LYN ✦

Yes, hopefully. Unfortunately as of now both my mental and physical being is not in the best state so even looking at my phone takes a huge toll on me, hence why I haven’t responded to other requests yet either.

But our persona...

hot damn.

It's rare to see someone with a similar style and who likes dressing her persona in suits, so thx for existing, never stop existing. Never stop yumeshipping, ur art is cool and I'm gonna gobble down everything on your blog now, baii :3

Depending on what happened to Eleanor’s clone I believe would determine Augusts and Entity August relationship between each other, but part of me at least believes that August would begin to understand that ugly side of his as he’s terrorized by himself once more. The isolation and strangeness of the Backrooms doesn’t exactly help his sanity.

If the protagonist you head cannon is as insane as you say and truly loved August. Even in his worst moments, August would not want to kill you to repeat what happened. I’d like to think he’d protect her from Entity August in the beginning, until he notices his shadow side has become a lot more docile.

It is… like his shadow, never really goes away. In fact, it hovers around the corner whenever he finds himself having a happy moment with the protagonist. It kinda just stares and twitches in places, but smiles if it’s noticed. Once you see him, it’s impossible not to notice him. Observing his shadow could also reveal his human August current temperament and unsaid thoughts.

I’d like to imagine if human August ever leaves the Backrooms, food, water, he’s mapped out the locations and left. Entity August would be the one to look after the protagonist, and doesn’t allow them to leave this place. It’ll have his way if things, which usually involves some sort of pain. It’s very sensitive the mood flips are a lot more intense, especially when human August is able to locate it and walks in on a private moment. They’d likely have some unsaid rules about sharing, human August would find it relieving when she treats Entity August with as much love as he does. In some moments, she’d likely take both of them on when it comes to physical intimacy. Either when August is very emotional and just needs reassurance, and that reflects to his shadow. He just needs to hold her twice over. The player will never have a moment where they’re ever alone again.

I’d also imagine Entity August protecting the player if she found other creatures within the level. I’d there’s any still life of another person, he’d shoot it even before she got to glance at it. Touring the backrooms is fine, leaving is not. The protagonist could theoretically get lost and human August can’t locate them, but Entity August would be particularly fond of bringing them back immediately (leading to human August’s intense frustration and anxiety) if the protagonist chooses to explore anyway.

Now the entity version of the player would exist somewhere, but I’d imagine it wouldn’t phase Entity August as he’d recognize it to not be his. We don’t know much about the protagonist to determine how may her clone behave and perceive things. It’d just kinda be there.

ANON I'M SOSO IN LOVE WITH YOUR THOUGHTS YOU HAVE NO IDEA!! God where do I even begin... this is really good. I love the idea of entity August being way more violent and moody than human August because he's like, everything negative in August combined into one. I love the idea of him facing his violent unpleasant self in that way.

and getting intimate with both of them??? sorry I'm so. distracted by the thought. can you imagine if human August could *feel* if his lover and his entity self were getting it on?? I need him to get soo riled up from that ANYWAY

Other idea is August lives in the Backrooms and pulls a Clark finding a scuffed copy of his wife and desperately trying to make amends cause she’s somewhat active around human August. The shadow version of him exists, unsure if August has internalized hatred for himself that may result in his double trying to kill him or “train him”, or kill human August out of jealousy for douching Eleanor’s double.

I’m thinking Backrooms Eleanor would likely flinch whenever August’s double is around the corner but not to human August. Maybe August ends up destroying the clone at some point due to his own instability and the strangness of the backrooms. Or it’s conflict between the shadow version.

When the protagonist comes in, and develops a relationship with human August. It could pacify Entity August, but now they have to deal both.

Backrooms though, even before the movie and all, August being an entity would fit. I’d imagine instead of being reanimated by Playmate (if that’s even in lore anymore) the Backrooms just does it. If it weren’t for the shadow effect he got, Entity August probably would look really botched.

Protagonist suddenly finds themselves lost in the backrooms in a level that resembles the hospice pursued by August again.

