I lost you... again.

Because you made me, into someone I don’t know.

And if I go to hell, at least I won’t go alone.

Trouble is brewing, in these fake niceties

You only loved me with your lips,

But you had me so convinced.

You only loved me with your fingertips,

And that’s where it ended.

You only loved me with your hips,

And you got away with it.

It felt so religious.

You got away with it,

And that’s where it all ended,

But you had me so convinced.

And what I hate to admit,

Is that I gladly fell for it,

And it’s so unfortunate.

I’m at your beck and call

You watch me as I fall.

And you knew all along,

That you would never catch me.

You got away with it,

And that’s where it all ended,

But you had me so convinced.

Too late for redemption,

Sin committed,

And it’s so unfortunate.

The only purpose that I knew,

Was needing to love you.

You let me color my whole life blue,

When all you saw was grey.

Your eyes still shine but they don’t blind me

You’re reflecting light but you’ve lost some sheen

You’re a little worn down but a little less mean

One thirty five,

On my brand new street

You whisper “good night”

Do you have to leave?

You could turn around

And come back to bed

But this is not your house

And I am just a “friend”.

I go through this life alone

While she has you to hold

All I ask is for a little grace

Don’t hold me close if you don’t intend to stay.

Shades of gray,

Color me blue

I’ve lost my way

And I can’t call for you.

I’m wearing thin

And out of my depth

I’m your violin

And I’ve been played to death.

I go through this life alone

While she has you to hold

All I ask is for a little grace

Don’t hold me close if you don’t intend to stay.

Am I bitter enough

To try and call your bluff?

Or will I smile and say