An Open Diary

sometimes when i have a migraine i will eat half a bag of chili cheese fritos and it does not help. follow me for more life advice <3

sometimes. when you live in the middle of fuck all nowhere. you will get woken up at 4am with heart attack inducing levels of screaming right outside your window. and then you remember cats make noises usually only heard in the 9th circle of hell when theyre making more cats. brought to you by; holy fuck my chest hurts

all billionaires should be left to die of exposure in the heat just so they can experience the world they created that the rest of us have to deal with. it's the hottest its ever been where i live and at least 3 ambulances have gone past my house today, keeping in mind i usually only see about 1 a month. im so fucking sick of this. im so fucking sick of having to live with the consequences of these peoples actions meanwhile theyre trying to find ways to fuck off onto other planets because they know theyve ruined this one for everyone else. i want to be clear im not being a doomer here, im not saying this world is beyond saving. despair is the ultimate enemy and we must never give in. im just very angry and need to yell about it.

due to a recent incident (in which my electric blanket is now toast) im thinking a lot about how because no one respects their own belongings anymore, no one respects other's belongings either. "oh you can just get another" okay but why. why should i be okay with "you can just get another" why is everyone so quick to treat everything as if means nothing. as if everything is disposable. im just really. really. really. sick and tired of how everyone seems to be okay with trashing everything because "you can just get another" you can treat your belongings like shit and waste money buying another one and another one and another one, but we need to bring back the fact that you treat other people's belongings with respect!! its not yours!! dont treat it like its yours!