OH the pain of all the ideas in the world and less time for to write! At least by the time I even get to it, the mods gonna be updated for more juicy lore.

OUH ANON,,, YOU'RE IN MY BRAIN

my initial idea behind that drawing was that the entity August is the "misremembered" version of himself, the title for the artwork is also meant to reflect on that, "fight the nightmares from the past" as it's described on the mod page. I think the backrooms is a very hauntingly suitable place for him too rather than your typical minecraft setting

something about the backrooms being the recollection of everything that ever exists in its own uncanny way and the man from the shadow being an entity from our past relationship that's haunting us feels very fitting together

(Don’t mind this being my very first time using the inbox message thingy while being socially anxious typing this out and making all of these mistakes)... :,)

I really love your writings and headcanons about August. And I felt compelled to tell you about this headcanon I recently had about him. I've never seen anyone talk about it, so I hope that I worded this properly and you can at least understand where I am coming from with this. Along with the oc yapping… ᴵ ˡᵒᵛᵉ ᵐʸ ᵗᵒˣⁱᶜ ʳᵉˡᵃᵗⁱᵒⁿˢʰⁱᵖˢ ᵃⁿᵈ ᵗʰᵉ ᵗᵒˣⁱᶜ ᵒˡᵈ ᵐᵃⁿ ʸᵃᵒⁱ. ᵀʰᵃⁿᵏ ʸᵒᵘ, ᵖˡᵉᵃˢᵉ.

I ship him with my male oc, but there was a thought that came to mind about him having internalized homophobia or having conflicting feelings for my oc, referring to his lore from the time period he lived in, the stigma, and the type of men he was around. In my own brief story, my oc is a doctor who is August's assigned GP, and it takes place during the abandoned hospice section of the lore (for personal reasons, I didn't stick with the news reporter part). I'd like to believe that when he meets a man or someone who has the same elegance or soft and gentle vibe and feeling as Eleanor, he will be reminded of her. And because August is psychically unstable, I would also think he would be fighting himself with these conflicting feelings because of specifically his father's "teachings," all the while the longing he has been yearning for so long is eating him alive. He would eventually succumb to it, and the outcome wouldn't be pretty.

This is all I have, unfortunately, but I would love to hear what you think.

Hello dearest anon, sorry I was meaning to answer this much earlier but I got sidetracked. I totally agree! This is something I've discussed with other friends of mine who also ship him with their male ocs a few times. I think it's a really interesting topic in his case specifically.

I totally also see him being in total internal conflict because of his feelings, and due to him being born in that time and in that place he's just . not gonna be too open or accepting towards that. I'd imagine August's idea of love and family is a very traditional one due to his childhood and his own family and toxic masculinity, yada yada. But he also yearns to love and to be loved, deeply so. That factor would eventually lead him to understand that what he wants isn't the idea of love, but for someone to genuinely love him, and it wouldn't matter who it's coming from because true love is love and that's all he could ever ask for!

This took so. so long to finish. I hope the wait was worth it! Please enjoy <3

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NSFW alphabet with The Man from the Shadow

Minors Do Not Interact.

Pairing: August x You

Rating: Explicit

Word Count: 2.7k

Warnings: NSFW obviously, August being August he's a warning all on his own, knife/gun play, mentions of blood, rough sex, creepy pervy behavior.

Gender neutral reader.

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➤ A = Aftercare (what they’re like after sex)

It's not surprising to say that August isn't necessarily the best at being an attentive partner. After all he's never been used to taking care of someone, or being taken care of himself either. He's lived his whole life surviving rather than... actually living it.

However, he's more than willing to learn for you! If your relationship is past the stage of your initial complications, then congratulations, you've got yourself a shadow demon of a man who just loves you so much he doesn't know what to do with himself.

Tell him what he should do, what your needs are, what can he do to make you comfortable, and best believe he'll gladly do anything to make you feel happy and fulfilled (as well as make sure you're not hurt as he can get quite rough at times) it's gonna require some patience and words but it'll be very worth it in the end.

