Mandatory Happiness

Ive almost finished my first year of college which is insane but i love it sm here n i think i get to stay over the summer with my job. Speaking of my job im a tour guide (it’s all very political to me, i wanted trans/queer kids to see that they could be happy here and im succeeding at it. Which is spectacular)

i got this grant for $6k for this documentary im shooting next semester which is hype. I don’t really wanna do documentaries after school but I think it’ll be good experience n im gonna make $2k for it which is nice

i also work for like the local promoters now. I don’t get paid or anything but its hype bc the woman who runs it is incredible n i like helping and getting to be more apart of the scene

the boy i was so in love with has a hinge profile (so he was prob lying to me about not sleeping with other people) and on said hinge profile it says he’s straight so it lowkey needs to be wraps with that one. I haven’t ended it with him yet but wtv.

off of that, I’m getting my first std test tmrw bc of that guy so im a little nervous but it should be fine. Idk what they do but i have faith. Im also going to talk to them about T again n i should be able to get on it bc im 19 now so this is really baller i think :)

idk all in all I’m really happy, I have some cool ass friends n I am doing pretty good. I do wanna go back to therapy when i can, but that’s a summer thing maybe.