many times have you gotten him hard by calling him that?
In the fleeting moment that Tim feels the loosening of the scarves on his wrists has him immediately drawing himself away from them, and like predator to prey, Tim takes the dominance from now.
You gasp at the sudden embrace when Tim pulls you in for another clashing kiss- a kiss that's overpowered by hunger infiltrating his large hands where one grips the back of your neck. The other, in question, cups your ass, and whatever black fabric was still barely covering it has been shied away by the touch of his fingers.
His grip is firm but not painful, and you like it.
His lips are brutal too, biting your bottom lip every so often just to make his heart swirl at your vocal responses.
With his fingers tangling themselves onto the root of your hair, the other hand on your ass guides your body to gently rock against his cock. Your underwear only creates more friction between your aching clit and him, so every glide has the both of you moaning into each other's mouths.
"Fuck," You whimper against him, hips stuttering as you grind in rhythm to another thrust from him, "Sir-"
"Feels good, huh?" He retreats his face, only to peck your jawline and his arms manoeuvre until he's reached the front of you. Then, he begins to blindly unbutton your blouse, "Want you so bad, baby."
You continue to rub yourself on him, knowing too well that you've created a fucking mess in your wet underwear. "You have me," And your palms plant themselves on his shoulders as you create more space in your neck for him to attack, "You have all of me, Sir."
He does, and that's what's so fucking wrong.
Because while you should've known better, he should've known better than you that he's gonna hurt your feelings.
Because of your age, because of Lucy, Hell, because he's got a girlfriend he's yet to leave.
Tim doesn't let it get to him in the heat of the moment- he won't let his conscience to ruin what you've given him. So, he allows the thoughts to marble within your heavy breathing and the sweat on your neck until they fade to nothing once he reaches the release of the last button.
Beneath lays a black, laced bra- simple, but effective. Tim peels your blouse from your arms and when bra follows too, he doesn't hesitate.
He quickly leans in, capturing one nipple into the heat of his mouth in which his lips suck around it. You let your mouth fall agape, eyes fluttering in bliss as your nipples harden both from the arousal seeping around your body and the cool air it's exposed to. Even so when he keeps your other breast occupied with the large palm of his hand, circling and pinching until you're writhing.
"Tim," You huff. Ah, there's his name on your tongue. "Please, I want you to fuck me."
"I know, sweet girl," He murmurs against your bud, switching sides as he presses a kiss to the next nipple. "But I gotta get you ready, though."
A breathy laugh escapes your throat as you clasp your fingers around his head, bringing him even closer to your breasts, "I've been ready since you lock-picked my door. I think we've passed foreplay."
Tim lifts off your nipple, wide eyes immediately reaching for yours.
"Since then?"
You tilt your head, a grin edging your lips, "'f course. I literally was about to risk kissing you in front of my sister."
Tim gives himself a second for his brain to playback the memory that constantly runs within his dreams.
The heated tension. Heavy breaths. Tight proximity. So close but so fucking far.
"Yeah," He mumbles, a ghost of a smile wearing on him as he trails his fingers down from your breasts to then hoist your skirt up until it's scrunched around your waist. "That's right."
"Exactly, so..." You look down at his digits that are just reaching your ruined underwear, "Fuck me. Right now."
Tim chuckles, looking up with lidded-eyes as his index finger hooks to swipe the fabric to the outside of your outer labia, "You are in no position to be in charge here, baby."
You squirm, his intrusion foreign but welcoming, nonetheless. "I had you tied up...ten minutes ago."
"You're right. But-" He glides his finger through the wet of your folds, "I don't think you're complaining about me taking the lead..." He cocks his head to the side, "...Are you?"
Your breath hitches, tightening your pelvic so he has more space to move his fingers as he explores from your clit to the leaking of your hole, "No, Sir."
"Good." Tim hums, pushing his finger further until he's at your entrance, "Gonna stretch you out first, baby, okay?"
He doesn't need your response, not like you're fit to even speak anyway when he inserts his first finger inside you.
Tim's hands are fucking delicious and one is already feeling rather filling, pumping inside your wet walls slowly but deeply, and it has you acting out. Your hands hold onto his shoulders for well-needed support while your mouth spills whatever comes out of it; moans, gasps, whispers of incoherence stuffing your bedroom.
And despite totally not have the position of authority here (Please, a sergeant is fingering you, what power do you have?), still, your eyes challenge Tim's as you continue to look back at him, despite the flicker in your lashes begging you to just close them. But the way Tim's staring at you with dark eyes like you're unreal, like you're his obsession? Yeah, how could you miss that?