➤ B = Body part (their favorite body part of theirs and also their partner’s)

His favorite body part of himself would definitely be his hands. Touché, very original I know. But August loathes every part of his being. There's nothing about him to be liked. Everything he is now serves to remind him of his past and his circumstances that he put himself in.

But then there's you. His hands are able to touch you, to feel you, to hold you. You, who keep him grounded to reality and keep his head clear. Those same hands bring you pleasure and ecstasy. How could he not like them?

As for his favorite body part of yours? Jee, this man loves all of you so much it's really hard to pick a favorite. But between you and me I think he's definitely a titties guy. No matter if they're big, small, or what gender you are. Tits are tits and he absolutely adores holding and grabbing onto them.

➤ C = Cum (anything to do with cum, basically)

He loves, loves breeding you. If you gave him the opportunity to keep fucking his cum deep inside you he'd take it in a heart beat. And he cums in big loads too so have with that. Just the sight of his seed leaking out of you and dripping down your thighs is enough to get him hard again instantly and ram his cum back into you. You'll hear him start to whimper a little more audibly than usual the more he cums inside you.

However if that's not an option, his next favorite place to cum on would be your face. The sight of your pretty lips and cheeks covered in his essence, marking you, simply drives him crazy. You're just so good to him, so perfect, so his.

➤ D = Dirty secret (pretty self explanatory, a dirty secret of theirs)

He's a big massive pervert I think that's a fact everyone knows. He loves lurking around your place either when you're asleep at night or when you're away to do your work, he'll be snooping around your room and rummage through your clothes, practically inhaling your scent off of them.

He jerks himself off using your underwear wrapped cutely around his cock, eyes rolled to the back of his head as filth spills from his lips in your absence. He loves cumming inside your undies and leaving them as a little gift for you to come home to. He doesn't shy away from making his presence known.

Bonus point if you decide to wear those cum-stained panties to tease him, knowing he's there lurking in the shadows, watching you put on a show for him. He just might not leave you alone for the rest of the night at all.

➤ E = Experience (how experienced are they? do they know what they’re doing?)

August has experience, he's not a virgin, but he also doesn't. He has a complicated relationship with sex. Being the sado-masochist he is, his perception of intimacy is fucked (no pun intended). To him, sex has always been just another means of receiving and applying pain for power. No feelings behind it. No real intimacy. So although he has some experience, he's not good with feelings and he genuinely doesn't know what he's doing when it comes to being genuine and intimate, it's like a first time for him.

➤ F = Favorite position (this goes without saying)

He generally doesn't mind any position, he's often so sex-drunk he'd take anything as long as that anything is you. But he especially loves taking you from the back because he can wrap his arms around you, holding onto you and groping you everywhere he can reach as his dick rams into you mercilessly while whispering his dirtiest secrets in your ear in such a dark, hoarse tone, that find yourself dripping all over for him all over again.

➤ G = Goofy (are they more serious in the moment? are they humorous? etc.)

He's serious but in a very wicked and twisted way. His words and the way he coos at you comes off very condescending and degrading but in the most delicious way possible.

➤ H = Hair (how well groomed are they? does the carpet match the drapes? etc.)

Honestly on one hand he seems like the kind of guy who doesn't take care of himself or his appearance at all. But on the other hand he feels and looks very sophisticated. I think he's a hairy guy but keeps everything lightly trimmed at least. Especially after entering a relationship with you where he now has a motive for wanting to be clean and good looking.

➤ I = Intimacy (how are they during the moment? the romantic aspect)

I briefly mentioned it in the experience section, but August has little to no experience with intimacy as love and sincerity has never been his main focus. He thrives off of pain. Or at least, he did so until your relationship deepened further and further. Everything feels different with you, like you're giving him a whole new purpose in life. Suddenly his heart is beating a different way. His love for you far exceeds any desire to receive and inflict pain.

