the mountain

Im so bad at conversations If i have ever left you on seen im sorry i just started talking yesterday

Every other blur song is like "lonely Joe hates his life, what a horrid little man I hope he kills himself"

me after every conversation: shit they’ll never wanna talk to me again

he looks so happy here 🥹🥹🥹

HOLY SHIT HIIIIIIIIIIII OH MY GOD OH MY GOD I MISSED YOU HOW ARE YOUU

i love my moots smmm

happy decade to the horrible beast i have wrought

y'all write your fucking fanfiction and love your weird cringey shit and draw your goofy terrible furry drawings or something who cares who gives a goddamn just do whatever weird thing makes you happy on this goddamn bitch of an earth who caressss

somewhere in the middle we become the same person i need graham because he's a balance for me i didn't know what to say to him he's always been my flipside we still catch each other off balance even now you fancy them i was young and exuberant once you used to fancy me damon's very protective of me he always has been graham will always be a part of my life we were beasts probably in competition he's a friend he often served as a shield it's beyond being best friends we don't even talk to each other it's gone way beyond that damon always thinks i'm in a mood with him but i'm not graham likes kissing me i'm more likely to do it when i'm sober he's more likely to do it when he's drunk i'd give him lovebites and he'd give me lovebites a cruel trick we'll always be friends i think we've lived in each other's personalities for so long we were always together we would spend our time dreaming of a bright future these days i feel like i'm driving him mad because he knows me too well it was just two people who really loved each other but who found it impossible to communicate any more maybe we liked each other too much or maybe we were too close i miss him i know his friendship is still there but the flavour of damon is so strong it overpowers me he's actually like me he just does it in a different way damon can have this thing of experiencing the world through me the best guitarist of his generation does not come in a simple little nutshell that you can buy at woolworths It’s a very fragile thing i started to miss the side of him that made me laugh i respond as an interpreter of damon where his chords take an unexpected turn I think how I can exaggerate the beauty of them i went over to damon and said 'can i hold your hand?' graham and me? It’s still like playing together at lunchtime in the portakabin at stanway if you’re in a relationship where you’re not exactly totally sure how you feel it’s bound to be more interesting damon and i are bound by something strong beyond us a kind of telepathy i've never had with anyone else we're each other's first love i left him at some place in soho about one in the morning it's funny