"You're somethin' else, sweetheart," He murmurs, taking his middle finger to join in on the mess, "God damn, just look at you- all wet and ruined, haven't even fucked you yet."
The mention of him burying his cock deep inside you has you dragging out a moan, just in time for his two fingers to starting thrusting into you. And, hey, if you think well enough, his fingers might just do the job replacing his cock.
You do think about it, because as Tim continues to finger you...you begin to move yourself up and down on them.
"Holy-" The sentence is uncompleted by your breath hitching in approval, and your greed overrides whatever self-control was leftover within you as you begin to bounce it.
"That's it, baby," He coaxes, low and rough, burying his fingers knuckle-deep into you, "Use my fingers."
The motion is too good, way too good that you know you'll be dreaming about this the moment this night shared selfishly between you and Tim ends and you're laying in bed helpless and exhausted. Especially when you're unable to sleep by the twists and turns on your pillow and blankets, and your fingers are the only thing able to tire you out.
Oh, you most certainly will be thinking about fucking yourself on Tim's fingers.
Tim didn't know he could get harder than what he is right now. It's painful, actually, wishing nothing than to pound into your wet warmth but...Jesus, this is nice to watch. Your neediness taking him even more as you let your hips do all the work, and God, if you're fucked-out just by the length of his two fingers, well, Tim can't wait until he replaces them with his cock.
When Tim doesn't let his fingers down from your entrance, you continue to take from him. And, finally, you shut your eyes- not because you can't handle Tim's eyes devouring you, no. But because you might actually cum from this.
It's a truth you're surprised to even accept, considering he hasn't even fingered you for long. But, with his pace fastening and your longing need to be fingered by Sergeant Bradford for ages being satisfied right now, your excitement is helping you to reach your orgasm- quickly.
"Oh my God, Sir-" You squeak out amongst the heaving of your breath, half-open gaze locking onto his dilated pupils as your hips continue to meet his fingers, "Fuck- 'm close."
It's music to Tim's ears, and his cock twitches, "That so, hey?"
You nod rapidly, "Please, please keep going."
Tim smirks. Like he'd ever be mean enough to take your pleasure away from you.
But he does help you get there when his thumb lightly touches your clit. Circles he isn't so sure he's making due to the ruthlessness of both of your motions, but he does graze it every time your pussy meets his knuckles.
"Oh," You let out and your toes curl, "O-Oh, shit."
"That better for you, doll?" Tim already knows the answer, smirk growing more smug at the sight of your concentrated face, eyes squinting that bit more at the new sensation added to your other ones.
Still, you answer, "Mhm, don't stop- please don't stop, Sir."
Your pleads don't go to deaf ears, and Tim leans in to kiss your collarbone, murmuring against your skin, "I won't."
He takes his promise seriously; kissing your chest and neck while he fucks his fingers into you and rubs your clit. And soon enough, he hears the loud hitch in your breath as you arch yourself into him and grasp onto his hair, fisting your hands through whatever strands beckon to you.
Tim wishes he could've seen it- how your face would've scrunched up as your mouth would hang open, letting out moan after moan. But fuck, feeling you shaking and clenching around his fingers is just as good too.
He lets you ride the remainder of your orgasm, tremors lessening in intensity and your breath simmering to something...tolerable, but still underlined with a need for more. Tim reluctantly pulls his fingers out of your warmth, ignoring whatever cramps ache in his fingertips and focusing more on you.
You, whose cheeks are flushed pink, and lips panting heavily, catching onto whatever oxygen is left floating around you two. You, with eyes only just starting to wake up to meet his own.
You're glowing from sweat and sex, and Tim can't help himself but to capture your mouth into another kiss. It's slow this time- reassuring, reminding you that he's here, that you're alright.
And just like the good girl you are, you reciprocate.
He never knew one's kisses could taste so sweet, whether that be the wine still lingering or just you in general, but it's enough to get Tim drunk on you. And while sensualness and contentment are easy to feel in this moment while Tim's hands graze down to your waist and yours are moving to cup his face, remorse is hard to wither away too.
In fact, it's getting stronger by the minute. An intense feeling of guilt tip-toes five steps behind from you two the longer you leave it hanging.
Still, despite everything going against him, Tim pushes it all to the side when he guides you to rock against his hardness again, and with your pussy now bare on him, it's so much better than last time. You like it too, sensing it by the small moans you exhale with each breath, your arousal wetting his length from base to tip.
The kiss is growing heated. More teeth clashing. More saliva. More tongue. More heat.