He might be the one taking lead but his heart is beating so rapidly it's about to burst, his hand intertwined with your smaller one as he enters inside you. The way you look into his eyes with so much love and ecstasy written on your expression like plain day. To feel wanted, to feel loved, longed for just the same by you is a feeling he learns is far more addictive than any pain that was hammered into his being.

➤ J = Jack off (masturbation headcanon)

Also briefly mentioned earlier but, yeah. You doing literally anything even unintentionally will give him a boner. It gets annoying even for him some times. He can't help his wandering hand that's palming his growing erection every time he's in your presence. The cheeky bastard will make you feel him up too so you know exactly what you're doing to him. Sometimes he makes you watch him jerking off his dick simply because he knows how much it secretly turns you on, the naughty little thing that you are.

➤ K = Kink (one or more of their kinks)

Fearplay. Need I say more? He loves to play the predator and you his sweet little prey, under his mercy. A little hare caught in the jaws of a wolf. The way you tremble and squirm in his grasp makes him feel exceptionally needy with lust.

Knifeplay and gunplay go a long way. He makes you lick and suck on the muzzle of his gun, or he'll rub it against your pulsing sex, coating it in your slick and make you whimper for him merely from that. Or he'll make a small, deliberate cut on your neck just to lick the blood off.

(COUGH he also has a big fat corruption kink cOUgh)

➤ L = Location (favorite places to do the do)

He mostly prefers to fuck you in your own house, your "safe" haven, away from prying eyes where he has you allll to himself. It turns him on to have such control over you, taking you like this in your own little space.

➤ M = Motivation (what turns them on, gets them going)

What doesn't turn him on, good lord, especially when it comes to you. Though what gets him going the most out of anything is feeling loved by you. Any form of affection you present his way will have him weak in the knees. He's a massive yearner and craves your love more than anything. If you return his freak by being forward about wanting him as bad as he wants you, lord help him cause he won't be able to walk for a whole week.

➤ N = No (something they wouldn’t do, turn offs)

Even for someone like him there are limits to everything. He wouldn't do anything too drastic or gross, anything that would put your health in danger is out the window immediately. He might love to play dangerous but not to the point where he breaks you. He's only into it if you're into it too.

➤ O = Oral (preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc.)

He loves both giving and receiving, but leans more towards receiving. There's something so filthy and tasty about having you on your knees struggling to take his big cock into your mouth, the way you have to hold the base with both hands, the way you look up at him with those doe eyes as you lick and suck on his leaking tip. He can't help himself from grabbing your hair and fucking your mouth as you choke and cry around him.

But he also gives the best head. He especially loves to make you sit on his face while he eagerly eats you out like a starving man and making you whimper and moan above him.

➤ P = Pace (are they fast and rough? slow and sensual? etc.)

Come on, it's August we're talking about, of course he's rough. You catch little to no breaks with this guy. His thrusts are fast, hard and deep, splitting you open on his cock while pushing his weight onto you, making sure you escape nowhere as you feel all of him. All the while dirty, degrading words and grunts fall from his lip into your ear.

But he also does have moments where he just wants nothing more than to make love to you, taking things slow, sensual, and holding you so close and so tightly. Sweet lingering kisses on your soft skin, intertwining his hands in yours as he kisses your palms. He's most noisy during times like these, struggling to hold back his pathetic whimpers while his cock twitches inside you. It's very rare for him to act this way, but when it does happen, just make sure to give him lots of love and reassuring words, he feels very vulnerable.

➤ Q = Quickie (their opinions on quickies, how often, etc.)

He loves to take his sweet time with you so quickies are usually a no go for him, the more desperate you are the less he'll give you what you want. The bastard will tease you until your breaking point, the more desperate and turned on you are, the more fun he'll have in bed with you later.

➤ R = Risk (are they game to experiment? do they take risks? etc.)

