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Mexico i love you you dont know me but i love you like a child loves a burning dragon.

me & the boys installment after two weeks with the sleepiest heaviest eyes went out to the shopping district to walk around and laugh in the spray of rain shopped for myself a Pair Of Bootcut Jeans A Pink Polo & A Kiwi i said i wil make it everyones problem when i try the first peach of my life i know it will transform me into a more relentless person maybe more romantic but how much more than this we sat on the damp grass in the evening and spoke of Football & Politics and Foolish Investments & Tomboy Optics and Canada i won an enormous bet against M and put him on notice about a receipt i told him the thrill of uncertainty is beautiful see how this feels we had chips and i smoked with my legs on Ps Lap i looked around myself to see people making out someone straddled on someone some entangled like snakes in romance i said sometimes i feel like the Only Single Cool Man Around M says you are beautiful but you are not approachable but approachable is not the term and i do not know how to explain this anymore i understood i love him maybe the fact that i do not see them often is why i love them despite of their problems Not Eating Unorthodox Cuisine Regretting Over Voting For The Wrong People but i love them we all learn slow i do we decided on ditching the Chinese joint for Punjabi at the Khalsa so we walked out of that lovespot and all three of us petted a cat who lived by the avenue for 15 minutes on the way and i went an extra mile to lift that boy on my shoulders and at Ho Chi Minh Avenue i told them about the act of rebellion by the Communist Party that was naming this street that houses the US Consulate after the Vietnamese President during Cold War i get hot in the crotch at the thought of the person who told me that story to this very day and for some ominous reason i found myself speaking to them about the Towering Female Colleague and the funniest incident that commenced at the office between me and her and we all laughed so hard everyone at the restaurant started eyeing our way we stepped out late in the evening and walked to the metro yearning for airconditioned air M & P distributing weight against each other me smoking my last cigarette behind them all of us sharing the drizzle.

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sporadic writing i write the way you would speak on the blindest date string together this and that tailoring apprenticeship most of the action is showcased through songs of love 13 years i lived through with the assumption that Lil Wayne said Inglewood Flamer sometimes life is a grand hammer getting pulled on your anvil head M where could you be now i remember back in 2023 when i said sometimes i feel like a woman might conceal a scissor inside herself during sex with the intent of violence we both laughed i naturally laughed less i wonder i sometimes speak to my boys in drunken stupor about you you were immensely sexy but i would have hated you there was blessing in that severance i would have despised being with you maybe that is the reason why i hold you in high regard now i have been loved now and then better than you after you i wonder do you become responsible for a Tattoo or a Cat my shoulders can barely take responsibility for my arms anyways Oranges & Milk Chocolate Rolled Oats its raining today and i am scrolling through Oolong Tea choices on my phone with a lot of integrated indecision in my body i wonder what Hongkong is like i wonder sometimes if i will ever be granted the senses of olfaction ever again anyways i say anyways listening to Utica Quarry, Nighttime by Slint in bed i think the scariest people in human existence are ones with gargantuan amount of ingrained patience i think the loveliest are ones who spoke on kissing my presence.