"Tim," You puncture him out of his thoughts, his name blissful against both of your heavy breaths, "Tim."
"Mmm?" He hums, pecking the corner of your lips as he squeezes your ass.
You don't waste a second to tell him what you want, and exactly what he wanted to hear.
"I want you."
Tim growls. He ruts yourself onto his cock again, "Jesus- anything for you, baby." And for a split second, his embrace leave yours. That is, of course, to match your lack of clothing as he pulls his henley off.
Your eyes rake his body, bare and naked- the one usually hidden beneath the uniform. And sure, you could feel how rock-hard he was as you sucked him. But to see the tone of his chest in front of you?
"Sir," Is your pleased response to his bare chest's reception, and Tim chuckles.
And in the spare moment of silence, you two help each other remove the remaining of whatever clothes are left on. Then, he gives you one last kiss to your agape lips before brushing his fingertips lower and lower until he reaches the curves of your ass. With a shuffle for comfort, Tim wraps his hands around his cock, and you're hovering just enough to allow the tip to tease your entrance.
Your next few heartbeats quicken as you look down at Tim-
-Only to find he's looking back at you. Hungry, needy, breathless.
You allow gravity to do it's work when you lower yourself until the head is inside you.
The first initial contact is electrifying.
It feels better than any messed up dream you've ever had of your sister's sergeant.
...And you feel fucking full already.
Holy shit.
"Oh my god." You choke out.
Tim immediately clocks onto the strain of your voice, a wave of concern, "You okay, pretty girl?"
"You're-" You furrow your brows, pushing through the stretch as you sink yourself more, trying to accept every thickness of him. "-massive. I'm...fuck, it's too much."
Your forehead meets Tim's shoulder- it's all too overwhelming; the room feels just that bit stuffier, and Tim's hands are hot against your ass, your breath isn't catching right and he's too. Fucking. Big.
"Oh." ...Does he take that as a compliment? "Okay, okay. Let me help, baby."
You're nearly there, only a couple more inches until you're at the bottom, but, Tim takes the lead from there.
Once he bends his knees to gain support, Tim firms his hands beneath your glutes as he holds you against gravity's push. Then, he's ever so gently and slowly lifting his hips, his cock moving up into you through each exhale Tim hears you shakily let out on his skin. And while your nails dig into his sides, and he's surprised by the occasional bite from your teeth into your skin, it all morphs from pain to pleasure.
It only takes a few more other breaths until you're finally buried deep into him. There, he allows some time for you to adjust to his size inside your wet, welcoming warmth.
God, you feel so good. But, Tim can be patient, and he will be just for you.
Though, the second that you lift your head off his shoulder and sigh out a "You can move." Well, Tim's never been happier.
His first thrust is careful and deliberate - a slow grind of his hips as he meets inside of you again - but, it still has your lashes fluttering and your mouth parting into a gasp.
Tim can't help but think about how mesmerising you are right now; the sounds you're making like a siren's calling, the glide of your warm fingers gripping his shoulders, your hair loose around your face with strands that fall forward.
Tim doesn't stop himself, because as he thrusts in again, he's lifting one hand to reach out and tuck your hair behind your ears.
"You're so pretty," Tim murmurs, moving his hips again to push his cock inside you again, "so fucking beautiful."
You stutter. Not just from how Tim's cock is hitting your walls at a perfect angle at a teasingly slow pace, but also because...he called you pretty?
The compliment hits you hard, blush raising to your cheeks and God it's getting hard to think when he keeps fucking himself up into you, "You can't..." You moan as he drives his thick length inside you, "that's not fair. You can't say that while you're fucking me."
"Sure I can," He responds, a glint to his baby blues as he begins to fasten his thrusts, "You think I'm lying?"
You shake your head with a swallow, "No, Sir." And your exhale comes out rather erratic when you feel his cock coming into you quicker than before, and the beat of your heart is following his pace. "Just...you're gonna make it harder to leave after this."
There it is. The truth.
Lucy. Ashley. Everything.
Tim's hips falter at your words.
He's trying- he really is, trying to avoid the painful truth of this all. Because as much as you two won't want to stop this, Lucy Chen will never forgive him or you for this once it's been told. It's no use fighting it either, lying to Lucy about fucking her little sister is something that can't be swept beneath shallow waters. Tim Bradford would never forgive himself if he had to work with Lucy everyday with guilt overriding his thoughts because he selfishly couldn't admit his wrongdoings.
"Yeah," But despite the sigh that comes out, he continues his thrusts, "I'm sorry, baby."