He can't be seen by people normally unless he chooses to anyway, so taking risks is nothing to him. The same can't be said about you though, which makes it all the more fun for him to test your patience and see how well you can manage to stay composed while his wandering hands grope you all over, fingers dancing dangerously close where they shouldn't, over your hardening nipples, gripping your thighs, licking your earlobe down to your neck. You keep complaining but you're the one who's beyond aroused even when you're outside with many prying eyes around you. He wonders how long it'll take before you break and beg him to fuck you hard on the spot only to not give you what you're asking for.

➤ S = Stamina (how many rounds can they go for? how long do they last?)

He's got some crazy stamina, after all he's no longer human and he's not bound by normal human restrictions, plus he's got a pretty high sex drive so that's a bonus. He can go for at least 5-6 rounds in one session. And he takes multiple sessions daily, mind you. though he has a high stamina, he does cum quickly, mostly because you turn him on so much it physically hurts. Just the tip entering you, knowing you need him as bad as he needs you, gives him such ecstasy it takes everything in him not to cum right then and there.

➤ T = Toys (do they own toys? do they use them? on a partner or themselves?)

Not a big fan of them, his own hands get the job done on himself, and when it comes to you he'd rather be the one and only thing bringing you pleasure. He's got big, long fingers, his tongue is very skilled and his cock is big and grithy. What more do you want?

➤ U = Unfair (how much they like to tease)

Big fucking tease, he's such a bastard and needs to be taken down a peg, or be pegged. Either way, he LOVESSS to torture you as much as possible, he'll edge you for hours on end, and when he finally lets you cum he doesn't stop, he just keeps going and going and going, thrusting into you so hard and making you tremble and throb around him. You can take one more, he's sure. He said that about 5 orgasms ago but just one more won't hurt, will it? Or do you want to be edged again? He can totally just get off you and watch you desperately begging him to come back and fuck your brains out again.

➤ V = Volume (how loud they are, what sounds they make, etc.)

Any noise that comes out of him mostly comprises of low groans, grunts and occasional growls when he's too riled up.

However, if you know which buttons to press, you'll hear higher pitched moans and whines spill from his lips. They're especially more prevalent when you sneakily take lead and ride him.

➤ W = Wild card (a random headcanon for the character)

Sometimes he'll give you his knife and orders you to fuck yourself using the handle of the knife. Now it's nothing in comparison to the sheer size of his dick of course, but he enjoys the desperation apparent on your face as he watches the handle of his knife disappearing into your hole slowly, preparing yourself to be filled up by him later.

➤ X = X-ray (let’s see what’s going on under those clothes)

Okay, this man is absolutely fucking massive. He's 9'2" ft tall, that's 280 cm. Yes that is in fact canon. He's big, really big, including his dick. He's a good 11-13 inches long, and probably even bigger if he's really hard. You'll have to be a little careful taking this man lest you risk hurting yourself pretty bad.

➤ Y = Yearning (how high is their sex drive?)

His libido is abnormally high. Now he's not fully submitted to his lust of course, he's still rational enough, as rational as an insane guy like him can get. But he's a little too greedy and loves feel you really up close most of the time. Can you really blame the guy? He just loves you so much, you're his everything, and he'll worship every facet of your being. That includes your warm insides.

➤ Z = Zzz (how quickly they fall asleep afterwards)

Given his nature, y'know, being a shadow demon creature guy, he doesn't need to sleep, eat or rest. But he sure as hell would benefit greatly from a good night's sleep. He usually never falls asleep after sex, he'll just watch over you in your peaceful slumber while his fingers gently ruffle and twirl your hair, caressing your soft skin and occasionally giving a chaste kiss on your temple. He doesn't understand it, but he feels that he's getting more tired lately ever since he's began being more intimate and vulnerable with you. It's like you bring him a sense of comfort and safety where he feels his tense body can relax for once, and he might fall asleep next to you eventually.

dude I'd do anything to be in their arms. I actually had a dream a couple nights ago where I was bawling my eyes out and searching for August and I eventually found him and he just held me hugged me and comforted me. best experience of my life 10/10 would do it again