You don't plan on stopping either, instead, offering him a comforting smile and a kind kiss to his lips, "Don't apologise, we'll figure it out later. For now though..." You look down, overtly studying how his length moves in and out of you with attentive measures, "I want us to fuck. Hard."
And any thoughts of 'figuring it out later' are thrown ashore.
Because fucking you hard sounds a lot better than emotional conversations.
So, Tim takes that for his cue to quicken his pace, pounding in and out of you to the point that both of your mouths fall open.
"Shit," You shakily breathe out, nails scratching his shoulders as you listen to the squelching of your juices with every thrust, leaking down his length. Then, because your greed is far predominant that anything else, your hips move just once to meet with his cock as it drives into you.
You both moan.
"Fuck, baby," Tim curses out, feeling you swallow him whole, "Keep going."
With his orders, you obey and do it again, and he allows you to change the rhythm so you're both moving at the same time.
The room is getting filthier- the loud slapping of skin on skin, the bed creaking with an intense warning of snapping, and the heavy breaths that heat your bedroom.
But, amongst all the noise, Tim still hears your quiet whimper of his name from your pretty lips.
He groans, even your name is enough to get him fucking aroused.
"Fuck, pretty girl, ride me," He encourages you with the tilt of your ass, squeezing with excitement, "You can take it."
You nod, bracing yourself more as you allow your hands to feel supported by the strength of his broad shoulders. You give it your all, bouncing and grinding down on him with eagerness and hunger, and every time you bury yourself with his cock, your clit drags against his base for friction.
"Oh my god," You moan, shutting your eyes with how good it feels, how full you are.
"Doing so well, sweetheart." He whispers out, gripping your ass tighter as his hips roll up into you, "Fuckin' Hell, just look at you."
You open yours eyes and smile to his praise, despite your thighs burning and your hair all messed up with your bobby pin lost somewhere in it. But you can't stop now, won't stop. Not when Tim's eyes are staring into you with blow-out pupils and shining with intimacy, and not when the stretch is making your toe curls and the spot his cock hits inside you feels so amazing.
And he's helping you too, God, he's helping you out as you ride him. He's moved one hand to your lower back while one has gone to your hips, keeping the rhythm alive and in beat to your breaths and his thrusts so you get the most of it all- the depth, the stretch.
Then, you feel it.
The pressure brews within you, swirling with a feverish it's hard to miss when every bounce on his cock.
"Sir," You exhale sharply, "Sir, I'm close."
"Good." He answers with another roll of his hips, feeling his own orgasm reaching, "Good, baby. Me too."
It's too much, way too much. You throw your head back as you close our eyes again, your climax building dangerously with every second that passes that you concentrate on it.
Tim stutters when his baby blues can't find yours, only the exposure of your throat. So, with a soft embrace, his palm grounds itself to the frame of your jaw.
"Please," His voice is gravelly and raw and your eyes immediately flutter open and your attention moves to look back down at his, "Look at me when you come."
You widen your gaze, vision blurring and blown wide. Then, you quickly nod, "I will. I will. 'm so close."
"I know, baby," And he leans forward to kiss your swollen lips, "You can do it."
That's when you feel the shake in your thighs and the tremble in your body. With the pressure tightening, you hold tightly onto Tim's shoulders.
Then, it all snaps.
With a broken sob, you feel wave upon wave of your orgasm, and the way your pussy clenches around Tim's cock and your eyes that roll to the back of your head - struggling to maintain eye contact - has his own climax encouraging to follow.
"Fuck, fuck," He grunts, pulsing inside you with his own spill as he chases his own crash before he's burying you to the hilt with a final thrust.
...You both collapse.
Catching breath after breath has never felt so hard- drowning in sweat and ecstasy and fucking guilt. But, you place a bandaid over your emotions when your body yearns for his embrace.
You rest your forehead against Tim's sweaty shoulder, and he mirrors your actions too, hands reaching around your waist. Both of you trace splashes of aimless patterns on each other's backs, lengthening time you know you'll never get back.
But, it's comforting, soothing, and it's quiet.
He's still inside you.
You're still on top of him.
There's no use talking. Not right now, at least.
Your heart is still hammering, though not from the intense level of intimacy you and Tim just displayed to each other.
You know this is different because it's about the inconclusive depths of the ocean- the fear of the unknown. What happens from now on is something you aren't too sure you're ready to even explore.
But, for what you do know, Tim's body is nice to hold and his aroma still lingers within yours. His chest rises and falls between your own like a gentle swell of the tide, steady and deep.
And the both of you find that if you stay still enough, if you hold your breaths enough, maybe the world can stop in this moment too.
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